lemon honey honey lemon

hey hey..
xmas over..
new year coming..

looking forward to new year :)
hehe..

anyways, created a drink for myself..
i bought honey and lemon to make honey lemon~
or lemon honey..
either ways u wanna call it..

just make the honey the normal way..
and squeeze in the lemon~
half a lemon for around 2 cups will do :)
it taste yummy~
and it's good for the thoart..

:)) my mum won a lucky draw during her comp.'s d&d ..

it's a 50$ taka voucher..
she gave it to me..
i wonder what should i buy?
*and when i'm wondering, i heard a voice say, 'nana! go buy bedsheets~'*
duh..
that's what she wanted me to buy..
lolx..

rain's raining..
i love rain *the natural one, of cus*

wish it will continue raining..
but i dont have enough time to sleep..
sobx..

okok.. have a 9am class to catch tml..

need to sleep now~
bye bye~

irritated day

i was very very very pissed off yesterday.
and the word pissed is not small pissed but big big PISSED..


anyways, i am not tta pisseeeed off already cus ytd has passeddd..


*ytd lor, got drilling lor, wan sleep lor, work late lor, no sleep lor, so tired lor, angry lor, wanna kill ppl lor, blast music lor, like that lor*

haha..
today.
i went to collect my!!!
canon printer, courtesy of singtel for giving it free,
when i bought my k800i *dont show u guys liaos or will sians de*

haha..
so, this is how it looks like

haha, and today it become..


haha.. havent try out the machine.. maybe wait until i have enough nice pictures.. :)

anyways, janis gave me a xmas pressie which i really love alot..
it's a lip gloss~
chocolate flavour.. and i really mean chocolate!
cause if u lick ur lips, there's tis chocolate smell + taste..
nice :)

pretty right? hehe..

love janis to the bits :)
haha..

the guitar

the other day, he just went to bought his new new new guitar.

the model 12 esteeve.
please research on it, if you dont know much.
dont come and say noob or what.
because it is a good brand and a good instrument.

*to acoustic players, dont try and compare urs with a classical, each has different type of taste.. [like each of us has differ religion] so no use to hl urs oso. particularly someone in his msn who come and say he.. kns.*

well, the guitar is better, and cooler, and sounds excellent!

and meeeee
being a greedy little fussy girl.

i want one too~
but too bad, only the rich can have what they want. [pls note that he saved for a long time to buy that guitar, and we are not rich kids]
the one i wanted is being bought away one day after.
*cries*


anyways, he's glad. i'm sad.

what to do.
some people are just born with a silver spoon or plain lucky.

ok..
at this point when i'm still typing my bloggggg post..
he is still arguing with acoustic guy.
my oh my, [that guy is insulting classical guitar now! but hey, we play pop songs too.]
i guess that guy hated classics alot~ like piano classics.. [cus grade-takers all play classicals], so he hate classics like marriage d'amor, romance, love story, lovers' concerto, gavotte etc.

p.s he's a non-grader.

done with insignificant ppl in my life..
let's move on~


- short break -
a long post ahead












behold~
on this coming wednesday, i'll be cooking..
AGAIN!
cus we were playing JI, KO, PA in mrt
and chopsticks.

ok, forget about it.

will show pictures of food after cooked. lol..

anyway, i wear super super duper short SHORTs to school today..
because jan was telling me,
hey sabby! do u wanna go tanning.
and i was like, ok~

and so, i wore a halter neck and shorts to tan myself..

but alas..
due to passing showers, and walking up and down the stairs..
jan and yh decided not to tan.
and the guys who were swimming were tanning~
after the passing showers..
ironical~
lol..

anyways, missed the fun ..
because they going to eat at esplande's max something..
darn, i forgot the shop name.

i went to meet my dear, last paper.
lol.
den we went to hm to eat kfc and gelaré..

omg.. didnt noe the vouchers dont come with ice cream~ :'(

den, i went to shop around~
cool..
went to wait for him, and went to find my cousin.

*rushing all these because dota game up next.*
see you guys~~
will be edited soon, i hope :)

sighs

being poor is a sin,

having no money is a crime.

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so, what style should i get for new year?
CNY <-- chinese new year la!
perms or rebond?

oh, plus a highlight for sure.. :)

OMG~

hey, finally got my pay..

my pay is actually around $xx0++ (havent see pay slip)..
but after cpf, 50$ for clothes (counting work), i left xx9$..

and minus away my school fees, which is x08$ (damn school.. make me do free labour still ask me pay =X), i left xx1$..

ok, and i have to minus aways two shoes i bought (damn work, i work 2 weeks, spoil one shoe)
each is around 30$.. so 60$ for both..
i left xx1$..

not forgetting my contact lens i need to buy due to work..
(work cant permits me to wear grey lens..)
which is around 70++$ i think..
i will be left with x1$..

and minus away all the idiot misc (buying make-up), i'm left with 1$..

god~ help me :'(

i work for the sake of WORK..
because everything, i pay back to work..

p.s. i dont wear make up.. the make up is also for working!!
the only thing i pay personal was school fees..
which i'm also working~ in school.. grrr!!!

i want more job time..
let me work..
hunger for money~ :'(




i hate u!

more time but lesser blogging

lol.. i got lots of free time.. but whenever i want to blog, i cant think of any ideas to blog..
sians diaos..

i'm still chasing after weihong for the photoshop cd..
god~~

pls pls pls remember.. so i can play with the photoshop..
lol..

anyways, just finish 2 reports..
and end of tep 1st period soon..
next up, classical~

yes!
and intending to get a swimsuit..
because i intend to go sun bathing.. (with sun block)
lol..

looking forward to it one day..

kk..
nothing much to say le.. tata..

technology

wee.. technology.. the way i like it..
haha..

anyways, me and dear dear try out the 3g services..

it's so cool!~

we finally *after 15minutes* figure out how to video call..
and tada!

i'm seeing him..
and his sister saw me.. haha..
so paiseh..
cause i covered the screen in order not to let her see me..
because it's so paiseh..
*head oily with oil ~~ gr.. the lightning's fault..*

haha.. anyways.. it's so cool..
would like to do 3g more if it's cheap.. :)
can see my dear and say good night liaos..
hahaha.. funny..
love 3g to the bits >.< :P some pictures i took using my phone :P

trying out the macromedia thingy.. didnt know i have such..
highlighted my hair ' purple'..
haha, hope it's seen-able..



pissed off.. because of my pimples~ arh!! somemore give it to me on my birthday..
lolx.. the pissed off look..

cute? angel given to me by my dear..
he's an angel to me le.. precious ^^,

battle chest~ <-- got me addicted but i love it.. haha..

and not forgetting.. my k800i.. dear :)
k800i

still got alot.. but next time den blog the photos.. :P i go dota now.. byesx~

23/11/2006

hey hey hey *oohhh~*

let's say.. how old i am now?
18! 18! 18!

yays! i'm finally 18, w/o cakes *which is a-ok cus cakes are fattening*

but with lots of birthday wishes and some pressies..
and most importantly, celebrating with my laogong~
weex!

anyways..
thanks to the following birthday wishes ;) :

dear! thanks for pei me eat at kopitiam after my work.. haha.. 1st person wors..

hp no. : 8183**** <-- whoever u are.. thanks for the birthday wish..
neville
jiali~
liyi
beeting
gladi
coreen
jomaine
linghui
jueshuang
-ice- *someone from friendster*
sinpei manager
william
huirong
and lastly, loi heng jiong *gosh! i thought he forgetten my birthday.. so late den wish.. sia..*
and ANY other people i forget la~~ sorry.. cus nv take note.. *bleahs*

birthday pressie :) :
Handphone - dear
Dota - dear
Angel necklance - dear
*dear dear so sweet! buy so many presents.. muackiesx!*
a bottle of flowers - meimei :)
guitar earring - jomaine
cookies and cup - linghui
100$ - mummy
bag - huirong
unknown - gladi *gonna collect from her*
hmm, i think that's all?

must go home check.. haha..
thanks all~

anyways.. dear dear treat me eat swensens.. den we go gai gai oso..
school day is boring day.. hehe..

but i like it that i can :
buy 4d
buy beer
buy cigarettes
awatch m18..

muahhahahaahahaha..
finally sia.. :P

kk.. gotta go..
ciaos~

'lingy and sabi'

well, 20/11/2006.
i was tricked to go out.
lol.

actually, i thought i was supposed to go out with lingy and buy her neccessaries for the big day.
but it seems she is pei me go out..
lolxx.. :) thx lingy..


anyways, orchard was boring..
so we headed to vivocity *thought of finding jessica*

den, reached there, we went to bakerzin to eat cakes..
the cakes are not-that-exp and yummy :)

love it..
and i like the 'curtains'.. so pinky and nice atmo..

hehe..
didnt take a picture because kinda tired.. :P

and we went to walk walk..
vivo is big. went there before once..
but still big..
lolx..
anyways, we 2 walked around and saw many clothes..
thought of buying one dress for the big day..

but alot people buying porm night dress wors..
so, didnt really have chances to choose wad i like..
-dressing room crowded with girls, and alot of people in mall-


after walking so long, we decided to eat..
-jess still havent come-
i treated lingy eat swensen de set lunch..
yummy..
both of our lunches + a soup + change of drink to sprite = $45 only..
ok.. it's exp.. but not bad.. at least i enjoyed the food..
-though the air con make the soup cold FAST-
and me cold too..
lolx..

i like the balcony where we can face the sea..
it's beautiful.
wanna take a pic..
but the glaring sun force us back into the mall..
jessica wanna find her frens..
so, we didnt went with her..
we shopped around for items..
baby items and etc..
i bought a fila small bag.. 30$
kinda cute and nice..
intending to take it out on 23/11..
hehe..

after that, we went to toy-r-us.. nice nice..
and last of all, for the day..
i bought one tube top for lingy..
:) 50$ :)

total spendings for the day : 45$+30$+50$=125$

nah.. gonna get pay in like 3 more weeks..
pray that it come fast.. :)

den at night went to find dear dear..
*muackiesx* miss u so much sia.. hehe..

psst.. i still havent find a dress for her big day.. man..

