Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy New Year.

Msn is empty.. i m one of those pathetic souls not celebrating new year at all. kakakaka.. it's alright.. at least i dont need squeeze with idiots n sing the stupid song every year. hahahaha.. at least i have my comp, my music.. n my instruments.. byes. 2005. hi. 2006. getting older n older.. days ticked by n i will die one day.
I Sincerely Sincerely Hate NYP. Full Stop.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

:( the personality tests are so true.. :( so true..
i m such person.. i m a LOSER..
must change myself le..
:) mus change.. mus change..
Tml goin out with lingy dolliies and jessica puriies..
n sabii babiies.. :))

happiie liikes diis.. kakakaka..

The Real You


Here is the analysis:


You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.


You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.


You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.


Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?


Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

(He Told Me Once, I Was Like This.. N The Test Prove Him Right..)
Get to know yourself better


Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

`hehes//

hehes.. i very the happy.. i received qianye's pressie.. damn pretty n cutes.. is a little bear bag!! OMG!! i think my pressie the best lorr..
not like eve's blue pokka dots..
or asshiedda's pink lines bags..
Mine is BEAR BEAR n colourful one!!
weeee~ tml go buy chocolates for qianye!! Muacksssies!! :))
pretty bag..

Monday, December 26, 2005

Pictures Of Make Up Day!! :)






Make Up Day!!!

This is the pic before our make up!!!! Hehe.. We girls simple love to doll ourselves? (not me!!!!)
The girl with punk hair is sim ying!! my coffee club colleague!!! pretty pretty!!
:)))))))))))
P.S : We Have Trimmed Our EyeBrows. :))








The Process. Wha.. C.. Sim Ying at There do her eye brow.. k0ols wors.. i was hte BLUR PRINCESS there.. everyone had to take turns n help me do the eye brow.. HEY! i m the only person who NEVER touch that shave-y thing-y.. Who can blame me? hehe.. But they are soo g0od.. help me make nice nice.. Hees..






Hehe.. Listening to them talk about the make up thingy.. Ada!!! Eve Sis.. So naughty.. No Listen.. kakakaka..











Heys!! Look!! I am Drawing My Eyebrows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! Miracle?



Heys! How Do I Look Like? Haha.. C ya.. With More Pictures Coming Right Up!! Catch ya!




Sunday, December 25, 2005

My presents for Xmas.


pretty? i mean the wallet.
a gift from jenhan.. kekes.. thxies wors.. muackiesx muack muacks..
the minnie mouse watch (from japan) is a gift from my uncle!!! :)) pretty..
the necklance n bracelet oso.. from different countries..
::)))))
den the last of all, the score sheet.!!!
from my guitar teacher..
got excuse (jay chou) leaf (ah sang) and seven miles smell (jay chou).. hahaha.. go figure out wad songs are they.. :))) nice wallet huhs.. pretty pretty!!!

Top Ten MUST-DO Things 2006

1. Skin Recovery. (deadline : end march.)********************** MUST DO!
2. Weight Loss. (deadline : Before CNY [56kg] Before end march [54kg] Before End June [52kg] Before Xmas 2006 [50kg])********************* Must Do!
3. Straight/Most/At least 4 As for My Modules. (got 6 modules.)
4. Happy Time With Family/Friends.
5. Get Rid Of Pimples On Face.
6. No Wrinkles. Facial Every Week?
7. Earn more more moer Money!!!
8. Pack My Room Once A Month (Hmmm...)
9. Practise Guitar N Guzheng.
10. All Must Be Fuifilled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Stupid Internet..

My internet is lagging.. Damn lagging.. Farks.. Rights?
Luckily still can surf net.. Everything is fine.. Except..
I cant play neopets!!!
Neopets, my babiesssss..
:(((((
So, I ended up playing pool online..
Lame-o..
Hahaha..
Nvm.. At least found some entertainment stuff..
lalalalala..
Won the pool Game..
Sighss..
The Opponent left upon losing..
Hahaha.. Enemies Defeated. Return Home feeling Ashamed.
Having Strong Opponents Now.. Feeling Abit Defeated..
Kakakaa. Should go write stories liaos la.
Hey, Guess wad.
I Won the Strong Opponent.
:)))) Being Patient N Havin Strategies Does Help.
Oh Man.. Keep Blogging Till Opponent Winning..
Wait~~


I Lost.. :( But A Close One.
Neopets Down. My Fren Cant Go In Too.
Goin Play Gunbound..

Perfect.. Xmas Gift..

Damns..
The 42 Inch Tv went Dead.
Just Like Me Handphone..
Just Like Me Life..
Damns..
N More Damns..
Y Now?
Mummy scolding On n On n On n On..
Sighs.. Poor Me..
Poor Tv.. :(((((
Tml Xmas Eve.. Wondering Where the Hell I Will Be..
At HomE?
Possibility Is High..
No Life Me..

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Got a Munchie..

Thxxie Weileong.
Got me a munchie during work.
Hope u n ur girl will work out..
kakakaka..
Stupid lady
wan complain me..
GO ON!
Biatch..
Kakkakaa..

Thanks!

Hehes.. He bought chocolates for me..
All strawberries Chocolates..
Thxxie worss..
Love them so much..
kept munching.. munching.. munching..
:))

Monday, December 19, 2005

Sorry.

Erry, Sorry. Family recently got alot problems. So cant go.

Sorry.


Sighss.. do anyone of u noe my mother and her brother quarrel?
I think some of my friends noe..
but not all..
As the saying says..
Family problems shouldnt be leak out..

Nvm, i will not say anything..
I just wish i was rich and powerful.
Then my family will never be bully by anyone at all..
Then, I can donate my money to charity.
Repay debts.
Use my time to volunteer for charity (charity is not jus donating but vonlunteering ur time and open up your heart for the people in need.)
:))
i believe one day, My dream will come True.
Yes, keep believing and it will come true.




Oh ya!!
The Girl not crying thingy..
Is i being silly, i go write a note to a crying girl.
I dont know her.
But i jus dun wan her to cry.
It hurts me if i hear someone cry.
In the toilet, in a bus, anywhere.
:) so, girl.. dont cry siaa..
everything will be alright.
smilex worss :))))


I wish i had stayed and c the girl's face.
She must be a pretty angel.
:)) Hope she is not crying now and all her problems are resolve.
:))))

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I passed u a note
dont cry.
dear girl.
dont cry.
:)
everything's gonna be alright.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Teenagers Of Singapore.

well..
if u dun like wad i comment..
u wan to say anything, anywhere, hurl abuses at me, scold me..
jus do it.
i dont care.
i say wad i feel..


Singaporeans nowadays, teenagers usually, protrays Singapore as a bad image.
Reputation of Singaporeans seems to be going down.
I feel.

Today, I saw. At Orchard.
A bunch of kids (aged 13-15) blocking this ang mo person's way. And they made stupid actions. And scold some vulgarities to him. Oh, well.. this set the guy angry.

So, if i was the guy.
And i was someone from aboard.
I will be thinking.
Is this the way How Singaporeans Are? Oh.. No.. i should say Teenagers.

Pardon me for saying. But tis shouldnt be how we are acting.
Not only to Westerners, but even to some other countries' visitors.

Okies.. that may be the Real You.
But with such character,
how will u be of good use to your own country in future?

I serve as a part time job and i had made a couple of friends.
Ranging from old to young.
Different countries.
Different races.
Different religions.
But we clicked well.
Not like those kids and the ang mo.

An England couple told me, "Singapore's a real beautiful place, with all those greenary. The people here are great too." Yeahs? What if they met someone like them (those kids)? Would they think this way?

Certainly not.

I just hope that they will changed.
I may be a little too 'kaypoh'.
But, it is for what i think.

Like it, take it. Hate it, leave it.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Breaking Down.

sighss..
being an A student is not easy.
Trying to be an A student is worse.
sighs..
stupid idiot me..
trying to be an A student..
yays.. got A for Afa.. (8%/10%)
but so?
mind is breaking down..
tml will be stats..
the most difficult part of this module..
sighss..
and i m goin bonkers..
omg, help..
no one to console me.
i hate u.
no one to tell me to jia you.
wad the fark.
wad are frens for?
knn..
for nth..
bastard..
in this world, nth realli exists.
u are alone.
fight for urself.
yays..
i understood..

