Saturday, March 17, 2012

A different stage in life

It's quite funny how life works. You go to school, grow up, know someone, work and get married with someone whom you trust and love.

The love stage is a funny yet heartwarming episode for me. Love happens when you never know it. It is like cupid pick the wrong kind of guy for me, someone that I have never thought of being together with, at my age then.

Yeah, you may say I'm evil to describe mr. Bambam like that but yeah, he's really the kind of person I never notice. Not in my whole 3 years in secodary school but when I knew him, he fell hard for me. And never had once a guy made me felt like a princess ever. (That was then, now I'm his maid.. -.-)

Oh well, but the story goes on how we got closer, was not in contact for a couple of months and met each other again thereafter and happily ever after.

So how do we get to happily ever after? I guess it's the type of we are always acting childlike. He always play with teddy bears to entertain me while I always be like a little girl in front of him. Both of us can be so unpredictable, I can suddenly scream like a little girl in a supermarket saying 'I wanna buy that chocolate!'' and he can suddenly tug my clothes while shopping and say 'He wanna buy teddy bears.' Like who the hell does that now at their twenties.

So, keeping our relationship lasting is to never be ourselves. We're like two actors playing in our own movie, being so cute and not a care for audience.

Oh, but we don't show our affection in public. I'm sorry but I was taught never to be intimate until married. It's not a free show for all you know and I dislike being judged at.

Anyways, at the end of the year, I'll walk down the 'aisle' and take my vows to be with him until time ends.

I'm really overjoyed. This is the man, I never thought of before. This is the man, who listened to me. This is the man, understands me the most. This is the man, no matter how much shit is dumped onto him, he's always there, always fretting about our future and he strives harder than anyone else could to provide me with a life I wish to take. This man, is my everything.