GST increases. No money!

roHmm..

News
Gst will be increase by 2%, meaning. the 5% gst as regard of now, 14/11/2006, will be increased to 7% on *still pending*.


OMG~ this gst will incrase my spendings. and my income never increase..

let's do some economics..
when gst increase, consumer spending decreases.
*less money to spend, spend less lor*
demand decrease, and people wont earn alot..
*no one buy, of cus no earn*
when they dont earn, they will undertake retrenching.
*people lose their jobs*
therefore, CONCLUSION : no one gain anything..
*maybe it's a conspiracy to eat our money.. tra la la.. i only said Maybe*

accounting..
i need to spend alot due to increase gst..
*might cut down*
when i earn the same amount,
but my spending increases..
using the debit and credit..
*after doing everything*
u will realized i have a credit amount..~

because i spend the same..
but the 7% gst eat away my money..
and if i have to spend the same..
i have no more money to spend..
*ended up borrowing.. ohh.. mayb from loan sharks..*
and i will dieeeee~
grrr..

man, stupid gst make me boil.
gonna slp..

nights~
stupid gst..

ouch.

sighs. working on a sunday suck!
because it's busy busy busy!

so shagged now.
tired sia..

hahaha..
anyways, more updates on my phone.
jiali they all say my phone nicer than beeting's.
*bleahs*
but beeting's phone has better sound quality cause it's LOUDer than mine.
hehe.

but on the comparison of photo-wise quality.
of cus is mine winning!
yays~
lolx..

k800i, muackiesx la~

all my birthday wishes came true.
somemore k800i is a birthday gift.
*lick lick*

hahahaha..
dont be jealous of me.
cus i have a good boyfriend.
anyways.

let's talk about something else.
*wow. my k800i is so pretti-ful*
well.. erm..
i went to buy sandwich just now.
having lunch.

hehe, and someone stand beside me.
didnt notice who.
den she ehhh..
i was like huh?
den i turned~
oh! it's qiuting.
haha.
said hi to her and have some small talk.. :)

not bad.
anyways, i took flexi leave le..
8.5 hr de.. and i cancel my leave for 23nov.
lolx..
mr. woon keep saying.. wha, cancel birthday..
-_-' blame it on personal selling.
they so bad hearted.
dont allow me to take the items earlier.. :'(

sians..
:'( anyone needs to buy log cakes or items for xmas?
tag me or msn me. ok?
:)

anyways.. on 20nov, i gonna spend whole day with lingy.
to prepare for the big day 25nov.
for the invited ones, pls come!! ok?

*psst, i feel like learning make up*
lol. just a sudden feel. anyways. jomaine and i were putting mascara on my eyes.
lol. not much differ.
but nah, she bringing hers tomorrow to play.
lol. :)

i need a white tube.. wonder where got sell. :'(
urgent de.. fast fast need hor..

grr..
rain so heavy.
but i like.
haha.

go and play my handphone now.. sayonara~

hi ya!

hey.. it's FINALLY here.
the 11/11/06 day.

guess what day it is?

well, it's handphone-buying day!
yippies!

i bought my k800i finally.
been longing it since aug. :)

and to that someone
*that someone who said NOT to have the same phone as him*
i dont have the same phone as u..
because urs is BLACK and mine's brown.
*bleahs*

i strongly prefer brown than black..
because i saw many many others carrying black.
and brown looks girl-ier..
hehehe.

bought a pink pouch to go with it too!
*btw, my handphone is a gift from him*
i love u!!
ur birthday coming soon too.
dont worry.
hehe. will get a good thing for u too.

den went to bugis with him.
hehe. he study.
i do my flash masking!
yes! i figure how to do the nokia masking type.
lol..
now for the sony errisson masking.
which i will do tomorrow.
yikes.
deadline coming soon. which is like tml and wednesday.


sighs.
i hate projects but i love making flash.
ironical.

anyways!
photos of my handphone.
ok. PHOTO. i only took 1 of it.. lol..




lol.. nice? not really nice pic. but i love it! :)
*my phone*
please sms me as much as u want. haha.
cus i finally have a phone to sms.
yippies again!
ciao.
i go and install thingy and put music in hp le.. hahaha..

the worst.

i cant blog what i'm thinking.
because someone said

Do you have to tell everyone what has happened in your life?

because something really bad happened.
i hate it!
i just want to be alone.
what the fark.

i cant even get what i wanted.

lol..

i t0ok leave on my birthday sia.
the funny part is i got MR.Woon to come and take a look and ask him if the reason is logical enough.
then he says, ur birthday only last 3 hours? take longer la..
lol.. Woon presuading me to take long hours leave.
>.< QUITE boring.
why?
because everyone is leaving.

Beeting left, jomaine nv come, jiali leaving.. :'(

i am bored.. :(

*eating garlic bread* :P
cus beeting scared of garlic bread.. :)

for my birthday, i bought a top to go with my hippy jeans and gonna buy a pair of shoes to wear :)

looking forward to celeb with him :)

hehe.. 25 nov i not free.
i attending a very small family&close friends gathering.
jess, it is a wedding lehs. so must attend..
but it's a closed door wedding so not much ppl goin.
u must go, cus u are a close friend.
i love the bride.
:) and the baby.

working today, tomorrow and sunday..
stttttreeeesssssed ar.. need to memorise food items :(

see u~ :)

omg~

love tep to the bits. :P

well, sharon's humourous ghost stories really tickled the right spot!
we were laughing all the way..
till the last story..
she gave a boom and scared everyone outta their wits, and we SCREAM!

*arghHHHhh*
lolx.. hear the screams.. when it was so quiet.. lolx.. funny sharon and FUNNY beeting.. she keep laughing like so IMH idiots.. lolx..
but she's a loved-person by me and our class..
the joker-beeting-cum-my-xps-schmate..
yippiee! she is my primary school ex-mate! GOD!

so small the world.. :))

anyways.. still remember this post?

20/oct/2006

anyways.. birthday in one more month..
hehe, so waiting for that day and the birthday wishes.. :P

1) k800i, i sure get it.. cus i need it, i want it and i love it..

2) actually need alot $_$ but $_$ = work = job.. so basically, i need job to earn my own money. ^_^ that's all.. find a job for me, ok? i can send u my flash resume :P

3) hmm, everyone to be happy and i get good results, ok? that's all bah.. dont think i need alot wishes..

lolx.. tell u what.. my 2nd wish was fulfilled.. :) i got a job at toa payoh sakae sushi.. started like yesterday.. kinda tiring because i reached home like 11.40.. meaning i went out at 7.30-11.30 WORKING non-stop in school and in work.. :)

:)) love it.. my 1st wish is fulfil in like 1 week and 3 more days :) yays!!! i love it..
k800i
3rd wish is just pure luck and hard work too.. :)
2nd day in work today.. so, good luck to myself and happy happy sabrina.. :)

love it.. *lick*

OMG! ELDC's people rock.. ONLY SOME.. hehehe..

countdown to my birth-day :(

hehe.. today we at sch gonna celeberate helen's birthday..
haha, as always.. the 1st person to have a birthday in the class will always have a big bash..
lol..

always at this year, i am always reminded of one particular incident.. let's say.. i'm not gonna repeat the story.. so i give u guys the link, go read up if u are curious.. :P

there, the bad side of me
anyways, that happen like around long time ago.. now, i am a happy girl with a good boyfriend who will never forget me birthday :) i love him..

anyways..
celebrating >.<

haiss.. :( jessica's say i no send her wishes..
i got lor..
she just dun feel it..
haiss..

anyways, i gonna be mummy le..
dont be mistaken..
i am a god mummy.. *gan mama..*


i am dry mummy.. *psst, something unrelated : i like sharon's songs! all so nice*

hmm, den..
25 novemeber..
the baby's Mummy and Daddy will be having a buffet at hougang..
*most prob at her house there.. :)*

jessica going, i'm going.. anyone wanna go den tag or msn me.. ok?

well, i am abit hungry. sighs. later pull beeting or jomaine go buy my sandwich.. heex.

sayonara.. i go search for handphones for my birthday :)

counting down : 23 more days. :)

i pity..

i pity..


myself.
a girl.
2nd girl.
him.
poor.
rich.

myself : i pity myself for not working hard during the 1st semester of the 1st year in sch.
i work double hard for 2 more semester but that semester always remain there and..
i can never get a gpa more than 3.00.. and someone by the gpa of 3.7 still calls himself stupid..
i pity myself, because i am stupid..
i pity myself, because i have no money to live by.. and no money to go overseas..
i pity myself..

a girl : i pity her.. she live her life short.. she married at 18 and gave birth the same year.
she had a kid, a husband and i thought her life will be happy.
but she quarrelled with her husband.. and by the same year, she's getting divorced.. all in a year..
i pity her kid, for having no mother..
i pity the girl, for she is a divorcee.
and i hate the guys.. for guys have no responsibilities and can get off with whatever they had done..
i pity her.. can she even restore her love life again..?