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Seoul Garden N Chicken Little.

Saturday!
We went to eat seoul garden and watch chicken little..
kekekeke..
so cutes, the show.. chix little..
hilarious but tooooooooooooo short. make my money not worth it!!
n whaa..
saw this ultimate prettyy wallet that i realli want!!!!!!!!! damn damn pretty.
pretty than the 1st wallet i like..
kekeke..
hope someone will buy for me as xmas gift.. (it is at wallet shop.. :P)
den nth much.. except eat n eat n eat.. actually lost 1.5kg.. form 59 -> 57.5kg..
but i tink i take in soooo many food.. my weight must b 60kg now.. OH GOSH!!
gotta do some exercise on Sunday (today..)
tata.. gotta go play neopets n CLICK ON http://www.thehungersite.com
remember to click too!!
:) cheers

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Do They Know It Is Chirstmas Time At All?

I read this article name, Do They Know It is Chirstmas Time At All?
This article truly touches my heart. For someone out there in this world, will never get to feel the type of joy Chirstmas has.
The giving and recieving,
the joyful laughters,
and, yes!
Those logcakes, candies, food everyone spread out during Chirstmas.
However, somewhere, at Africa, children are suffering from malnutrition.
Do they even realized that is is Chirstmas time?
No, they dont.
they are suffering too much..
The days walked passed them, they never count.
They may not even realized New Year is coming too.
No, they tell yourself, "So? What has it got to do with Me?"
You can make a difference.
I know everyone had heard this before, but believe me.
You can really make a difference.
Save a child, save them from suffering.
They dont deserve all these.
No, whatever you say, retribution, serves them right.
They dont deserve all these.
Shed a tear for them, be a gracious person.
Help them, help me.
I wish to help them, sincerely.
I dont think anyone of you, would like to be in this situation.
Help them,
visit
http://www.wfp.org
http://www.mercycrops.org
http://www.thehungersite.com (every clicks helps to fund hunger relief efforts.)
thehungersite is a very good site because it u click everyday, they will provide food for them.
Save the website to your favourites and click everyday.
Just a single click shows you have the compassion.
Thank you very much.

I gained nothing by typing these articles,
in fact, I wasted 10minutes of reading the article,
10minutes to think,
5 minutes to type,
and a lifetime to help.

Please do remember.
What goes around, comes around.

Lotas Laugh..

haha.. didnt manage to get the blood donation today.. :( so sad..
for janis was sick,
yuhui n eve didnt want to,
jueshuang n peitian's parents dun allow!!!
but i finally found one person to go with me!!
farah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 more months later..!!!
yayss!!
den today, something damn funny happen..
eve was eatin yi mian..
den she go take chopsticks n spoon..
when she come back, she open her bag, c her hp..
n den put hp in, and close the bag..
den horss..
seh realized that she has no chopsticks..
she say "eh.. i got take chopsticks lehs.. y no habe??"
den she search lor..
n guess where she found the chopsticks??
on the floor??
nopes, she found it inside her bag!!! she has accidentally put it in when she put her hp..
whaa piangss!!
funny siaaa..
kakakakakkakakakaka..

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Freak Out..

Okies.. I freaked out during presentation.. but.. as long as it is over. :))))))))))
tml, i will b donating blood.. cools, isnt it? hahahaha..

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Heys. I got a B!

Yeahs.. Finally know the results of my Oral Comm.!
It is a B!!! Wees.. Better than i expected. I Love Miss Kannan.
Cus she gave me a B.. kakakakaa..
den.. there are lots n lots n lots of work to do. Haben even do my Outline..
Presenting on Mon.
Wed = Management ICA.
Frid = Html ICA.
Oh Gods..
And Meeting Weihong to ASk him Abt Management.
Kakakaka..
Well, i tink i can get At Least A B for both Accounting For Assets N MarcoEconomics!!
Yays.. All thAnks To WeiHong..
MY MASTER>>
*BOW DOWN*
kakakakaka..
feeling damn hyper and happy.. dont ask me y.. i jus feel that.. hehes..
den sunday, meng rong pei me go Barang Barang take brochure.. kekes..
she is sooooo GOOD!! i love her.
Den she gave my pressies oso..
SimYing oso lehss..
she treat me eat gralic bread n Cakes..
Weee..
Nice nIce..
Feel Like A Small Mei Mei AGAInss.. KEkess..
I Suddenly Miss Jessica (MY 45dollars.. keke) , LingHui, Gladi, Kejia, Qiuting, Yolanda, and even Ruhui.. Cus i was guessin wad sizes are her breast.. whahahahhaha..
okies.. i met a prevert ytd again.. HE ask me n my fren to GO HIs HOTEL!! wha laos..
is an ang MOR lorrrrr....................................................
den i quickly run away.. he even gave us his phone No. n say. free, call him..
damns..
idiot..
stupid..
so many preverts in this world...............................
tata..
gotta go.. cant let weihong wait so long.. Buaiss..

Saturday, November 26, 2005

sianss..
i hate kaypo kia(s)..
i hate them alot..
they are intruding into people's life.
they are making people crazy.
they like to take pleasure in your situation,
and laugh at you like
you were the unluckiest thing on earth.
they suck.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Birthday Girl!!!!




hEllO!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is MINE!!
MY BIRTHDAY!
whOOoo-hO0oOoo0..
yeahss..
i m finally old..
by a year!!
17 years old..
dear myzticalz.
hahaha..
received alot birthday wishes n preessiiieess!
whaaa..
got linghui's pressie!!!!
got jenhan's pressie!!!!
got jueshuang's pressie!!!!
got janis, yuhui, eve pressie!!!!
got weihong's pressie!!!!
hmmm.. did i miss our any1?
nopess..
hehe..
but i got alot ppl birthday wishes.
my classmates..
kianhao, qiuting, gladi, jessica, huirong, liyi, loi, neville, richie, polar..
MENGRONG!! (kewl, i love this girl..)
n i didnt miss out anyone bahs..
:)
den nehs.. went to swensens n eat.. kekes.. nice nice..
try catchin hp but cant.. sighss..
den got wad ar..
erms..
went tamp lorr..
buy chocolate..
kekes.
den.
hmm...
buy jenhan's dota..
whaa.. he accompany me whole day worss..
so sweet.
thxx u!!!
*mUackss*
*mUackss eVeryOnE!!*

Saturday, November 19, 2005

The Birthday.

hahaha..
i celebrated my birthday with my relatives..
so happie..
bought a strawberry cake.
:)
although usually my birthday (in the past) was the big event.
but now, everyone has grown up.
differ holidays.
therefore, not like the past, where all cousins will come..
only 4 stayed for my birthday. :))
but that's alright.
at least we had fun, playin with cameras.
and di siao the stupid neighbour hu put camera facing our house. :))
it was such a distraction, but we made use of the camera.
we tookk our cakes n eat in front of it, den waved to it. say hi n bye n everything else.. kinda fun to be on tv, i supposed.
hahaha
:))
den, we had this bbq.. whaa.. te stingray was stinky.
it had turned bad.
sighss..

hahaha..
but nvm, i ate french fries, chicken wings n sweet potato.
my aunt say the sweet potato very sweet.
n ate alot.
den, she says
we are gonna fart alot too..
n sure did, my cousin fart 2wice..
omg!!!

well, sing bday song, cut cake, eat cake..
when i blew away the candles, i tink i spatted all my saliva on it.
hahaa..
cus i kept laughing while blowing it.
:))))
everyone had my saliva?
hahaha..

well, recieved a toy puppy from my little cousin.
cutes~
n i realized my cousin ( a sec3 nt guy)
received a mp3 (256mb, creative) from a girl.
not his birthday.
is the girl's birthday, so she give him!!
omgggg!!!!!
nvm..
hahaha..
den up till 12 oclock den reach hm..
tired..
tml need to work again.. sianss..
:)))








Friday, November 18, 2005

We cannot change our past.
We can not change the fact that people act in a certain way.
We can not change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have,
and that is our attitude.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Myzticalz

"Myzticalz," Wilfred pondered. Tapping the wooden desk with him pen, he brainstorm of the strategies to battle those creatures.

“How in the world did she has those superior powers to control these monsters?”
Sighing, Wilfred rested his head on the table.
It has been a month since the ship had departed from Mild Islands. Just 20 more miles. 20 more to reach their destinations.

