No Life!

I have no life, just like a zombie in human form.

I have no family, just like wanderless ghosts, still in human form.

Sometimes, i dunno wad's wrong with me.
Maybe i m sick?
Maybe..
There always someone who treasures me alot.. alot..
But i always make them hate me alot.. alot.. alot..

From my boyfriend to best friends to friends to strangers and even to the person who dared call and asked for money.

Simply. I create hatred.
Maybe i am satanic?
maybe..

Call me selfish, but i hate to see u happy.
yeah, u didnt hear me wrong.
It's me.
I will never like when you go out with ur frens.
I just dunno y.
I am possessive.. very.. very..

If i held onto something precious,
I will never let go.. never.. never..

Sometimes, really..
A person shouldnt hold onto each other too tight.
The loved one will leave, for sure.. for sure..
They will have no space to breathe, to eat, to drink.

I have nothing left.
Really.
Nothing.
Just regrets. Shattered dreams.
And a linger of memories.

Somehow, i still wished upon the star.



The star that created mircales for both of US.