2nd girl : she is pregnant and her hubby in army.. i wonder if she still have to work.. or was it just a lie again by her hubby to ask me for money?
i pity her..
i hate her hubby *if he lied*..
and i hate myself..

him : he has to work and work while studying part time.. >.< den still have to feed a pig dear dear.. hao ke lian :P

poor : poor people and rich people are all ke lian..

char siew failure

lol.. i cooked my so called "char siew" rice yesterday for both my mei mei and dear.

but, the char siew ended up burnt. *my dear and mum ask me not to blame others but myself*

grr.. lucky my corn soup is sweet ^_^ nice nice soup..
den dear very clever.. he noe i will cook until cham.. so he bought 10 chicken wings..
WHA!
so many, he thinks i'm pig. :P
anyways, the burnt char siew was delicious..
because it is very sweet.. *the sugar got burnt*
and my mei mei ate most of it..
when he came, left 3 pieces..
lol..
he ate 1 piece.. and i gave him another one..
and he bit on the piece of meat..

*ouch* WHY UR MEAT SO "TENG" EH?
lol.. his teeth bleeding lehs..
sayang dear dear.. paiseh paiseh la..
hahahaa..

den we watch this spider cartoon while my mei play audition..
den i go in, and he play love story on the guitar..
nice nice.. i like classics alot.. :)

anyways, we had dinner together too..
he, sensed that i dun wanna go out, asked me to order mcd.

^^, i had my filet o fish *same as him* and my mei eat mchicken..
^^, i ordered an extra apple pie for her, cus i noe she likes..
and he ordered a sundae for himself..
eeks.. i cannot eat, so bad..
anyways, i was asked by my tep classmate to join him for guitar club..
today, i brought my guitar to school.. i wonder how will it like to be in the club..
btw, the guitar club ends at 8.30 la.. *so late*
i think i will be home around 9.30**(PM)
omg.. >.< sians.. lucky is only for one day.. whahhahahaha..

*he very diaos lehs.. at 1st want model 12.. now he want artalic <-- ok, i duno how to spell the guitar's name* lol..
he very yin u me lehs..
i wan model 8.. :P
but den, he say me dont buy la..
waste $ >.< ok lor.. i stick to my 150$ guitar.. *bought 6 years ago*
lol.. i didnt noe it was so old liaos.. counted the age today.. :)

okays..
i OWN people birthday pressies..
1st on the list will be HER <-- my precious lingy.. i'm so sorry that i didnt give u one >.< 2nd on the list will be HIM <-- dear, not birthday gift.. but is next year de.. :P *psst.. i have alot of things on mind.. but just require alot of $ to fulfil :P* dont think got any le.. hahahaha.. k la..

weihong, i try to give u, ok?
and js one coming oso..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!
psst.. 23/11 <-- important day ar.. go figure.. :P

>.< zao an..

aiyo.. actually is got another post.. but i click something.. den dont have le..
haha, restart..

updates updates on my everyda : go sch, 1st to reach, slack, do clients' projects, slack again, go eat, slack and slack.. i'm just here to slack..
anyways, today got ice breaker games :)
i only bring an extra shorts.. *very short de shorts* still on pending whether to play anot..

^_^

love my TEP class to bits. and MK0502 too.. :)

lol.. yesterday, was chatting with beettttiiiiinng! haha..
we were chatting about him.. and were goin.. there he is!!! lol..
den we say in future got outing.. dont call him.. hahaha.. :P

anyways.. birthday in one more month..
hehe, so waiting for that day and the birthday wishes.. :P

1) k800i, i sure get it.. cus i need it, i want it and i love it..

2) actually need alot $_$ but $_$ = work = job.. so basically, i need job to earn my own money. ^_^ that's all.. find a job for me, ok? i can send u my flash resume :P

3) hmm, everyone to be happy and i get good results, ok? that's all bah.. dont think i need alot wishes..

hehe, 18 years old.. always thought my 18 years old can be a big bash..
but nah, no really good/best friends to make a party or bring me out.
pathetic soul :P
but lucky he will always make me happy, especially on my birthday ^_^

k la k la..
i go liaos.. dont blog like auntie.. talk so much.. hais, but really pretty boooo..ring.

damn u

1st thing 1st.. i am SUPER DUPER hungry la.

hais.. no breakfast, no lunch..
am i supposed to wait till DINNER?
what the fuck.. *DONT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ME SCOLDING BAD WORDS OR I'LL STUFF UR MOUTH WITH SHIT*

js go chinatown that's y no one eat with me.
i dont mind..
but what i mind is that fucking guy that is doing irritating SOUNDS in the class..

*well, the class left me and him only..*
AND HE IS REPEATING THE SOUNDS AND SMIRKING TO HIMSELF.
*please note, i already show him the -can u stop that- face.. and he saw.. but he keep on smirking and sniggering like an idiiot..*
OMG!

preverts.
i hate, detest them.
and i wanna kill HIM!

amanda did ask me to go and eat with her..
but the class is supposed to have at least a few people..
so, i stayed..
*thanks amanda*
i would really appreciate if that smirk-er *lets call him that*
just keep his distance away from me..

bloody irritated.
a hungry person is an angry person.
how true..
yikes.. THE SOUNDS AGAIN!
omg.
help me, someone pls~

P.S : i am really hungry now.. grrr..

forgetful me`-

hehe, i am very forgetful lehs..
guess what?
*WHAT?*

well, i forgot to bring my handphone and mp3 out to school today..
~ >.< ~

lolx.. it's ok if no HP.. cus it's already spoil..
but mp3 >.< aiyo..
i have to endure silence all the way home tonight..
sighs..


hmm, so, later eat what?
must jianfei soon.
*SOON, maybe..*

hmm, den nehs.. very tired, feel like sleeping..
lol.. somemore the aircon here very cold de.. haha..
like freezing in north pole sia.. >.<

hehe..
kk la.. i go see got what games can play..
tata..

>.< pretty bored

hmm, 11nov coming le..
getting a new handphone *finally* on that day..
after researching for 1 whole day..
reading forums and getting alot comments from my friends, i have decided in which phone to buy!
that is a phone i wanted like 2 months ago..
but wilson got it 1st..
den he say no copy >.< diaos..

lol.. actually, the phone now very cheap..
300$$ nia, with plan..
not going to tell u what phone..
just in case i wanna change again.. haha..
fickle-minded.. *bleahs*
i just hope 1 month passsed very fast..
hehe..
anyways, he say maybe get the phone for me as my birthday pressie!!

yays! so happy.. nv get phone for birthday present before.. hehe..
tired sia.. doin flash, want to sleep.. dont feel like doing..
tonight go home sure sleep like zhuzhu like dat..
haha..
nvm bah..

i now huggie my bear, den really wanna sleep le.. sighs..

>.< c ya..
*i hate ......*

>.<

man.. my post was cut half by blogger..

)(#!^!%$^!*%(@%
ok.. why we dont like the salesperson..
1) because she sniggered when the shoes drop
2) she expects the customer to pick for her
3) she keeps yadda-ing about the products when the customers had specifically ask her to STOP!
4) talk again?
5) no good retail services
6) not branded shop
7) talk too much
8) talk too much
9) talk tooooo much
10) STOP!

that's why we nv buy the puma..
anyways..
Hint Hint to myself : Something big coming soon :P so must prepared pressie.. hehe..

anyways, tata.. i CUT short alot lor.. stupid blogger cut AWAY my part.. :( sad..

the shoes we bought below the post is normal shoes, not branded but comfy :P

byebye

New Shoes! ^^,

Today went to find him. ^_^
He tomorrow finally open shool..
hahaha.. After my 2 weeks of torture.. he going to study le..
*bleahs*

now he having torture..
anyways, i dont think i have the job that gab intro me..
1) the female supervisor like dont like me *because i appear suddenly and say that gab ask me come when gab nv inform*
2) i put the pay too high.. *5$ per hour*
3) HAISS, dont know la..

anyways, i can change hp on 11novemb06 lehs!
finally.. the long awaited day..
because handphone spoil..
i really wish to have a job so i can buy
a good hp on that day..
but
1) no job
2) no job
3) what the heck! still no job..
jobless sia.. *sobxx sobxx*

ok.. let's talk abt the happy things!
today, we bought shoes 2gether..
*couple shoes, not shirt.. lol..*

he wanted the puma de..
but he hate the salesperson there..
me 2.. >.<


my shoes

his shoes, and my shoes..






lol! sorry for the blur image.. because i think sensitivity too high..

so.. next up the pictures.. :P

slowly see bah.. he bigger than me 2 sizes.. not same hor! see carefully..

my newest parfum wor!~
bought from farah during the event " ".
haha.. 15dollars.. so buy lor! i support all TEP events~
cause i noe very xin ku.. haha, somemore is our friend..

farah bought the gold-like de.. i duno wad..
i like these cus the fragrant not that strong..
a little fruity fruity de.. *as the same name, fruity rhythm*
hehe, lame-o.. but nice ar~

^^, that's all i wanna say.. *this one bought like 4-5days ago.. now den say.. haha*
see u!