“We can pull through.. Certainly..” Wilfred assured himself.

“General!” a soldier shouted. “Arthritis is attacking again!!!”
Not again.
The ship was badly damaged by the first attack. The second. And now, the third.



(*Arthritis : The largest sea monster. It has about 200 gigantic teeth and it is shaped like a crocodile. It is about 5 buses long and a 16-floor building tall. Its body is covered with air traps. Thus, it can go deep into the sea or float on water.
Its weaknesses are **Myzticalz, Fire, Has bad eye sight, A Pierce through its heart can kill.
Its strengths are Good hearing, Teeth strong enough to bite through even the hardest object in the world, Water.)



“Men! Prepare the canons. Fire upon command!” Wilfred commanded. “Jayvee, report to me where is the creature’s status. Look out for the upcoming storm.”

Soon after he spoke, the storm began to crawl in. Lightning dances across the southern horizon and thunder roar like never before. Dark clouds tumbled in and soon, daylights were out of sight.

“Bad weather, General. It will do us no good.” Jayvee reported.
Retreat? Wilfred wasn’t going to. Almost immediately, his mind is already working on another plan. A streak of lightning flashed past.


“Yes! Use lightning! Mother of Nature. Thank you.” Wilfred muttered under his breath.

“Men! Gather all metals we have. Find anything. Position them together and direct it to Arthritis. Let’s just pray that lightning will hit onto it.” Wilfred instructed all his soldiers.

Arthritis circled the ship in the waters. The thunder interfered with its hearing. It strained to hear what Wilfred was going to do.
“Arthritis, be careful… If there is any danger, leave immediately.” Myzticalz’s soothing voice advised Arthritis.

The ocean had turned fierce. Waves crashed onto the ship, causing it to wobble in the sea. Soldiers lost their balance. Crates onboard fell into the waters. Arthritis crumbled them off with jus one bite. Jayvee lost his balance too! He held onto the railing. Hanging from the ship, he gasped for his life. Arthritis, seeing the chance, jumps out of the water and tried to bit Jayvee.

“Arthritis, No! Don’t hurt anyone. Scaring them is enough. We do not want anyone to get hurt, don't we?” Arthritis was puzzled. But he followed what Myzticalz told him.

In another part of the world, Myzticalz is observing what’s happening. She chuckled as she sees the anxiousness in Wilfred’s face. “Do you feel threatened? That’s what you did to all animals.”

The thunder roared once again, booming the skies and shaking the earth below. Then, 3 stripes of lightning flashed across and one of it hit the metal the soldiers had planted. The light bounces off and hit the waters near Arthritis.

Electricity gushed into Arthritis’ body. The pain felt like thousands of needles piercing through him. Arthritis let out a high pitched shriek.

“What in the world was that sound?” Wilfred asked.

sighss.. i jus dun understand..

i wish to get respect.

decent respect.

jus a little respect.

pls.. i beg u.. respect me..

i cried. again.

i have been crying everytime.

everytime i thought of school.

i jus cried.

well.. mock at me..

laugh with them.

insulted, hurt, wounded.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Friday, November 11, 2005

The Blue Rose.

The Blue Rose.
Represents?
Eternity. True Love.
You are My Only One.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Cry

damns..
find myself crying for no reason.
stupid.
i cant even c the screen properly now.
y?

i dunoo..
stress?
impossible.
hatred?
maybe.
but the hatred is for oneself. not others.
lonely?
certainly. y do i feel that?
scared?
yes. definately. i m afraid to go to school.
pretend to b happy?
got that right. i seems to be pretending. i can be a good actress.
suicidal?
on the verge to.

sabrina is a idiot.
she sux.
she is the biggest fool.
she is the ugliest creature.
she is the fattest pig.
she is the anti social freak.
she is nothing.
nothing worth to b in this beautiful world.

WAD A GREAT DAY..

HAHA *sacarstically* oh gosh.. i actually believed in the good begets the good?
dear me..
i am just so dumb n stupid..
bloody idiot..
i hates every night..
i dont want to sleep..
farks..
i wish nite dont come..


yeahs!! guess wad.. i picked up a hp..
nokia 6260!! whoaaa!! cost about 300 i tink..
aiyaa.. tok long no use...

handphone not with me now..

return to owner..
haha.. n i believe in good begets good..

what the farkk..

cause some1 jus stole away my bid.
and i lost that bag..

*stabs oneself*

i dun believe in good anymore..

i rather b evil and get all the money in the world..
i rather say ur bad words out loud and get beaten..
den to b like ppl who tok bad abt me behind..
i rather to say truthly, i hate u..
den to pretend to be nice to u..
sighss!!

i really hate all the good..

i am beginning to love evil.
yeahs, i m matured..

i look old..
i aint no child anymore..
stop critising abt me..
i may b fat
ugly
stupid
and lots more..

but i m me..
and i love me..
i will never changed..
i certainly will not..
leave me alone...

Monday, November 07, 2005

The Girl

the girl..
well.. half way thru my story and i went away to watch show..
kakaka..

she as a girl.. cares alot u noe..
i also dunno y she does dat..
everytime she sees someone.. no matter who..
selling tissue or needing some money..
she will donate..
she will give..
but she is always broke..
lamer lahs she..

then.. just yesterday, she gave 50dollars to her grandparents..

then, her mother commented to her aunt..

she is not like this now only..
she had been like this since young..

drifting back to Kindergarten 2.
her grandmother was broke.
no money..
her grandmother just simply tell her all her troubles..
thinking she is jus a simple child who will not understands..
but..
she went home,
broke her piggy bank..
collect all the money and set it aside..

her mother came..
ask her,
y are u taking away all the money?
the little girl, innocently replied.
ah ma need money.
i m givin her all of my money.

simple act yet touched the hearts of many.
kind n generous..
how many people in this world will have this heart?

not many..
but not little too..
i sincerely wish that this spirit of helping will forever stayed..
stayed in the heart of that little girl.

this story might be very simple yet it really touched me alot.
i dunno y..
mayb because..

that little girl or should be that teenager now
is a very close friend of mine..
someone i know very well..
someone i treasure alot..
someone who is so kind n nice..
that i wish to be like her once again..
the little girl..
the one who will gives up anything for anyone..

even a stranger..

but will she come back?

will she ever?

The Girl.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

well.. anyone can hear the song in my blog? if can.. pls tag me or inform me..
cause i cant hear.. kinda sad.. need to wait for it to load.. n kinda slow..
:"(

well..

today, i will talk about this girl..

she is just another teenager..
a girl who cares alot about others..

*gosh!! my show starting!! gotta go watch n do homework!!*
continues tomorrow..
This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 8.9
Mind: 7.9
Body: 8.4
Spirit: 8.8
Friends/Family: 7.3
Love: 7.7
Finance: 7.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz


hehe.. got this from fang yean's blog..
have a good life i tink! :))

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

went out together..


been a long time.. haha..
i went out with him on tuesday.. (1/11)
we went to simei, sakae sushui.. n ate alot alot of sushi.. YummY!
it costs abt 60dollars for both of us..
den we went to the arcade!! heys!!
we caught a winnie the pooh bear!! (well, spent 10dollars dere)
he was very clever to tot of the way to catch the pooh.. :)) the pooh is very cute..
i love u pooh! super duper cutes..
kekes..
den we went to c puppies..
kawaii nehs!! :))
den nehss, go bugis buy his graphic card.. kekes.. n went to pasir ris n ate swensens..
we ate a hawaiiann pizza (shared) and a apple crumble (shared).
yummy! the apple crumble was jus too sweet.. kekes..
well, he spend about 500 today (including the graphic card n all our meals.. n alot else..)
anyways, was a very enjoyable day..
i simply love the pooh!! :))

Monday, October 31, 2005

she..

she..



she was a fairy.

she was a princess.
she had those beautiful wings.
he was a once a prince,
whose wings got bitten off.
and all was left were jus his body,
the wings shattered away from him.

gently n silently,
fluttering around.
she found the ragged prince
at the corner,
in the dirty soil.


