sighss.. i did damn badly for my econs pressentation.. i hate myself.. feel like so out of de class.. i tink every1 hates me.. i hates sk0ol.. missin 4e now.. sighs..
den.. do marketing lorr.. kinda not enthu abt it.. but for ews.. phew.. luckily i still hav some hope.. hahaha.. exams comin le.. major exams.. carry 60% lehss.. but i more lookin forward to the 13aug meeting thingy.. whahahaha.. dat's much nicer.. can c 4E lehsssss... so happiee..!! den i think i will flunked my exams but den again.. hu cares?? haha..
den.. went to buy pants for my workin day.. 30dollars lehss.. jen say it is an investment be4 workin.. so not worth it.. diaoss.. i kinda agree no more.. so exp!! i mean, other ish cheap but ugly.. tis is better lookin.. hahaha.. i tink i wearin as formal wear too.. cus it is black mahs.. haha.. black den wear W.I.B woman in black liaos, for my marketing proj. sighs.. spent abt 60 todae.. tml mus spent abt 50 or more for my blazer.. i wonder whr to get cheap blazers? haha.. i ask huilee tml bahss.. tata.. gonna go play my neopets n tok to my daling, gladi!! hehes.. missin 4e 4ever..

fridae.. - do proj.. went to concert.. haiss.. janis dey all buy formal wear for me le..

sat - went out wib huirong dey all den buy formal wear.. whaa.. i like 2 of it.. one ish black top.. de other ish white but wib stripes.. wha.. i wear like dat damn nice lehss.. i like! but too bad.. my grp members already buy the formal wear for me le.. damnss.. if i can.. i wanna buy the black black de.. hahah.. yeahs.. den go eat lorr.. den no more..

i miss gladi..

i miissiin gladi..
miissing jessica..
i have been missing alot in life..
i wanna run..
run back to the past..
i dun wan memoriess...
i wan reality..
i do not want to be left out..
i do not want to be alone..
this illustrated world..
is always changing..
but i m still the one..
holding on to yesterdaes..

im falling.. falling in love.. with uu..

i must be crazy.. i m falling in love..
but not with a person..
but with a blog..
lameer me... i m realli goin bonkers.. haha..
i glance into this blog unknowingly.. thinking it was another normal blog..
however.. upon stepping in..
i was landed into another world..
a world full with depression.. a world that doesn't seems to have hope in it..
ii.. aint noe him.. but ii feel exactly de way he felt..
his usage of english ish so powerful that i realli gave my heart all out to the blogger..
i wonder wad makes him so sad.. wad makes him wanna run away.. wad makes him cry.. wad makes him feel so frenless..
desperately wanna noe the answer..
anyways.. no matter wad.. im falling in love with that english of his.. that powerful languge he used.. the language i was once good at..

INITIAL D

okiess.. todae go tampines watch it.. wha.. dat show realli damn niice.. haha.. even jenjen oso sae niice.. den jenjen buy me a headband.. niice niice worss.. hehes.. make me look so cute.. hahaha.. buay tahan me laa..
tata.. go slp le!!! btw, me wanna change my guitar the string.. jenjen.. help me find worss..

nth much.. jus took back all papers.. got no fail but did badly.. sighs..
den hp bill 299.61
as expected..
okiess..
todae.. i stumbled across a blog.. i dunno.. but it ish very depressing, it show wad i wanted to show initially.. it ish fill with a sense of -wanna-get-awayy- from diis illusionary world.. wanna-be-alone in the dark side of the world.. juss liike my previous blogskin..
i realli m tempted..
thus i left a note.. a note abt the blogger doin de right thing.. yeahss..truly feel like a faker in dis world now..