FUNNY~

hehe, at 1st.. INITIALLY!
i HATE TEP!
lolx..

but now..
ok la, beginning to love it like it is~

why?
*make the list in mrt le.. lol..*

1) My class = more united *due to the hao jiu bu jian effect*
-getting to like my class more ^_^-

2) Make new friends.. *better than making enemies*

3) Learn new skills.. *hopefully ^_^*

so, why not love it?
hahaha..
anyways..

2day.. i went back CC *Coffee Club*
EEboon, WeiLeong, Erry.. *this 3*
haha, so funny.. when on escalator, erry was like "U want me hug?" *chinese*
cus he say want hug eeboon, den i was like "ni bao ta la.." *weileong*
den he say "ni bao ta" den say hug me?_? den alot la.. haha, funny sia!

den Boonhou on train oso lame jokes.. i was like.. HUH? so funny..
except the out-dated An Jing version..
he sat down den only 1 station, he stand up *BoonH*
Reason : 2minutes without opening my mouth, i feel very uneasy! Need to talk ar! *he say de*
lolx.. so funny..

den at CC ar..
me and eeb0on eat eat lor.. ^^,
den saw QY and Fiona.. ^^,
den erry was like "ni hai qian one yi ke dan gao!* *i own him a cake* *
den i was like "Zhen ren yi jing wang ji le!" *witness forgot about the thingy*
No witness= Not valid.. Hehe..

so NO CAKE! hehe..
ok.. here comes the funniest part..
WEILEONG serve us Icd T.
den hor, i drink drink drink..
Eeboon talk talk talk to supervisor!~

den he came back.. den he pour the syrup into Icd T.
Den he HOLD up the cup and!!!!

The cup bottom drop by itself..

and the whole drink drippppppppp like siao out..
den eeboon whole pants ar! is yellow and wet >.<
Weileong laa.. he do black magic.. hahaha..

so funny, i cant stop laughing..
den eeboon's 1st reaction is, "I'm gonna complain!"
lol.. so funny ar..
anyways, after that, we peacefully ate the desserts we orderred.. haha..
ok *sabrina, stop laughing* :P
and eeboon write complain letter.. or feedback form if u wanna call it..
^^,

den eeboon pay *11$ wor* must remember ^^,
and we go le..
end of the day!
Nice ending :P
See u.. i go orh orh le.. bb..

Happy Yet Sad

When a new life is coming in this world, it is supposed to be joyous.

Hais..
But the daddy is in army.. How can she be joyous?
Duno.. But i just hope you dont stressed yourself too much, ok?
Your best friend will always be here for you..

^_^ and let us be the prettiest bride and bridesmaid~ OK?
hehe ^^,

Hmm, my tep is stepping into the 2nd week..
Actually, almost ending.. whahahha..

Well, my place here *TEP zone* has subsequently turned into *almost* LAN Cafe..
lolxx..
People are playing CS, Dota, watching movies, Taxi, Diner dash, shockwave games, playing songs, *doing flash again*, brainstorming..
lolx.. More on entertainment..

Anyways, i realized TEP can be fattening for health..
Because.. we are in aircon 10 hours.. We get hungry easily..
and people keep coming in with Maggiee Mee and Masheed Potato!

Deliciously Yummy! GOD!
haha..
Pretty much like this.. Lolx
den nehs, i am hungry!
BUT diet*ing* is a must!
JIAU! Gaambatte~

P.S Adeline, thank you for intro-ing jobs to me, I'm pretty sorry i rejected it because i can't commit 7 days per week.. Might be a tire** for me.. >.< sorry ^_^ and thank you.

BTW, goin for interview this sat.. Hope it turn out smooth..
Laogong, dont need feed me le.. LOLX! ahhahahahah..

frustrated >.<

ok.. anything here is just venting out my stupid anger..

dont comment anything bad or blah..
haisssssssssssss

why must have tep >.<
even if have tep, cant they assign me to some place where i can excel?
designing is not a strength of mine..
u can say, i SUCK at designing..
be it HTML, BLOG, PHOTOSHOP (i duno even noe how to use)
and FLASH!!

ask me to make a nice nice thingy outta these is impossible..
even if u teach me, i can learn.
but i dont learn fast.. and i dont create wonders in just a few days..

but, if i dont create wonders, the credits given to me will be
LOW!
24 credits..
do u noe i need these badly?
if i want to go to a U.
BUT u stupid (%^($&*@!($@$@@ put me in this dpt.

how do i excel in something which i am not good at?
while others have already done things like that before..
and are very good at it?

like if a child is good at art, but u place her/him in a math class..
she/he will obviously do very badly..
and u will labelled her/him as STUPID.
that's totally UNFAIR..
pretty much, that's how to education system works..
>.< unfair..

if i dont score well, u will get cursed by me..
IDIIOT!

HAISS

tonight, i have no sleep.. because i havent done any of the stupid RESUME

ok.. i WROTE MY RESUME le..

but~ i have to do a flash version of it..
= decorating and blah..

and the rest of the class have like 2 extra hours whereby the teacher teach them new things.. AND I WASNT THERE!

was attending NYAA.. and all we do was CLAP and CLAP and CLAP..
GOSH!
i am not even receiving the stupid NYAA awards.. or GA.. gold awards..

haiss.. den have to sit there..
OH.. saw His Excellency.. Weird.. i thought he called president..
but His Excellency also sound nice.. haha..

Very westernized.

BUT, i am still damn stressed up by the stupid RESUME i need to do..

becaus i am lacking of time and bloody hell, i need to draw on my own.. because, i hate copying photos or what.. sians.. the person before sitting on my chair oso nv produce good resume..

i must do a little better..

GETTING As=my aim.. 24credits lehs.. it will BOOST my gpa by alot.. ^_^

looking on the bright side bah..

^_^ 3rd day.. Wednesday

Yes! After this week, left 9 weeks.. >.<
Hope it can passed ASAP ^_^

sians lor.. cannot play my games *audii and Mu and neopets*
haiss.. >.< so tired of sitting in front of a comp but cannot use it to play games..
lucky the flash still abit interesting..
but very fast do finish.
*diaos*

haiss.. hope time passed again today..
9hours to go >.< ^^,

tep-haiss

now in tep lor..

my team = not bad.. i like ^^,
nice to hang out with.. and agreeable.. ^^, i know one of them is fm's friend ^^,
hehe.. just now eat with janis sia.. i think she very sad..
cus i oso very sad..

shuang shuang and da hui together lehs..
studying together..
so good horsx!

haiss.. we so poor thingy.. not together..

8.30am-6pm Daily! CAN DIE AR!!

tigger day; i love him

friday : last day of my holidays~ *last weekday :P *

so, we decided to eat sakae sushi~ my treat!!

1st time, we 2 idiiots in sakae nv eat much.. >.<

den we two at there very full..

so around 1 hour den leave le.. haha..
*buffet not worth it for us* den walk walk lor..

go here and dere..
haha, in sakae de time, we two challenge sia..

say who guess correct the price..

i guess around 44.50$ and he guess around47$..

end up.. the bill = 45.35$ haha! i closest lor.. X`P
*bleahsx* den went to get new card ^_^ pretty..

wanna chioong my lvl to 150 but so sians..
now still 148 *diaos.. why i change subject* den neh..

went to kovan.. >.<>

haha.. cus he keep wearing the same to work..
den spend around 59$

den go kovan, he withdraw $. see his bank so litle $..
so sad.. his goal : so long..

i must help him sia.. so, looking out for job~ ^^,
den i bought a jeans..

sians.. broke broke.. whole holidays slack-er at home.. >.<>

very super duper cute lor! den keep huggiesx it..

he buy for me :) plus my ribbon oso he buy de..

^_^ so fun to go out with him.. *huggiesx* show u guys the photo :)

cute right?? the tigger.. ^^.. i choose small because dont like big pictures..

hehe..



this is another picture of it.. ^_^
hmm.. saturday : today nv go out lor.. he went to florida to teach.. eeks~

he met a very bad sbs uncle today lehs.. the uncle shout at him say y nv tap the card!
wa lao eh.. he using concession stamp lor..
he dont tap = waste his concession ma..

of cuz he will tap de la.. den the uncle lan lan..
cus he got tap.. den duno ask him show his card..

cus dun believe he is student..
kns.. he is part-working-part-studying ma..

UNCLE, UR SON NV WORK DURING SCH LIFE AR?

diaos.. such people so dependant on parents no good u know..
stupid uncle!

not 1st time met with bad drivers le..
got good drivers but very few la..
almost all so bad de..

the other time, jk *his friend* and the bus driver quarrel until the bus uncle

drive his bus to police station sia..
den the policeman say nothing wrong ma..
jk nv do anything wrong..

haiss.. so bad de these ppl.. i know they working hard..
but no need mistreat passengers ma..

haiss..

monday going school le.. so sians!! >.<>

sure alot projects de.. die le ar..
btw p.s to liyi : liyi ar.. i duno password lehs :"( cannot go in ur blog.. msn me the password, ok? hehe ^_^

duno when will i post again.. haha..

eeks~!

whaa.. my very short post cannot be posted.. :P

nvm, i re-write..

i wanna say i not scared of santa liaos.. cause he gave me a pass..~

weex ~! i am a grade-3-er.. lolxx..
well, holidays passed 2 weeks liaos.. i already 'rot' at home sia..