he lost his kingdom,
he lost his love.
the once powerful prince,
is just nothing right now.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ today i do the speech.. kinda nervous.. but i noe i was better now den in the past.. cause i project my voice louder.. *due to the big impact i got from work* working has given me more confidence i must say.. but was still nervous n spoke like a machine gun.. bullet train.. whahahaha.. but the teacher like my asking of question to the audience.. i tink that is the best part too.. hahaa.. nice nice..
hehes.. sianssssssssssssssss..... tomorrow last day of sch!! gambatteeeeee worss sabrina!
OKIES.. STOP..
GLADI SOH YEA NEEEEEEE! HARI RAYA PUASA I REJECT MY CLASS OUTING CAUSE I WANT TO GO OUT WITH U N JESSICA.. PLEASE MAKE URSELF FREE OR I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE!! I WANT TO PLAY POOL? HAHAHA..
MSG ME WHEN U C THIS.. :)

Saturday, October 22, 2005

weeeeeeeeee.. went out with jess.. go find lingling..
kekes..
lingling ar.................... she lost ehr handphone!! idiot bastard n bitch who steal her hp.. go n die..
new one lehss.. 6680.. so exp de lorr.. lingling so poor thing.. jus bought de.. :'(
*sayang lingling* comfort u lahs.. dun comfort richie liaos.. lingling poor thingy..
:) lingling wan go wild wild wet.. piangss... she n jesss wan buy swimsuit force me go..
i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kekekekeke..
den nehss..
me n jess go try on clothes..
i saw this cute top at topshop.. very nice lehss.. 23dollars siaa.. whaaaa..
actually is 46.. den cut 1/2 price..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. c these few days pooped by again den buy lor..
jessica own me 31d0llars.. sl0owly pay bahss..
we bought this sunglasses.. very cutes..
wear to sch on monday.. hhaahahahahahhaa..
den i used her hp took alot photos lorr.. whaa..
den at nite.. go cp.. take the thypoid vaccin.. :((((((((((((((( ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i hate jabs.. ALOT!
ouch..
den.. go rivervale mall.. saw this shitzu so kawaiiiiiiii..
my mummy oso like it alot lorr..
we went in to ask the price..
that bitch(owner of shop) in there very smug..
n say 2800!
sia0ss.. i saw an exact shitzu b4.. only 600.. kns.. she thought i dunno ar..
bitch.. i hope ur shop collapsed!!!! den u no business.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmph!!!

Friday, October 21, 2005

whahahahahhahahaa.
i m goin crazy..
i misssssssssssssssssssssssss huilee too much....?
hahaha.. today saw her in mrt station!!
wha laos, still haben changed.. kong wei dua dua xiae eh!!
wha laos~i dun need to turn around hors.. i already noe who is standing there..
but was late for sch..
so nv stopped n say hi!!!!!!!
hahhahahahahahahahhaha..
whaaa.............................. i m in the same group as PEITIAN, JUESHUANG, FARAH for the HTML!! wEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeee~
fUn.. kekekekekeke..
farah, the module rep... jue shuang, the class rep.. peitian, the belle..
whaa~ sabrina, the mischievious, naughty, noisy, ugly, fat, funny girl.
kakakakakakakkakaka..
okayss.. den go yolanda hse..
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........................
she appeared in the newspaper lehs~~~weeeee ee weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
den SAW THIS ULTIMATE BIG DISGUSTING KACHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yuckss.. was screaming like hell~~ hahahaha.. but den quickly run off.. den go home.. kns.. do excercise!!!!!!!!!! on jian fei ji hua (actually is i ate too much........ 4 pizzas n dinner [rice, ku lu yok, egg]) kekekekekekke..
lalalalalla.. now kana forced to fold clothes ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP~
wed - went out with yuhui n janis.. haha.. had alot fun.. eat the dan dan mee... very nice!! wan eat again

thurs - sick at home

fri - late for sch.. sux.. meet yolanda.. hahaha..

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

siansss... ytd work lorr. dis month only 215 niaa.. plus need to buy alot of bookss.. whaaa..
broke liaos lee..
sad sad..
sch0ol was 0kie laa.. kinda tired.. sleep during lect.. (abit nia)..
hahaha..
today start s0ol at 3.. worse..
haizzz.. 10oclock den can go home lehss..
panda sad sad liaoss..
goin to b big big panda!!!!
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

hey guy, dont cry.
i hate guys who cry.
i hate guys crying to me, when it is none of my business.
but then,

please dont cry.

i believe time can heal. both of u will be back together. trust me.

he called me last nite.
3.26am.
i was sleeping. everyone was.
he cried. i suppose.
he say he is really very sad.

he wants her back.
he wants me to find out y she leave.
i noe nothing much.
but he was really sincere.
my 1st time hearing him being so sincere.

how can i not help him?
if a tough guy like him can go on down.
he must have really loved her.

really really love.

i found out all i can.
and give everything i know about her. to him.

i hope that will helps.
but i also noe she is hard hearted too.

y should lovers end up like that?
they were a perfect couple.
yes, very perfect.

if i had, i will do anything for them to be back.
i will..
for real..
sometimes u think people around u have changed and u totally detest whatever they do..
u always thought they were the ones that have changed..

but then again, haven't u?

everyone eventually changed, in looks, personality, intelligence, emotional.
i once saw a nick in my msn.

this person wrote. i think to someone precious.
i have changed, but how about u? haven't u changed?

i saw this nick for about a week.
and it never appeared again.

it was this nick that makes me ponder about the change in humans.
did i changed?
didn't u too?

well.. however big the change, i sincerely hope i can re-change myself..
bringing back the old girl..
bringing back that innocent girl..
bringing back me..

i am trying hard.
please dont act more pressure on me..
i begged u..

i dont want to be a bitch..
i dont want to be sneered anymore..
i just want to be plain me..

help..

Saturday, October 15, 2005

pek chek sia..

jus now put my msn nick ask who can help me print..

nobody wants to help..

using my own hand to copy..

i sucks at copying..

copy till tues only..

den i realised i copied the time wrong..

some more no more space to cancel n re write..

second time already..

1st was yesterday i copy.. only up till monday..

den i realised i nv add in time..

omg..

i hate myself..

guess no one will help me anyways..

i just wished jessica will remember to print my timetable..

or i need to use up hundred of papers..

just to copy..

neatly..

tidy..

n legible..

haiss..

i wish i was rich and can afford a printer..

i wish i will never ever need help from anyone

but i will never be able to do so..

i m so useless..

----__________[freak0]__________+:+:+
lalalalala~ bored..

yesterday go my guitar cherr hse.. hahaha.. he praised me for being intelligent.. xP
den he treat us go eat~..~
nice.. i like the fish soup.. but too much rice lahs..
den nth lorr..

boring..

today jessica ask me out..

but bu yao la.. my meimei alone at home..

sianss..
need to transfer money.. but havent..

d0otttss..

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Let us forget about the presence of time in this world
Forget life and death
Even forget how short or long life could be
What we have to do is to cherish the present
Even if the next minute may be the end of the world
As long as the minute has yet to arrive
Then that is not the truth..

that one is the mdwav3! hehes.. tianyou tell xiaoling.. whaa.. if someone can tink of something soo sweet to say to me.. omg.. nice..

