admin vs manager

As an admin (junior) position in a company, a person will always be looked down upon; no one will bother about her. Who cares about an admin anyways? She can be replaced anytime after all.

When I chased documents from them, they feel damn frustrated and give the “WHY THE HECK ARE U COMING AFTER ME AGAIN AND AGAIN?” kind of look. Gah, like I’m so interested in you and your forgetfulness. It’s not by my rules that I need those documents; it’s by the company’s policies. I’m not so damn free to go after you. Who wants to see you anyways? Don’t be too full of yourself.

When I scheduled for interviews, someone don’t even bother to do the interview because they are too busy, not free, and such miscellaneous events doesn’t even count into their daily lives. So, why am I working my butt off to get people in?

Then, when suddenly, their team member give a referral, it is a must for the candidate to come down. Don’t even need to bother me about this cause they can just come and go as they want. Yeah, I’ve rejected so many employees’ referrals that come down because we always need to schedule for a better time (when there’s available slots). How can I be so unfair and accept that particular referral just because it’s YOUR team member?

Yeah yeah yeah, and when I said that it’s not the first time you do such thing, you argue back. Come on, please do your math about what you did. You never take my interviews at least 3 times before, you randomly just asked a person down for interviews without any scheduling for the 1st time and then lastly, you threatened me to tell my supervisor about this (never schedule interviews before asking the person come down) and ask her to come and talk to you. You should have the decency to educate your own people about what is the correct way to give a referral, I’m not your maid to help you educate, go figure?

“Go and tell *her* lah, get her to talk to me lor!”

BIG FUCK?

Go hell lah, chao ke lan jiao kia! Speaking to you is so degrading on my part already. Just because you are holding a managerial role, you are big shot, right? I can’t help but feeling so dejected and hate this working environment. Why did I even decide to stay? Sighs, let go let go. Sabrina, it’s time to let go. 1 year is enough already.

BYE!

I'm Sorry

I really don’t get it, what I said is wrong? I hate being straight-forward, but why can’t you think of your own first. I'm sorry for all that I have said but if what I have said really hurts you and you have decided that you don’t want me as a friend anymore, I’ll accept it.

Thanks for all these years of friendships (8 years) and I hope you will be happy living life as you would like to now.

Byebye~

Not very happy

Argh, so angry mans! Not really angry la but is just the not very HAPPY type of mood. *BU SHUANG*

Just now, pretty girl come and ask “where’s Fiona?” So I tell her “Fiona’s not around, you looking for her for?”

She give me a *aiya, tell you also no use* type of look and say “It’s regarding my account; I have not received anything yet.”

Me gives a *oh, easy case lah, I know what to do* type of look and say “What’s your name? I help you check.”

She say “Oh, just now Lee Eng help me check Horgan already liao, don’t have at all.”

Me *scolding TMDCCB, of cus I know don’t have la, if not I check what sai for you* says “I’m checking with account services, the people who are suppose your account, not Horgan.”

She “Oh, my name is *spell out in full for me*” Me, “Okays.”

- goes on and call Ms. XXX from A/C opening to check what the hell happened –



This makes me feel so useless sia, I’m also in the same department but everytime, everyone assumes that I know nothing and don’t know what to do. Haiss, no one takes note of my existence de sia. I’m a useless fuck, don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do.

Just went out yesterday

I went to my university orientation, was extremely excited about starting school again! Haha. There's like so many things to take note, and I'm tempted to buy a desktop ($999) for myself, should I?

After that, went to AMK and wait for Bambam. At night, went to his brother house to cut cake for Weifeng's bday. He keeps talking about my size, sighs, I'm really lazy, I suppose. After that, went out with Bambam and his army mates for a dinner @ Hougang.

The fish is like not-so-nice at all, but the lamb chop was lovely, nice nice! Then, after that, we fetch his army mate (Thomas) and his wife home and follow Ferguson (the other army mate) to Lakeside. *Wooo, like Seng Kang to Lakeside, is like almost 40min ride sia!*

We also asked Wilson along for supper dessert. Haha.

The chomp chomp beancurd like not so nice, more like jelly flavored. =X Hahas. Anyways, after that, went home and sleep. Oh! I bought a basic handphone for him as his current one is extremely old and spoilt already. I hope he loves it <3

Anyways, I saw this Jill Stuart mix blush compact, it's something I looking for quite some time, don't know should I buy anots! Argh, it costs like $80 lor, wah kaos! And I don't put make up often, I just like it cause is pretty.

Sighs, agony of a girl.

From Oct - Nov

I'm back! Yeah, never blogged quite long.

Alot things happened during this time:-

Oct

- cook a fabulous meal for my dear~

- went for jessica bday and somehow, got closer to Lingy + Qiuting (it's like back in school days again)

- manicure + pedicure addict

Nov

- rebonded my hair, after so much hesitation and searching online for good home based saloon. I finally did it! HAHAs :)

- did my first waxing @ a home based saloon in punggol, damn clean! I'm addicted to waxing!

- steamboat with my friends @ yuki yaki

- celebrated my 21st Birthday! not very enjoyable throughout but it's nice with the mahjongs + phototaking sessions with my friends

- steamboat again with my friends + dear @ sukiyaki

- got my first branded watch from my godfather / godmother (my aunt) and my first branded pouch from my colleagues and all the very lovely presents from my colleagues and friends! :)