:) tomorrow going jogging.. i must make sure i really wake up..

or i will become a (-(oo)-) le lor..

eeks~! i dont want!!!!

*miss-ing my lingy* :P because she called me at 3am in morning !! and dont admit..

so must miss her :P to make sure i still here!! keke.. :)

neopets~

for those who got neopets account..

come and envy my gallery ^^,

http://www.neopets.com/gallery/index.phtml?gu=haizzsab


the one above.. is he and me create de.. lol.. very long liaos..

:)) very pretty-ful !!!

simple and yet elegant.. keke.. see ya~

:)

yesterday marked his last paper!
weex~

me, he and ed went out sia.. ^^,

same lor.. i meet him at the mcd near his school..

den eat hotcakes..
*wha, the hotcakes very filling.. we both eat till evening oso not hungry*

den take bus to mrt stat. to take mrt to p.s.

sians.. repair his phone AGAIN! motorola sux sia..

i want the sony erisson phone-y.. :P

den went arcade!! wha.. we almost caught the winnie the pooh.. but den..

no $$, so gave up halfway.. so near the dropping hole liaos..
sobxx sobxx la..

den after that we go boonlay.. sians..

he and ed left me alone nehs!!

den i was like -_-''
den he gave me his card say.. go do manicure or pedi la..
i'll pay for all..

grr.. i nv spend lehs.. i just walked up and down..
walk left and right..
my fingers need to play guitar.. make nice oso no use..

play guzheng put the thingy oso will make it spoil.

sia~

one gold card~ yet cannot spend.. *eeks*

den i wanted to learn knitting *very auntie hor me!*
but it costs $120 to make a scarf!
so expensive..

somemore i want make gloves, that auntie dont know how to make then she say no gloves, only scarfs..

nvm.. i say i dont want lo.. too exp..

den walk again.. haha..

den he oso bored liaos, den he ask me go play basketball with him..

he very li hai lehs.. he play alone very li hai..

den i keep go kak qiao him..
i throw the ball ball den hit his out.
*of cus i nv got goals.. :P*

haha.. that's all lor..~

i sleep like pig on train home ^^,
*go play game liaos.. haha..*

man..

man.. man.. man..

i am broke.. very BROKE..

well, i need some money.. *i earn my own allowances..*
aint no babies that require parents' help..

*but i wish they would just give me $$*

so, i desperately need jobs..

i do anything.. *except illegal activities and activities against my will*

so, tell me if u need/have/want/blahsx *me to* work..

lalala~

getting back my sem results on 13 sept 06..
getting back my guit grade on idk when..
i am rotting at home man!!

blaaahh-ddiii *go figure what the heck i said* idiiots!

sabrina

sabrina is a bitch who will never succeed even if she tries her best.

pretty much a bitch i am..

a bitch pretty much am i..

i am a much pretty bitch?

what the farking hell am i talking..

:'(

i hate santa clause..

i am scared of him..

santa clause, please give me a merit for my grade..

:'( or a high pass..

sighss..

farkedd

haiss..

pride comes with a fall..

anyways, just skipped EFMA.. well, de-bar-ment is over..
so i guess, OK la..

den.. i go home the time, saw tis guy and girl talking..

den i walked towards them..
the guy say something to the girl..
den the girl walked away..

but the girl was cryiing sia..

somemore stay my block one..
haiss, feel like telling her dont cryy la..

but me myself oso feel like cryiing..
cus of something lorr

and bloody thingyy lor..
PEKCHEK AR..
dont say le..
just get along with life..

anyways, i think i skiipiing alot lessons this week..

cause i really no feel to study

and my whole body aching like hell.. haiss..
haiss..

Weeeesx!

got back my EFMA and BiZ Fin Results..
Kinda glad ar.. cus BiZ Fin i was sleeping all throughout
the lectures and never do any tutorials etc.
Muhahahahaha, i think because of such slacking,
what i saw on the results slip must be a BIG NO-NO!
cause i saw i got 37.5/40..
which is high!!!!
OH MAN!
slack-ers yet still can pass.. muhahahahaha..

for EFMA, it is something i like..
i like the cher..
i like her alot!!
so it is not surprising that i get high marks..
cus i got do tutorials..
slept through only 1 lect, which is very RARE/UNUSUAL!
haha.. and i really really love her
cause she is nice to all of us..
so i got a 39/40 for EFMA!
weesx.. kinda glad ar..
at least i shown some improvement..
but i still must say,
i can never win those cleverer in my class..
like LYNN, JANIS, WEIHONG, etc..
siansss :(
JANIS, I LOVE U AR!!
THANK YOU FOR DOING OUR MARKETING PROJECTS!
MUACKIESX!!
YUHUI, DONT BE TIRED AR!! COME, I HUGGIESSX U!!
JUESHUANG, WOW!
WE TWO MAKE A REPORT BY OURSELVES!! YOOOOO!

that's all.. holidays coming..
projects today hand-in all..
tml biz LAW..
i hate LAW..
saddened.. hahahahaa..

After dying for so many days, we (jan and me and js and yh) have been slacking through thurs and fri.. NO EFMA done.. nor MK..
muhahahahhaa, slackars.. *my way of spelling*

well, retail went thru a breeze..~ i hope..
den we went to CFO today.
ulu ulu place like dat..
what the *da bian*..
muahahaha.. tml i will be cookin spagahtti *is that the way?*
again!!
last friday he was sick, i cook spag for him ma.. ^-^
den i remember we eat ma la steam boat too.
and i saw this huge hot air balloon~
i wish i can go sit with him~~
well, anyways, he nv ask me go sit with him..
instead, lingy ask me.. muahhahaha, cannot ar..
tml tommy tan bday..
must let him n lingy er ren shi jie!

haha, me n janis ar..
keep singing songs sia..
funny funny scene..
well, we sch close the monday, goin ice skate with Him,
janis, js, yh and most important person..



ME LA!!
hahaahahaha.. :) for free, cause he is a member there
and blah blah, have free tix.. for 8 tix..
we use 2 once.. and he use 1 once.. and then left 5 tix
and he being the best boyfriend..
gave it to my friends of cause..

well, after ice skate, go KkkkK-singing lor..
muhahahahahahaha..
broke broke soon
anyways, adeline intro me a job,
i tink sell mag or smth.. ^_^ thx man..
sure a damn good friend!!
hehe..
ICT ar.. whaaaaaaaaaaaa
i wanna be with jan they all a grp lehs..
oh man..

well, EFMA and BIZ FIN. ICAs were
a--ok la..
i just simply hate projects..
i rather study..
muahahahhahaha..
den ICA biz law coming..
sians..
anyways, do u noe, organic apples are nice and crunchy?
had one today.. really unbelieveable..
^^,

k la, liyi complain me no blog.. so sad..
cus too busy, now finally had the time to stop and take a rest..
muhahahaha..
i like keep muhahahaha-ing sia..
sians..
okok.. i tink i will stop..
gonna slp sia..
eyebags like pandas..

oh ya, i saw a lipgloss thingy on auctions and mascara gold one..
haha, both is 1dollar each.. but the lipgloss thingy bid till 2.50 le..
hmm, hope i win that bids.. muhahahaha..
wanna play with make-up..
experiment with my ugly face..

*i lost my ez-link card, staple, the paper to claim my refund of ez link concessions* that's sway..
sians.. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
sayonara..
au revoir..

Me0ws~

dont ask me why meows is my title.. cus i just like meows~
hahaha.. meow meow..~ still remember sec0ndary sch0ol ma?

my classmates all call me kitty~
especially that jessica always call me meow meow..~
simply miss her..

and my gladi that always go out with me..
and hang around at school..
awww.. dont be jealous of me..

and lingy, kejia, qiuting, ruhui..
whahahahaha..
the other day eat with lingy, lingy reminded me..
we always *tehhh* ruhui de *neehh*..
muahahahahhaa.. funny..

then make me remember the
**ur name* HO BO!!??*
*HO AR!!!!* thingy..~
lame aka wu liaos..
but just pure memoriesx..


some SPCA trips with lingy too~
chinatown trip..
and remember the *kuopping*
at a supermarket..
lucky me n kejia the most guai..
we pay at counter.. not like the others!!!
whahahahahahha.. *kidding*

but the quarrels are also alot alot..
wont forget how lingy call her bf come *talk talk*
hahahaha, but lingy forget..
(actually i also forget.. but jessica remind me~)
-_-'' diaos hor!!!

den the basketball chasing~
hahaha, there is where i met loii too..
hahaha, the "charming" guy who turned around and smiled at me!!

*PUKE* bleahsx..
ok la..
he charmed alot of girls but NOT me~

-damns, everyone doing marketing except for me-
gotta go n do it 1st.. will edit it soon.. :))

i hate school~

ya~ espeically projects. i hate dem, dread them, wanna kill dem!!!!
now at school lab dunno wad to do.. what ICT?
heck the hell with ICT..
haiss..

now alone at a corner..
later still gotta go to suntec alone..
bloody shiit..
i should have dressed a little nicer~

MCD SUX!