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

wee~ today actually goin out with loi.. drag myself outta bed.. kinda sianss.. whahahaha.. but still went.. wanna watch movie but end up nv watch.. bought this very cute bear for linghui.. omg.. so sweet n cute~ cant bear to give her lehss.. how how how??????? hehes.. den went topshop and c.. whaaa.. i saw this black jacket i love alot.. my cousin got.. she lent me b4.. i like i like~~ den i ask.. no more stock.. so we go suntec c.. whaa.. from bugis walk to suntec.. phewss.. den we go pray to the guan yin again.. whahahaha.. nice nice.. broke liaoss.. use nets lorr..


reach suntec.. whaaa... got lehss.. but no more new stock.. -_-""" wa laoss.. so i bought the only one left.. hahaha.. sure.. i dont mind.. hehes.. den give linghui her bday pressie.. den go eat den go home..


no more le.. sianss..

orhss.. got buy bluetack.. go home paste my wall..

reach home.. whaa.. junhao forgot hu ish tianyu.. :"( tml episode i must watch!! yeahss..
den bought a file to file all my itemss.. spent about 50dollars today.. :) 39f0r jacket.. 12 f0r my file, bluetack, tissues papers(i m always topping up my tissues.. my mum dont top up..:"(..) and a sketch book.. hehes.. :) my file horss.. 60pockets~ can store many scores like siaos.. n store my homework.. in future.. whahahhaha..

ytd spend alot oso.. kns.. take pay spend so much... spend about 100 le.. (stopping liaos..)

so my bank left.. 650.. okays lah.. not dat bad.. :) spend 150niaa.. (actually got 800) ehh. but 40dollars is help my mummy buy thingys the lorr.. haha.. nvm.. dont need to count that much..

next month earned 200.. (october de la) den.. 100pay billss.. 100 put bank lorr..
yays!!! sch opening... hahaha.. can show off my jacket.. whahahahahha.. :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

wee~ i bought alot of shine in the dark stars.. hehe.. can put my bedroom.. sweee~ hmm.. went jess home.. got cakes siaa.. whass.. nice nice.. took this pic..!!! from melody handphone.. wee~ nice nice nice.. next time show any1 who wants to c.. whahahahaha.. eat with linghui also.. all jian fei.. eat potato salad.. -_-" haha.. nice laa.. not bad.. jess very poor thingy.. her mum beat her siaa.. i saw her mum taking belt out.. den go kitchen beat her.. i think.. :"( i dont like.. she was slapped by her mum too.. for goin home at about 12.30 like that last nite.. sighss.. i bet i have a nicer life.. but she got alot pressie n good wishes.. haha.. :) i bought a rose for kejia.. the pink rose from toy'r'us!!!! nice!!! i wish i had one too~ 4d0llars.. plus card.. 5d0llars.. kekes.. if someone can buy me 12 of the roses.. whaaaa~ day dreaming.. den no more lorr... wan to jian fei.. did some exercise le.. hehes.. this morning weight is 56kg.. i was like WHAAA.. but i think jumped back to 58kg again.. stupid fat fat.. i never take dinner.. i ate like beehoon for brunch.. den the potato salad and go jessica hse eat vegetarian tofu.. n a small bowl of fake (vegetarian) sharks' fins.. i must say..... real one are nicer.. but haha.. nvm.. it is still nice..

go arcade.. whaa.. jessica dance the parapara very chio.. keep shaking her body.. nice nice.. den we caught this bear for her(doggy actually) with just one dollar.. is heng lahss.. pure luck i must say.. whahahaha.. den no more.

kinda nice..

kinda happy..

i wish i will stay like this.. very myself today..

:)

getting back myself soon..

pls endure.. all readers..

hAppY BirthdAy..

happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday..
happy birthday..
happy birthday to jessica..

haha.. dedicate this birthday song to jessica..
was abt to sleep..
but i cant..
i guess.. i was staying up to message her happy birthday..
i bet she must b in some pubs at MS getting drunk by yolanda n her friends..
haha.. how nice it is to celebrate your birthday..

this will reminds me of my birthday too..
last year.. there wasnt any cakes.. any celebration of my birthday..
real bad luck huhs..
well.. the only person that accompany me was loi..
glad to have company.. although i recieved presents..
but recieved lesser than another girl in class..
i guess..
i wasnt that much important..
i mean, i received less than i gave out..
but.. i know it is wrong to think that way..
i wish i had more than i give..



well.. no cakes.. last year.. i didnt have 16 candles on any cakes..
so i guess i m still that young.. haha..

i didnt get to sink my teeth into that creamy cakes i love to eat.. and blow out the candles n make a wish..
does dat matters?


oh man..
and this agains reminds me of...
my primary school days..

i was one of those that always hung out with guys n girls.. i mean.. popular in class..
get along well..
den nearing november.. school always close b4 my birthday..
and there were many girls.. i think 3 or so.. girls that happen to have november birthdays..
17 and 18 november if i didnt remember wrongly.. well.. they also land on the holidays we had..


well.. the guys bought cakes.. and i had to run errands for them..
helping them passed the girls' presents to them (the guys were kinda shy)
accompanying them to the cake shop and collect the cake..
n even pocketed out money to buy..


well.. then they sing happy birthday song.. the bloody song..

so.. everything went well n nice..
the cake is nice..
the presents are nice..
the girls are happy..
the guys are happy..
i was happy then..

but secretly..

i always hated when this happens..

my birthday was so near to theirs..
but have they ever cared?

i never once recieved any presents from any of my classmates (during my primary school days)
i only give.. i dont received..
oh.. when i was secondary 1, a guy (i had crushed on b4) from my primary school class gave me a bear.. n i have always kept it..


n a girl gave me be.. a bear too.. actually.. unwillingly.. due to they need to spend 10dollars n above to get the big winnie the pooh bear thus ended up buying one stupid bear n claim to b my bday present..

for once.. i was delighted..
but now.. that was disgusting..


however bad it may be.. i m lucky enough to have my family to celebrate my birthday when i was young..
i guess family are always the best (though they forgot my last year birthday and i didnt get to blow that bloody candles off n make a wish n eat the creamy cake)
but still..



everything will turn out right?




i suppose..

Monday, October 10, 2005

f that b*tch that snatch bid away my locket.. 2 bitc*es actually.. f u f u f u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really sincerely like that locket alot.. i can put pictures in it.. how sweet.. now thinking of snatching away this locket from another girl (this locket is black.. the one i like is pink..) omg.. i really like the pink one.. should i snatch? might as well.. muahahahaha..
okayss.. this is it.. bored at home.. hates myself, hates everyone.. getting to realized that nice bubbly friendly side of me has hidden away in some corner.. out facing the crude world is the wild bad crude unfriendly me.. arghss.. whatever..



must be the influence of a person..


f off if u dont like me.. i mean it.. i cant believe i will ever thought of suh thing to say... omg.. i have changed..

lalalala..
searching myself in the smoke of illusions.. but i seems to be lost in the fog, i cant even find myself..



Searching For Oneself

Sunday, October 09, 2005

re use this blogskin again.. hmm thurs night had a headache.. slight fever.. morning wake up at 8. prepared everything.. eventually.. have to walk in the cold rain..
play gunbound.


today play gunbound.. my friend turn his back to me.. he left me.. the game was supposed to b me and him a team .. but stupid MugOfLock.. he.. join the other team.. yeahs.. they won.. for sure.. i was winning.. all along.... until that game.. sure a loser.. leave me.. my team consists of idiots.. n quiters.. feel like quitting too.. but.. i shouldnt be such a bad person.. so i stayed.. n i lost.. without glory or pride.. and i think he won is a disgrace.. because a betrayer shouldnt feel proud of himself..





whaa~~~can b promoted.. but not sure.. i suicide i tink 7 times bahs.. whahahahaa.. lose gp.. heck care..













sighss.. feel so lonely..

no one ever cares..

i m buried right down..

ten feets under..

people above..

will never understand..

how lonely it is..

to b underground..

Thursday, October 06, 2005

today i went out with linghui.. hahaha.. den took pictures.. whahahahaha.. she bought alot of things.. we watch corpse bride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whaa, that show is nice.. i like the corpse bride more.. she is much prettier.. except the eye popping...... dat was gross.. haha.. in all.. it is a 4**** show!! hehes..

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

today work.. take pay.. 400dollars.. so lil.. cause need to pay alot bills.. shouldnt have a hp.. burdening me.. yet i love it.. xP mus b an idiot..
tired..
sleeping from today until tomorrow............................... dont wake me up..

Monday, October 03, 2005

hmm.. yesterday i wasnt home.. i stayed over at my friend's house.. OH.. IT WAS A LAST MINUTE DECISION..
well.. i was taking bus home than after jessica ask me to come.. so i was like hmmm.. why not? than i went here house n sleep over... whaa.. kinda excited.. 1st time slping at other ppl house.. but jess was studyin hard.. for history and english.. she ask me questions about english.. and i try to arrange her compo for her..
yesterday work lorr.. den like dat.. next week only 2 days.. work.. heck care..
next next week dont intend to work.. intend to go gym with jessica.. whahahahaha.. this coming thurs goin out with linghui lorr.. so happie!!



today went out with huilee.. hmm... actually wanted to buy things but didnt!! OMG.. do u know that i had 2 freaky pimples.. jinming saw one yesterday (during work) and he was like!! SABRINA!! u got pimple!!!!!!!!!!! den i was like -____-""" thx huhs.. reminding me...
den i had another one.. wha laos.. pimples breakout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ewww.. wells.. heck care..
hmm.... today i bought a pair of shoes(i wanted long long long ago to buy that).. kinda pretty.. and a watch.. (that was on impluse.. but it is overall nice?) and a racerback (i wanted one too.. long ago.. but cant find).. and ate very cheap lunch at far east!! omg.. the lunch was 7.90 niaa.. it comes with a soup of the day.. garlic bread.. main course.. drink.. dessert (cakes!!).. do you agree it is cheap???? i think it really is.. i ate chicken chop!!! with black pepper sauce.. niice.. it is at hans!!!!! whaa................ damn niice!! hehes.. den i went to mit my mu at compasss point.. not eating dinner.. a very filling lunch.. jian fei liaoss.. she buy alot of sushi home.. kekes.. tml working.. hmm... taking pay tomorrow le!!! whahahaha.. my tips i took = 14dollars... whews!!!! kinda lil but still better than nth!! whahahahahaha.. sch's opening.. i wonder wad will it be like..

Saturday, October 01, 2005

i hate someone..

today.. let a seat to an uncle.. kinda old de.. haha.. he say thx.. welcome wors.. den serve.. today nv make mistakes n abit sak.. cus i do until 7.00.. do 6 n 1/2 hrs.. haha.. niice bahs.. i think.. den.. next week only work 2 days.. dunno wad to do liaoss.. so little days.. :"( i think i rot at home liaos lorr.. kns.. so little work.. pay oso little.. bills higher.. still have to buy so many things.. give me work more oso buay sai.. wad the heck..

Thursday, September 29, 2005

have you ever miss someone so badly?
the person may not be someone you like but just a simple friend and yet she/he can make you miss her/him so much..
i miss my friends all the time.. every second, minute, hour, day, month, year.. every million light years.. i will miss them..
right now, i am missing them.. when will they ever remember me and come up to say hello? when will they be online so that i can smile and chat with them.. when when when..


ich vermisse dich wenn du nicht da bist..
ich liebe dich fuer immer..

to all the girls out there..

the following post of a particular person is based on my view and collagues'. if you are the particular person and u feel that i am wrong about u.. just sue me.. but, adding towards it.. i aint talking about u.. cause there is no name.. (of cause i dont know your name) and.. i didnt say it might be you.. so if you are soooo sensitive and thought it is you.. oh god.. you are admiting to what u have done to make me lose my appetite and that sucks.. cause the whole world will know who you are.. u make me puke (eminem rockss).. btw, i apologised to all the perverts in the world.. cus i hate u.. and i wanna make a blog post of u!!!

ps. if anyone finds this discriminating, pls inform me and i might consider deleting this off.

okies.. this is how it goes.. i went to work yesterday.. whaa.. damn early.. about 12 lehs!!! haha.. den go work lorr.. very sianss.. today work nobody come.. ewww...

working was nice..
but i met a pervert.. YUCKS.. he is a guy.. OBVIOUSLY.. (lamer me) and he is ugly.. oh god.. how can someone be so ugly!!!!! even worse than the monkey over at some trees.. okies.. he came around 1.20pm or so.. i forgot the time.. but is b4 my manager come and after alan left.. den.. he came lorr.. chiekye and ashiedda say.. eww that pervert again!!! i didnt know it was him.. but once i had a glance (omg, i almost puke) at him, i got this feeling he is a no no no good guy!! awwww.. i was so true.. he walked in front of the glass panel and stood right in front of me.. stopping.. he turned back, back facing me.. den.................... he put his hand into his pants, as if was tucking in his shirt.. (that was what i thought initially!!) but i was wrong.. his shirt was still not in.. n....................................... he was touching himself!! OH GOD, that was public.. okies.. i might be wrong.. (i doubt i am..) EVERY GIRL PLS LISTEN UP!! if u ever c this guy lurking around a bookstore in takashimaya.. he is bespectacled with framed glasses and always(pls note ALWAYS) carry a dark colour bag. it is not a sling.. is a backpack!! he had his hair gel and had very very very pervertic eyes.. (small eyes and looks damn pervert).. he was checking out all the girls there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! keep viewing everywhere.. he might be pretending to flip thru books but he is not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really.. i am one of the so called 'victims'.. oh god.. i wanna puke.. okies.. den he went off.. around 2.40, (this time i am sure of the time cause i havin my break).. i was eating my staff meal.. and guess what!! he stood there in from of the book shelves and took a MUSIC book (oh god, i reckon he dont even understand music, okies? pls dont insult ppl who loves music and plays insturments..) and pretended to flip thru the books.. but he was not!!!! he was staring at me and had this grin on his face.. his teeth were so dirty i bet he didnt brush them for ages lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was staring and grinning for 5 minutes like that lorr.. even yenwei oso notice it and she came over n say.. ehh.. u c that pervert.. he keep looking at u lehs!! damns.. i feel like taking a knife and pplunge into his heart.. and dig out his dirty mind~~ wha liews.. u idiot.. (btw, this guy, my colleague told me, had a record of molesting a customer b4..) whaa liaos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ban him away from this world la!!! then my manager took note and that pervert finally stopped looking at me and grinning.. he walked away.. i bet.. must be targeting another innocent girl!!!!!!!! OMG!! i really hate perverts!!!

GIRLS!! when you encounter such incidents, dont fear.. inform any guys that is around or call the police.. we as girls have the power to stop such pervertic ppl!!! (these are all advice given to me by my guy frens..)

now, i finally understands why my fren always disallow me to wear skimpy clothings.. whaa!! i didnt realize that there were so many perverts!! oh god!!!

this is not the 1st time.. therefore, i had conquer the fear.. the 1st time i met a molester!! he touched my bum!! oh god.. he touch for the 3rd time and i noe it wasnt by accident.. so i told my frens and they glared at him till he got scared and walked away.. the 2nd time.. it was in a crowded place.. i was wearing pants lor.. and that person still touch me!! haha.. he picked the wrong victim.. i stepped on his foot hard.. (i was back facing him) and i guessed that hurts alot.. serves u bast**d right!! i inform my mum and aunt.. my aunt almost wanna pull that guy out and beat him!! the third time is yesterday.. i am not afraid anymore.. u dare to come near me, i dare to kill you..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, girls.. out there.. dont ever be scared of them.. the more afraid u are.. the more perverts are going to appear!! stand up and kick their ass..

*ps.. perverts should be banned!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Friday, September 23, 2005

haha.. so long no blog le.. cus of work mahss.. haha.. tired.. these few days always 3 den slp cus playin gunbound.. whahahha.. noe alot of frens in dere.. all kip say wanna marry me n love me blahs.. jus small kids.. cause all younger den me.. haha.. feels so old yet kana loved by little kids.. i think they think i m a kid.. cus i m always so childish.. xp.. sighss.. borings.. todae workin again.. gonna practise my insturments le.. hahaha.. todae workin wib weileong.. hope i can tahan.. haha.. buaiss.. he must sweep properly mahss.. haha.. okiess laa.. weileong ar, weileong.. do ur best!! jia you..

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

met loii ytd.. he gave me dis diskette dat contains all my piic... cus i took his hp n take piic.. hahaha.. den i can upload dem le!! whaaa.. so happie worss.. hehes.. next monday goin sk0ol to upload them.. cus my home com cnt use diskette de.. ssad saad.. :'(
neways.. i made a promise to myself to study harder next sem.. whahaha.. i passed everythin lehss.. except stupid stats which i need to take supp paper.. luckily weihong took one day offff from everythin jus to teach me stats.. k0olss.. next sem, i will stick wib him 24/7.. haha.. he do wad homework.. i oso do wad homework.. got qns den ask ask ask.. hehes.. yeahss!! i will score As next sem!!!! cnt dist sia.. can onli As.. hahaha.. :)
den.. ytd wear high heelss.. it was like hell lorr.. come on.. how can de gers in my class wear such shoes n walk whole dae?? liaoss.. i buay tahan.. walk 3 hours already wan to cry.. den loii buy a pair of pinkie slippers for me.. kekes.. cute pinkie sliipperss.. hehes.. den my leggggss were freed from pain!!! finally, the taste of freeedoom!!! k0olss.. hahas.. den go orchard.. whaa.. damn sianss.. take his hp n take alot piic lorr.. haha.. den eat lucnch de time.. kaoss.. de chixxx too salty siaa.. make me dun wan eat.. 1st time nv eat finish my f0od.. :'( wastage.. sighss..
den i last nite got nitemare lorr.. i dreamt dat i was late for work lorr.. n i dun even bother.. n dat day was rainin heavily lorr.. jus like de sunday i sub weileong.. haha.. i sub weileong n huilee.. den fiona sub me n huilee le!! haha.. k0olss.. den no more le lahss.. now dman hungry.. go find food eat~!!! yeahss!!