MCD SUX!
TOOK 2HOURS n 30MINS to deliver a MEAL.
FORGOTTEN 2LARGE FRIES.
MAKE ME CALL 4TIMES TO THEIR CUSTOMER SERVICE.
AND REPEAT MY HP NO. FOR 4TIMES!
N LISTEN TO
"YOUR CALL IS IMPORTANT TO US.."
"PLEASE WAIT WHILE WE CONNECT YOU TO OUR CUSTOMER SERVICE CREW.."
RUBBISH..

LOUSY CUSTOMER SERVICE.
THEY CREATE A DEMAND
AND HAVE NO CAPABILITY IN DELIVERING
THAT DEMAND TO THEIR CUSTOMERS.

DAMNS! I THINK I HAVE BETTER KNOWLEDGE THAN THEM!
WHAT AN EMBARASSMENT FOR MCD.

REALLY.
SUX.

Ba0obEii..

Aiyoyo.. My daring laog0ng angry mee w0rsx..

c0s i dont wanna tok to him, kee ask him play games.

x`p

bleahs.

he say he want to study ar.
this year nobody to rely on.
sighs.
me too.
but luckily i always seek for help~

help~JANIS! LYNN! JUESHUANG! YUHUI! FELICIA!
hahaha.. my help~lines.

anyways, baobeii's etuidiont *student* doubt his skills.
HELLO?
He's a teacher, you're a etuidiont.
have to listen to teacher. if not you go eschola for wad??!!!

*half-y french-y*

haiss, but cant blame. who ask my darling so young then is teacher liaos.
ppl jealous ma.
so ask you to show skills.
*SHOW HAND*
hahahaha.

i also want to be teacher too lehs.
*wishing upon a estella*

finally it is the weekend!
oo-la-la!~

can go out n play~~~~

jio-ers. faster jio me lehs..

anyways, dedicated to my ba0obeii..

dear, i love u! forever n ever n ever.. anyways.. count down towards our anniversary!!
hehe..
n countdown towards your pay-day.
where we will get to eat Marine Parade CRABS! STINGRAYS! SATAYS!
alot more~ still remember the day we go eat..
hahahaha.. so many ppl lookin at us.
2 fellows eat 5 ppl meal..
haha.. :))
*cheers*
je t'aime ~

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Try to See it!
It's Nice!!~ Found it through My friend's blog!
:)
Change My name *sabrina* to Urs!
And U can Be Mighty TOO!!

*If U believe U Can, U Will Succeed!*

No Life!

I have no life, just like a zombie in human form.

I have no family, just like wanderless ghosts, still in human form.

Sometimes, i dunno wad's wrong with me.
Maybe i m sick?
Maybe..
There always someone who treasures me alot.. alot..
But i always make them hate me alot.. alot.. alot..

From my boyfriend to best friends to friends to strangers and even to the person who dared call and asked for money.

Simply. I create hatred.
Maybe i am satanic?
maybe..

Call me selfish, but i hate to see u happy.
yeah, u didnt hear me wrong.
It's me.
I will never like when you go out with ur frens.
I just dunno y.
I am possessive.. very.. very..

If i held onto something precious,
I will never let go.. never.. never..

Sometimes, really..
A person shouldnt hold onto each other too tight.
The loved one will leave, for sure.. for sure..
They will have no space to breathe, to eat, to drink.

I have nothing left.
Really.
Nothing.
Just regrets. Shattered dreams.
And a linger of memories.

Somehow, i still wished upon the star.



The star that created mircales for both of US.

boring. plain bored.

okies, in one day i can blog so much.
rather, y dont i go do tutorials?
nahs, friday nite is rest.
:) cheers.
hunting around, reading my friend's blog.
sighs, he so bad to me.

wonder wad did i do rong nehsx..
i just need some special attention. ALWAYS.
i wonder if there will really be some special attention for me.
but sometimes, too much attention
is irritating.

haiss, i m a ironical person. pardon me.

doddle alot of moi name on tutorial notes. :)
i m pretty bored.

haiss.

The Gateway
By passers stand by.
And the two hold their hands tight.
They ran.
Run from the monsters that dont accept them.
Their love so deep, yet unaccepted.
Forces of evil tried to seperate them.
But true love never fails, as it seems.
Closer they were,
towards their gateway.
Freedom is only a distance away
yet time seems to passed like eternity.

Damn!
She fell.
He was too fast for her to catch up.
The gateway was really close.
Evil creeped from behind.
Grab her.
Took her away.
He was left alone,
a foot step near the gateway.
Almost.
They were almost there.
Yet destiny still can never be
decieved.


Arghs, wad rubbish. F***
only idiots write such lousy thingys
how i wish i was just like gladi.
her poems or wadsoever seems so nice to read.
nahs, i just stick to my ang mo lousy poems.
Hohoho..
BORED AR!!!!
anyone wanna entertain me? haha.

WHA!

see my photos.
so fei fei one.


has to blog again cus the photos covered my tag n all.

have to make it down abit so wont cover!!!
haha.. okiesx..

the pictures i only upload the niceer one.
cus the uglier ones can only be seen by my frens' eyes niiia..

haha, these are ok..
the rest damn weird n funny.
hehe.. n i m fat!
tml gonna go jogging.


sians, he tml go BBQ.
leave me alone!!!
piangs.
i have to do tutorials alone lor.. n MU-ing.
yayss!! go find my french frens. :)
*seems like french fries.* haha







aiyooo!!!
why still cover abit!!
haiss, sians, should upload so big..
hahaha
anyways, listening to 80's songs.
damn nices.

arghhhs!!!
i m tired b0red.
dun mind me bl0ggin l0nger bahs!! hahahaha!!
i miss 4E! oui, i should go watch yo's bf photo.
hahaha

Not Lying.

Not Lying.

I am not lying!!!!
*what happen?*
i said i will blog on friday n God (My religion god. Not Jesus. :) Jus informing.)
make me blog on friday!!!
sigghhhs.. MU down for maintances.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bloody long.
I slept and woke
n still DOWN!!! :(
okiesx, cava bien~~~~~
i am not goin to get angry..
WHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!


hais, he sooo0o0o bl0oodiiiy g0od lehs ..
can g0 out..
i have to stick at h0me..
d0in shiit..
and shiit..
n shiit.
*later g0nna shiit..*


haiss.. Okiesx lah..
FRENCH lesson was damn niice!!!!!
je suis sabrina!!
je t'aime. :)
j'adore le francais.
au revoir!

hohohoho, frenchy-frenchy.
anyways, i saw 2 girls french in MRT. wh0as.

den, we saw WT **
erms, funny? scene i must say..

den i oso saw jocelyn a couple times!
haha..
n huirong.
n liyi!
huirong damn chi00o w0rsx..
chi0bu~

den nehs, me "fei fei" one..
sians, to0 fei fei liaosx lahs...
soo0o sad.. :(((
*hides under blanket n criesx*
haha, anyways, alot tutorials require to do.
wha, not as slack as yr 1 liaosx..
sianss..
miiissseess yr 1 mansx!!!

haiss, the stupid notes n books burn another hole
in my pocket!!! arghs!!

oh, n yesterday.. i went to mit lingy.
hehe, we talk about ruhui's assets.
hahaha..
n jessica.
OH YA!
btw, update update, our soccer player (guess hu~~)
YOLANDA has a boyfriend.
i heard that in her frenster got the BOY photo!!!
Go cc!!!!!!
hehee..
and jessica ar..
still own me 40dollars
n as usual, PS-kia.

PANGSEH US AR???!!!
haiss, we already can guess liaosx..
alot of thingys to update la.
*the dunn0 h0w many sisters.. lazy to go count*
to0k alot of photos sia.. later bl0g out.. hohoho.

prepare f0r "fei fei" ph0t0s out next!!

simplyloveschool.

believe me!
school has been real great, up till now.
and MU has been fun, though some glitches.
n classmates are getting a--ok?








hmm, gonna play games le!!
blog on friday bahs!! :))

stupid noise

have i ever tell U..
I hate noises.
really.
i hate the noise of the vacum cleaner.
i simply hate it.
i hate the noise of drilling holes.
they are kinda irritating.

imagine.
i, the hater of noise pollution,
got to wake up at 8am.
just because of some neighbours,
inconsiderate as i see,
drilling that bloody holes
at 8am sharp.
fine for them.
but these noise continued.
till now, which is already 1.30pm.
helllllllllllllllllllllllllo?
i need a break outta here.
i wanna go out.

but he dont intend to go out with me.
so, i m stuck here.
till nite.
till tml.
arghs.
shit u.
the noises are making me ears pain.
making me feel uneasy all over.
help!

i really really gonna bite someone off.
unless this noises stopped.
but NO, they will never stop.
so, i decided.
NOISES VS LOUD MUSIC.
yeahs. although i am not on the winning side.
but the effects is a little better.
i try toking to him.
but he bit me off.

okiesx, fine.
the last thing i can stand is
ME being sooooooooooooooooooooo
low and tokin to u, sayin
SORRY
but u scold me back.
fine.
fine.
fine.

let the music blast mansx!
I am not gonna stop..!!!
blasting off.

i m moody

P.S. Infomation provided below contains vulgar language not suitable for children under the age of 16. Please consent parents/guardian before proceeding to read the content. Children reading this alone should not blame the writer for polluting their minds. (Writer in bad mood. So, f*** Off)




fark u.
fark all of u.
kns.
knn.
pch.
ccb.
lj.
kpkb.
knnb.
whalan eh.
haiss.

should i just leave? maybe someone will shed a tear for my loss.
maybe.. that's only maybe.
maybe people will celebrate my downfall.
possible? possibility high.

haha.
fark.
just plain fark.
for any guys and girl wanna get fark.
i will simply help u find a farker.

haha.
what's the point.
haiss.
quarrel everyday.
why not just divorce/break/leave. (for all lovers/family/whatever.)

there will never be any consequences to face. dont worry.
if u are unhappy, just leave.
dont stay on.
it makes everyone sad/irritated/angry/frustrated/whatever [again].

just consider what i say.
alright?

dedicated to 2 idiots in the world. or should i say everyone!