Friday, September 16, 2005





whaa!! got alot of photos!! i put make up.. whahhaa.. ish onli the eye liner niass.. whahaha.. den i l0ok like goin clubbin lorr.. ka0ss... l0ok s0o oolld but act liike a kiid.. shiits..
haha..
todae eay swensens.. damn farks lorr.. we waited outside 20mins.. but dat's understandable.. den go inside.. take abt 10 mins to c the menu! den after dat.. they took abt 20mins den got ppl come n serve n take the items we want lorr.. oh god!!! sOOO fast horss.. den .. my ice cream came very very very long lor!! but we still give dem.. 2dollars tipss.. so0oo.. i spent 40 dere..
-_-' den i bought nail polish todae.. n a pair of shoes.. nail polish ish.. transparent de.. to protect my nails when i do dish washin at coffee club.. hahaha..
yeahss..
nth niice haooen
gotta change the string of my guzheng..
farksss..

gonna get scoldin once n again..





sighs..

tata!!! todae go out eat swensenss... very happie todae.. but at nites.. i broke the 10th string from the top of my guzheng.. my mummy was soo0ooo farking angry she scream de hell outta me.. sighss..
<------ i am angry!! de pic depicts eeverything!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

whew WHEW!!! haha.. monday.. go take survey.. earned 40dollars by doin one survey.. k0olllss!! i wish next time got more survey let me take.. whahaha.. den go cp eat eat wib jenjen..
tues.. went out wib huilee n loiiloii.. huilee buy alot make up thingy lehss.. den loi say wan go bugis den we go lorr.. sianss.. walk bugis nth de.. whahaha.. we go the shi ma lu dere pray pray to the god.. i prayed for.... cnt say.. whahahha.. den we walked all the way from bugis to plaza sing den to orchard taka den to far east.. whaa.. no wonder loii so slim.. everytime use bus 11.. sighss.. tired siaa!! wed workin 12-6!! yeahss.. can work.. haha.. den..
wed.. work.. happie laa.. nth happen. hehes!! ate a tiramisu.. ate one ytd too.. ytd de not dat niice.. at coffee bean.. whahaha.. spent alot siaa.. today goin shopping for shoes!! yeahs!!

Monday, September 12, 2005

the world outside..

the world outside...

the innocences of a little child
is one of the precious moments i delight in.

the carefree and freedom
oneself has..
is forever lost..

betrayals, backstabbing, bad mouthing..
why words of such always occur?

are there really two sides of the human face?

why can one be so pure and nice..
while it can also turn evil and curel..

how can one grow up so fast,
and learn to accept all these facts?

how can one survive in such circumstances?

the little child in me has awaken..
and the little child in me wants all of it to be over..
the little child..
don't ever wants to grow up..

Saturday, September 10, 2005

weEee.. t0dae workiin worss.. work NAC 12-4.. sianss.. but i mus say.. there de ppl not as scary as i tot they wud b.. they are kinda nice and frenly!! but i lurve kino the best.. hehes.. wib my darling huilee n mengyong n simying n yanwei!! fiona.. hmm.. chiekyeh.. asssiiiiidaaaa(dunno how to spell her name :'( ) den got a few guys too.. hahahaha.. den after nac.. i work at kino.. 5-10.. whaa.. dat blooddyy weiileong dunno how to sweep floor de lehs!!!!!!! *angry at hiim!!!* hehes.. den eat lorr.. hahaha.. k0olss.. i wanna go shopping liaoss.. buyin more clothess.. did i tell u i went to buy clothes wib huillee?? haha.. next, it will be the shoess.. mine spoilt in the bloody rain that SUNDAY!! haha.. but it's alright le.. whahahhahaha.. tata.. buuuaiiss!!

Thursday, September 08, 2005

sighss, dis few days kip doin closing!!! somemore cnt play liaoss.. especially fridae.. goin nac.. whaaa.. qianye tell me there de ppl kinda strict.. must careful abit.. haha.. my 4hourss.. how m i goin to endure it dere!!!! jinming doin tonite.. whahahaha.. must go ask him how was it.. hehes..!! sighsss.. so many ppl having exams liaoss.. dman.. mine is over.. but i still nit to take sub paper.. lame~~ i must realli ask weihong to teach me le..!!! lalalalala.. working tonite ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i wish!! got more more more strawberry shortcake to eat!! haha.. those cream filling ur mouth.. with some at the side.. yummy!!!! n the strawberries!! sweet yet sour.. k0olxx.. i lurve it!! yays!!!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

THE MOST SWAY THING THAT HAPPEN TO ME IN ONE DAE..
CHILDREN SHOULD NOT READ BECAUSE IT CONSITS OF ABUSIVE LANGUAGE.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR FARKING COOPERATION..

1. FARKINGLY DUN NIT TO WORK TODAE.. BUT HAD TO WORK.. FARKING TIRED..
2. WAKE UP WITH A FARKING ACHE OVER THE BODY DUE TO CARRYING TOO MUCH OF THINGS YTD.. THE SECOND TRIP WAS THE HEAVIEST.. SIGHSS.. :'(
3. WAS ALMOST FARKINGLY LATE FOR WORK. HAD GUITAR LESSON.. ACTUALLY I ALREADY PLANNED NOT TO FARKING WORK TODAE CUS OF DAT.. BUT I FARKING NIT TO WORK.. SIGHSS..
4. FARKING RAINING DAMN HEAVY TODAY.. RUN TO MRT STATION. MY SHOE STRAP WAS BROKEN.. AND I WAS FARKING DRENCHED ALL OVER!!
5. MY NEW BAG WAS DRENCHED..
6. FARK MY HANDPHONE.. IT IS SPOILT.. FARKSS..
7. WAD CAN I SAY? I DID SOMETHING RONG AT WORK.. AND JASON ISH ANGRY.. SIGHSS.. SORRY JASON..!!!
8. SIGHSS.. WORK FOR 3HOURS ONLI CUS THEY DUN REALLI NIT PPL.. DEN I ONLY EARNED 15DOLLARS.. IT CANT EVEN MAKE UP FOR MY BROKEN SHOE..
9. FARKING WHEN TO SHOW MY BAG TO THE SECURITY.. AND THE FARKING BAG ZIP CAME OFF.. FARKSS.. SPOILT LORR..!!!!
10. FARKING ALMOST FALL DOWN WHEN WALKING THE STAIRS..
11. FARK THAT GUY HU CLOSED THE DOOR.. KINO BACK DOOR NIAA.. AS IF I NEBER WHEN IN B4 LORR.. CLOSE FOR WAD.. SCARED I C WAD AR!!?? EVEN HUILEE OSO AGREE IT IS DAMN IRRITATING FOR HIM TO DO DAT LORR.. I M WAITIN FOR HER MAHSS!!!
12. FARK LAA.. WE BOUGHT THE FOOD.. AND I KNEW IT WOULD DROP ONTO THE FLOOR.. AND FARKINGLY TRUE.. IT FELL FLAT..
13. THE ONE I TOOK WAS BROKEN.. BUT NOT HUILEE FAULTS.. IS I M FARKIN SWAY TODAE SO WILL HAPPEN SUCH THINGY..
14. FARKING WENT HOME.. AND MY FARKING BODY ACHESS ALOT..
15. TOMORROW HAVE TO WORK AGAIN.. AND I M UNSURE OF HOW TO WORK AT NAC.. THEIR FOOD AND OURS SO DIFFER!!!
16. I HAVE NO BLOODY HANDPHONE TO USE LE.. FARKS..

sighss.. guess u all read liaoss.. tink i very vulgar.. but i m damn angry so i wanna let it off.. writin does make my anger lowered.. but hehe.. okiess.. i m alright.. true.. realli.. i jus hate someone lorr.. hahaha.. hehe.. sighss.. dun try to comfort me.. but can ask me for the story.. i can repeat everything.. felt damn sad lorr.. and i m a failure.. realli.. :'(
yeahss.. bought a bag.. huilee oso!! her bag damn chii0oo.. i liike the butterfly!!! phew.. i wish i had that kind of money to buy so many bags!!! huilee bought 3 bags le.. in total!! wha0s..
den nehss.. i g0nna get my bl00dy pay!!! it is m0re than expected.. sim ying got less.. i more by a few d0llarss niaaa.. hahaha.. my pay ish 199.55.. but i bought a pair of **AH TOOT** specs!! it took away 154 of my pay le.. so i let 45.55 t0 pay my hp bill which ish 44.65.......... s-o-0o0o0- i m left with 90cents.... t0 spent.. blahss~~~~~ i hate bills.. hahahhaa.. but nvm lorrr... n my guzheng cost 1200.. sianss.. nit to pay so0o0o0ooo many things!!!! haha.. but i very happie lehss.. dunno y.. lurve all hu ish readin my blogss..