Smack My Guitar..

Wha.. how i wish i can throw u down the 16th floor..
:( why are u sooooooo hard to play upon?
cher's guitar was much easier..
and u!!
what the heck..
sighs..
the differences between 1000+ and 200+ guitars.
:(
iwishiwastherichone.
yetsometimesihatebeingrich.

haiss.. :) nvm, jus have to borrow someone's guitar during my exam. :) (cheers)
anyways.things.i.was.busy.with.
MU-Online.
nice nice nice. but too bad they wanna charge us for playing..
sighs, how i wish thingsintheworldwerefree.
anyways.. i very pek chek.
cusimdamnbored.
so.. dont come provoke me.

iwishihadapuppy.
the dream is coming true.
she is giving birth..
that b!tch. (doggie..)

anyways, i m really damn bored therefore i m blogging.
oh ya, good news to wh..
i taken away the password thingy.
u cant break the code? OH MANS!
to think u study internet and blahs blahs..
hahahahahaha..

:)) *wednesday will be a outing with me, me, me!* (janiiiiiiisss and juuuueshuanng!)
hehehehe. looking forward to buy alot girlie's stuff.
ineedthembad.
:)) and i pratically lookin forward to sch? *OMG*

hahaha, i just hope year 2 end fast too. then year 3 and then work.
nmostofall, marriage..
iwannagetmarry.

:) hahahhaa, i must be crazy.
cause K2N dont allow me to play MU for free!!!
arghs!
my fairy wings.. :( i cant get it anymore..
and the pinkie outfit he wanna buy for me.. :(
*ewww.. he has been the sweetest guy.. every lousy item i sell in my shop, he bought them up so as to make me happy* (i always kpkb y nobody buy my items)
but, he bought it without me knowing..
only wait till MU gonna finish *for me cause of the payment thingy* den he tell me!!
:) he is the best sia! :)

anyways.iamreallydamnbored.
haiss.. i can blog whole day sia..!!!! :(((
sighs..sobored.sobored. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
oh, i found the song i like.
is call KISS GOODBYE by wang li hom.
nice song..
really like it alot :) keke
anyways, jessica.. i dont expect to get back my money liaosx..
so, just call me out okiesx? *as if she will be reading my blog*
but i really wanna go out..
:)
andimisslingy.
i must go find excuse go her shop find her. keke.
7 sisters.. haha..
talk about secondary school ytd with some of my frens.
*okiesx.. 3f, still remember the jessica on the boat thingy during camp?*
omg.. i really nv saw that scene mansx.. really a loss to me..
*remember how jenhan hit eddie during wee's class?*
dat i oso miss.. @#$%^*&(@#$*
*n remember US always chiong-ing out?*
:))
gladi, imissubadly.
hehe.. i always remember u and me always go cp after school!
and *remember the study night where u,me,jenhan stayed till the uncle locked the gate and we have to climb down the stairs from the back and climb out of the school gate?*
gosh, not everyone did that b4!! but we did!! *and we ended up with alot of bruises.*
jenhan still say i looklikeapanda climbing the gate.. *diaos*
:)

i just remember..

*sians.. so long the blog.. i better dont tok cock le lahs.. byesx*

Nice Day :))

Today, we went out very late.
about 2.30 went out.
7pm reach home.
Me, HIM, My sister.. :))
Well, my sister like the bear alot and really want to catch..
So we spend 10dollars catching.. :((
So much money and guess what...





































WE CAUGHT THE BEAR! (DONALD DUCK, IN FACT..)


hahaha.. Nice nice.. :))
She smiled so happily..
Happy ending lor..
Spend alot siaa..
Pay come liaosx.. oso 300++ lahs..

Ice Age

"If I had a son, and my son had a dog, and the dog had a puppy and the puppy wanted a pet, it (the puppy's pet) will be you."

Hahahaha! Manny (the elephantee..) told Sid (the weasel?)..
And I thought the weasel name was Eddie!! There is a part that is named Eddie in the moviee..
And that Eddie is a timid, nth, useless and irritating brat too! hahaha!

Ice Age II.. Nice..

But den, the couple seats = yucks..
Couple seats = So near other couple..
And the other couple beside took out a very huge shirt and covered themselves..!! *whoas*

Anyways.. Dat HIM threw a popcorn the seed into another couple (the one with the huge shirt) de girl de cup corn!! EWWWWWWWWWWWW! And the girl ate everything up!

Yucky Yucky Yucky!
*Smacks Head*

Anyways, I went ice skate with HIM! I learnt a lil of how to brake and to walk backwards.. He not as pro as the others PRO but he is still superior than me.. :)))

Legs Aching now.
Tml goin k box.. Hopeefully Go Lor.. Hahaha..

A bad Plot

I m in a evil plan.
A plot to harm a poor girl.
To torture her by asking her to

• do all household work (fold clothes, wash clothes, hang clothes, collect back clothes, sweep and mop floor, iron clothes, put sofa cushions, change bed sheets, cook rice...)

Hahahaha..
The girl will be tortured to death.
Her parents are main concern.

Oh Man!
And to think I m her.

Hmm.. dat's about me lor.. click to c bigger sia..

sians.. i m like dat but no one understands one!! luckily gladi send me tis test to take n c..

hahaha.. so for U!! u better c clearly what kind of girl i am!!!

*PS. anyways, the word verification is bloody shiityy!!!*

RUNNING!

whaa.. today i ran about 1km or more sia.. siansx.. n run alone..
den do 40 crunches.. and do alone..
den go home n train guitar lor..
haiss..
den go home, mummy go out.. she bought the facial massage for me!
nice nice!
heex.. no more le bahsx..
hahaha..

arghs!

B*TCH!
whaaa. make me so damn bloody angry today..
wonder if she is ill mannered by nature or what..
hmm,
today..
after work..
i went take mrt home mahsx.. den go down the escalator de time..
this b*tch stopped in front of the escalator *at the bottom liaosx..*
she dun wan walk away and was blocking the pathway lor!! *fat dat's y..*
and den she still tokin on fone, making those face that is like sh*t..
*haiss.. must be tokin to boyfren* i forgive her for tokin to her boyfren BUT!
y must she has to stop in front of the escalator?
she blocked the whole damn crowd that is behind..
and cause my tiny toe to get hurt!!
*haiss..*
cause of her, my toe is still bleeding now..
she stop, the auntie behind her no space to walk, the auntie backed away..
de auntie wearing BIG HIGH HEELS..
den the auntie stepped onto my toe!! *OUCH*
cant explain how frustrated i was! fuming mad mansx!!!
den the behind ppl all "cheeekkkk" and that b*tch still sway here and dere walk slowly away!
*diaossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss*
unlucky mansx..










better news..
anyways,
next sem i takin biz law and i very very look forward it mansx..
will AD it sia..
haha.. hopefully!!!!
:))))))))))
den nehsx.. my contract with NUH is reachin soon!! :))))
haha, i still the youngest dere mansx.. feel like always being teng!
i like i like!!
heex!!
muackiesx to jueshuang mummy. i duno y..
but i love her more n more! hahaha..
phewssssssssssssssssssss..
gotta go apologise to someone sia..
haiss.
anyways, attention to GLADI!
he is not he hu u tink it he.
haha.. chimology.. go figure..

Work = Siansx = Lost of Life = Lost of Sleep = Lost of Freedom = Lost of Him = MONEY?

sighs.. the scarifice of money.
wonder y do u (EVERYONE!) still thinks that money makes wonder.
hmm.. and i m wondering.. so do i make money?
blahsx..
wad shit.
money is the blame to everything i m deprived of in life.

deprived of the best :

handphone
mp3
clothes
make up sets
facials
shoes
accessories
bigger home
better education ( payin for my own education and expenses now. )

haha. but before i realized tis, i was in a happy world.
i didnt require money to achieve happiness.
till everyone i met told me the opposite.
they say "MONEY IS VERY IMPORTANT, u noe?"
wad's the importance of it? huhsx? i still dont understand.
i rather live a poor and happy girl than a rich, successful yet unhappy girl.
rights?

blahsx. rubbish.. *what u are thinking now..*

sighs..

anyways.. he has been a sweet darling..
he bought swiss rolls for all my family members.. and keep telling me NOT to eat them.
jus in case i grow fatter again..
haha
and he went to buona vista TWICE to fetch me home lehsx!!!
kawaii nehsx.. *muackiesx*
anyways, he found a job!! will be starting in April! :) as a teacher!!
come on, teach me lehsx!!!
i will be ur 1st student.. hahaha..

hope he can get more n more classes soon!! :) and be the most famous teacher of all!
must win kevin!! hahaha..

den got wad? hmm.. oh, he bought me a blue head band oso.. sweet blue.. nice nice!
i like..
gonna finish work soon! yays.. april faster come, den i can quit and relax.. havin alot alot of sians days now.. haisxx.. *he now go play mahjong with frens! i oso wan play!!!*

anyways, sat went to hougang mall saw alot of kawaii doggys!!
and saw my kawaii and always in my heart de person..
guess hu?






















GLADI SOH lor!

still got hu? hahaha.. i miss lingy.. *mus jio her out*
and jessica still own me 45 dollars!!! fark lahsx.. own money pay money!! i realli bth her liaosx!!
btw, loi got a new gf.. damns..
i not 1st to noe.. how can??????????

n i m in french class.. sians.. fark me out of the class mansx.. i wan to score the best!!

Lost Without Your Love

Bread - Lost Without Your Love Lyrics

Lost and all alone
I always thought that i could make it on my own
Since you left i hardly make it through the day
My tears get in the way
And i need you back to stay

I wander through the night
And search the world to find
The words to make it right
All i want is just the way it used to be
With you here close to me
I've got to make you see

That i'm lost without your love
Life without you isn't worth the trouble of
I'm as helpless as a ship without a wheel
A touch without a feel
I can't believe it's real..

And someday soon
i'll wake
And find my heart won't have to break

Yes i'm lost without your love
Life without you isn't worth the trouble of
All i want is just the way it used to be
I need you here with me
Oh darlin' can't you see..
If we had love before
We can have it back once more ..

WHA!! RESULTS ARE OUT MANX!!

bloody weihong got as my links write about him!!
ADs and As niiaa.. next time i link myself write myself like dat oso lahsx!!!!

KNS.. haha.. but weihong is my teacher, so i must congrats him.. :)))) WEIHONG JIA YOU!
hahaha..

den my class alot ppl very very pros.. alot As and Bs siaa.. sians..
next sem must buck up mansx.. or i will be dead..

anyways, my clearing of cheques in NUH is very fun!!!!
i like to see the amount getting lower and lower.. make me feel more MAN ZU GAN!
heex.. satisfaction..

got my pay.. 375 for 7 days.. but den horsx.. 75dollars went into CPF!
siansx lahsx.. so only got 300!! i gonna pia work liaosx.. OT everyday.. den got more money!

i want money.. money is god.. god is money!
hahaha.. gonna pay away all my farking bills.. stupid bills i own mansx..

:))))))))))))))) i go print screen my results let u all c..!!! wait ar!!

Hmm.. Forgot wad happen all the time but den..

i went out with him alot alot times!! heex.. after my work den go eat n all lor.. haha.. n he pei me tok tok tok!! i pray that he can get the Alley Bar job worsx.. haha.. but too bad i cant go there cus i still underage!!! damns.. haha..



yesterday we went to habourfront and buy amp3 f0r my mummy birthday.
aiya, she ar!! want mp3 and prefume together.. so mus go buy prefume oso..
dia0s diaosx lehsx..!!!!

den go suntec walkiesx walk walk lor..
and no more le..
keke..
but yesterday he finally wore tee and jeans.. better than shorts and tee and slippers.. hahaha..

den huggggieesx.. we go esplanade there de sea/river there sit sit and tok tok.. hahaha..
tok abt alot lorrr.. den tok abt his dreams..
hahaha..
i want to jianfei liaosx..
anyways, i noe how to play the grade 3 the most easiest piece liaosx.. quite shun ar.. the melody.. is not not not bad.. heex!!
den friday we went out till very late.. i reach home at 1am mansx.. mummy oso noe i go out with him.. hahaha..

den no more le ar..
tues he go outram there wait for me off work.. heex.. i goin get my pay.. for 7 days de lahsx..
i tink abt 300++ lahsx.. aiyaa.. i finally agreed with everyone that money is very very important.. but still, i have my stand.. he will be more important to me than money! :)
yays!!!
gonna earned alot alot alot alot money and have more things i like!!

yays!! :) smilesx!

Happiesx!!

2day so happiesx.. cause he come bring me home.. hahaha.. dun tell u wad happen.. anyways, he come with his fren so we not alonesx lahsx..
hahaha..

anyways, sat went eat with him and see stars stars.. told him abt how i feel lor.. siansx..
no realli tok tok..
den onli today tok alot niaa. haa.. cus i say smth sweet..

next time den elaborate.. now go slp.. working is eating me up mansx..!!

I Miss U.

i miss u.
i miss the one who truly loves me before.
i miss ur laughter..
i miss ur smiles..
i miss the gentleness of ur voice when i acted like a baby..
i miss the concerns u have for me.

i have been the stupidest person on earth,
to make u angry,
to make u disappointed,
to make ur heart hardened at the thought of me.

i dont understand y i have been like this.
i simply dont know what's going through my mind.
but for a fact that is known,
i love u more than anyone else.
n forever it will be.

with my life, i swear..

Sighs

I think u all might be thinking i wanna tell u about my Wed n Thurs with him bahsx..

haha.. u are wrong!!

Me wed n thurs is working working and more working..
the Him dont even exists..

is just an illusion that i thought i will happen.. but it will never..

Men are jerks.. this is all i can tell u..

haiss.. i dunnoo. i m tired.. very very tired..

there will never be anyone to hold on to me and keep me strong..
never will be.......

Weex..

nth to do at home.. sians..
lookin forward to tml movie marathon! heex.. waiting for the company's call..
wish they can call me asap.. sians..
hahaha..

hungry like hell, tired like hell.. siansx..

wish to go jian fei..
later go jogging bahsx.. tata.. siansx.. hahaha..

Went Interview with Mummy

27/2/06

Yays.. today i went to interview jobsx with jueshuang mummy! heex.
mummy so nice.. pei me walk walk here and walk walk dere.. hahaha..

den i bought 4 pair ear ringsx.. cus he say i wear stubs like dat short short de nicer.. no like me wear dangling one.. -_-" hmph..
so i bought 2 pink and 2 black.. erms, i prefer the black onesx.. haha..

black black me..

den wanna buy my xiao bai xue dat ah yi have.. but den no more xiao bai xue liaosx! my small white shoe!! :(((((( hmph..

den nehsx me n mummy go jurong point eat eat dere.. and walk here and dere.. den i saw shih tzus selling at the pet shop.. still got maltese and i forgot.. cus i only remember the shih tzu! oh, ya.. still got my baobei jack russell n beagle siaa..!!!
gladi, still remember my doggie mahsx?? too bad no more le.. :((( so sad..

den horsx.. we walked here and there.. den everywhere.. haha.. very sia0sx ar.. keep dun wan go home de. haha.. cus at home very very de bored..

anyways.. to yuhui : i at far east saw them lehsx!!!! twice somemore!!! aiyoyoo..

dat's all bahsx.. cant realli rememeber anythin nice liaosx.. hahaha..

Going to Look for Jobsx

heex. the other day i saw this post in joccee bloggie.. abt the one at NAC can find jobsx one..
i think i goin to try that with my friend.

3 reasons to go
1) to cure me of my boredom.
2) to find a job? (because i am too bored..)
3) to go gai gai and buy things i like and for him! :)

heex. anyways, JW tell me GV got bonus for me worsx.. i like *HUHSX?*
are u sure is me mahsx? that toot JW always very toot and mayb he remember wrongly.
NVM, ask him collect lor.. haha.. if not for me, den ask he go take money eat ice cream bahsx..!

yays.. WEDNESDAY (1st March 2006) coming lehsx..
so, he finally finished exams.. den dun need to hear him study and scold scold scold me cause he dunno.. (haha, i did the same to him during my exams.. his one already counted as very good, cause my one worse.. i vent frustration at him.. heex..)

Wed : i very very very the good one.. go clementi there wait for him.. he say he want buy 4D.. so pei him buy lor.. still got wad? the number ish i give him when i very pek chek the time.. *those kiddin kiddin angry at him de lahsx..* den he want buy for wed, sat and sun.. -_-' diaosx lehsx.

stupid 4D addict.. haha.. let him play, he should noe his own limits de.. kekesx..

den we take MRT go cityhall bahsx.. cause he want go Marina Square there to watch movie..
*attention!! my uncle is goin to be a manager at a restaurant at MS lehsx!!! n he is goin to give me a puppy!! cause his friend's b*tch is givin birth.. so give me one! :)) yaysx!*
den watch movie liaosx, have to choose pressie for my mummy..
*mummy birthday on 15 March*
den mayb eat dinner together bahsx.. <- he planned de

aiyo.. still my plan nicer..

Thurs : Go east coast !!!! he say walk walk only.. reason being *girls shouldnt ride bike cause not nice.. and roller blade..~~~ later u fall down, i cannot carry u, den somemore the ground will cracked and have a big big big hole den we need to compensate..* (for real, the roller blade thingy he never say, but i always noe he will say that if ever had the chance.. hahaha!!)
den we will go there the foodcourt or hawker center.. blah blah (my mummy and daddy always bring me there eat seafood very nice!! :) ) to eat lor.. den at nite, sit by the beach there and see stars stars.. maybe we can see some UFOs again??!! hahaha.. okiesx.. or should i say the shooting stars moving 10 times faster than plane but 10 times slower than actual shooting stars..

okiesx.. so that's the plan with him lor.. that's the most days i get to spend with him, afterwhich, he will be working.. i will be pratising my guzheng.. sighssx..!!!