Friday, September 02, 2005

new blog song.. i love it alot.. taken from initial d.. though i nv hear it b4 in the movie.. (cus i remember gloves to ali , piao yi, yi lu xiang bei and AE86 niaa..)
dis song.. is realli meaningful.. though it is a rap.. but it is abt a guy.. n de ger he loves.. so sweet.. i totally like guys hu sings abt de ger they love.. haiss.. but my fren cant hear the song!! can u all?? if can.. leave me a tag..

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

i have a fren named huilee.. she says something that always make me wonder abt myself and her world.. are we dat different?? she always tell me i m innocent n pure that she dun understand me.. haha.. realli?? but at least she is happie abt dat!! haha..she say i never fail to put a smile on her face and say she wonder wad's my world likke.. even my colleague.. oso fren of huilee told huilee dat i quite naive.. am i?? haha.. dnno.. dey make me sound like a child being in a grown up world.. (^.^) hehe..
i guess dere's always a child in me!!! haha.. my fren always call me childish.. okiess.. dis make me tink of my secondary sk0ol day.. i never fail to jump around.. blahs.. haha.. de day b4 econs.. huilee ask me one thing.. she ask me wad's my rule in life.. as in some rule i set for myself.. haha.. i told her the 1st one she already -_-'
cus i say.. ish to never throw rubbish on the ground!! cant litter!! haha.. n never to waste food.. whahahhaa.. jessica noe dis.. she always ssay me everytime pick up de food i drop on the floor n eat.. hahahaha.. aiyaa.. wastage is not good lorr.. nt i glutton.. but tink of those that cnt eat.. u should count ur blessings.. hahah.. i make sure when i row up.. i will provide food to may ppl as possible!!! my dream : to go around the world and help the needy.. be with the poor.. teach the uneducated.. strave wib the stravings ppl.. i wan dat.. i truly do.. but......... i m a useless fo0l.. dat has f0olish dreams..
den she say.. notthese lahs... ish wad u tink ish impt to u towards ppl.. den i say ish to keep quiet..
i say silence is g0lden.. this meanss.. when u har ppl tok bad abt ppl.. u should not add on too much.. keep quiet.. (unless is gossipiin wib my best fren, gladi!!!!!!! abt u noe hu n hu.. whahahahahaha.. or to yolanda n jjessica!!) hahaha.. not to say bad things laa.. dat's it.. but i lways tok to gladi de ish not gossip.. ish concern for her.. i realli dun wan her to go the wrong way.. she must study laaaa.. sighsss.. y cant humans be more simple..
mayb becus i had seen more in life?? but impossible.. i m still a child.. a 16 year old underage ger..
curious abt everthin in the world.. sighsss..
but i jus noe.. i m beinging to love huilee.. although ppl dun like her.. buti do.. she ish not dat bad.. u just nit to accept a person lorrr.. hahaha.. but i tell u.. in my heart.. i will never forget the 6 people in my life.. gladi, yolanda, jessica, ling, ting, jia.. whahahahahahahaha.. but i guess.. they already forgot the past.. n will never go n touch that memory ever again.. :'(

Friday, August 26, 2005

it is now 4.50am in the morning..
i M feeling very terrible..
i just took the bitter medicine and..
i feel like pujing everything out..
omg..
i realli hate being sick..
i need sleep..
my eyes are swollen and i couldn't realli open them..
i am drinking lots of water now..
amd i c things with double image..
oh, god.. help me..
i need my sleep as i am working tonite from 5 - 10..
i need my sleep...

Thursday, August 25, 2005

gl0ves t0 ali..
whew.. i lurve dis song.. any1 g0t any m0re s0ngs..? haha.. btw.. jus wanna add.. t0dae.. i almost cry after walkin out of the exam hall.. actualli.. did wanna cry.. sighss.. n i realised.. all my frens are so busy.. that they ignore me calls.. haiss........... do i or do i not have true frens??

i gonnaa kiill myself..

siighss.. ii just fiinish my examss.. got siick todae.. den do econs.. farrrrkkkkkkksssss laaaa!! i nv bring my calculator into the exam hall.. den i couldnt do.. i do metal calculation.. den do until pek chek.. so i left the examination hall damn early.. btw.. i nv do stats.. got mc.. todae sick oso got mc.. but den.. haiyo.. y i go?? stupid me.. sighss.. go home lorr.. sighsss... i could do all the questions de lorr.. it was damn easy lorr.. all i noe de answer de.. but i jus forgot to bring calculator n waste alot of time.. sighss.. retakin econs liaoss laa.. farkers... omg.. i realli hate myself.. n hate skool.. i aint goin to the bbq too.. i rather slack.. i aint close wib dem.. if i can trust ppl in class.. i guess there's onlii weiihong n huiilee.. no1 else..
____**trust n0 one..]]
btw.. junwei reads my blog.. i kinda surprised!! haha.. he ar.. havin exams soon.. good luck.. oso good luck to loiii.. haha.. oso at tp.. dia0ss..
GOOD LUCK TO JENHAN FOR HIS EXAMS TOO!!
N JESSICA, YOLANDA, HUEVER TAKIN N LEVEL EXCEPT IDIOT matt..
sighsss... i guess.. i miisss 4e n 3f.. do u? do u realli do??
haha.. n i miss the 7/8 gers.. if u wan to include ruhui.. whahahahhaa.. sighss..
g0tta go.. buaisss!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

wad can i write?
about my life?
sighss.. took my powerpoint test with huilee.. kinda interesting.. den both of us keep talking abt the things we saw online.. cant wait for holidays so i can go shopping!! i nit clothess.. lots and lots of dem.. whahaha..
i miis gladi..
she received my item!! i am so glad.. phew!! tot it got lost or wad.. haha.. but i bought another thingy for her and jessica.. hahaha.. hengs ar!!! she liike it.. alot.. i supposed.. whahaha..
gladi got A for book keeping!! yayss!! so kool!! hehes..
matty..
fark u!! smoke wad smoke.. smoke till the heck of u.. smoke till u die.. smoke till no one will ever care.. wad the heck.. dun smoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna kill u dis saturday.. u are a dying man!! but i support u in ur dj academy.. it is a good head start for uu.. i will b ur no 1 fan forever... provided that DIS DJ DUN SMOKE!! okies? haha..
loi.. haha.. dun like sandra liaos ar?? whaaa... weeee!!
jenjen.. hmm.. taking grade 6 the wad ar.. theory!!!!!!!!!!!! jia you worss.. mus do damn well in guitar cus i realli like to c u play.. sturm.. n especially marriage d'amour.. that's the best of all.. i lurve it!!! hehes.. n jia you in upcoming exams.. dun let me down!! yayss!! hehes.. jenjen jai you!!! go!!
ME.. wha liew.. met the director of our company while workin.. me so heng siaa.. kaoss.. i so scared for 3 hrs sia... haha.. getting pay soon.. about 150 bahss.. whaa.. so little!! but nvm!! next month workin many many liaoss.. hehes.. i lurve money!! haha..
hey.. i bought the earring, i tink it came liaosss.. gotta check mailbox!! whaa!! can wear niice niice thingy liaoss.. hehes.. so happy!!! n buy bracelet oso!! yeahss!!! happy happy!! can shop is my liife!!