Unplan Suprises

It was my birthday last week. I feel kind of old already. Like 22 years of my life has passed by just like this. Hahas.

Anyways, I had my company annual D&D last week too, a day after my birthday. I like RWS :) It's very fun!! :)

And on the same day, I got a result from my application. We got a q number ^_^ I'm so elated to know that!! Yays, double yays~!

I just hope everything goes fine with all the planning and of course, my examinations. Money is the biggest issue now, I hope we don't quarrel cause of money. Sighs! Now I understand my parents' problems.

Anyways, I'm at home now because my mum fall ill.. She keeps vomitting and vomitting for the entire night. I suspect it is due to food poisoning. My sister cooked a pot of maggiee mee the other day and it smells like detergent.

Nonetheless, I finished it all off! But my mum only had a few bites. I guess the older people goes, the weaker their immune systems are. I just feel unwell and want to vomit but shrugged it off and went to sleep. My mum had the more serious symptoms - vomitting, headache, sleepless.

I shall let her sleep now, going to wake her up soon to bring her to the doctor's. Ciao! Btw, if you see right --> you will see a FB like page for Sparky *my pet dog* Do remember to like and check out his videos and photos! Thanks! :)

Blogging!

I realized everytime I blog, it's near the end of my exams! Haha.

What a coincident! :) Previ0usly, was talking about my new workplace. Omg! I don't regret moving cause I learnt alot here. And when I made mistakes, I found solutions on my own! *Some grave mistakes I did just recently =X*

Btw, heard from my ex-colleague the girl that took over my position in the other company left. I mean, why? Guess people are always looking for greener pastures. Though I would love to get additional $, but I think I would prefer to gain experiences first :)

Anyways, today I was having my accounts paper and I screwed it big time. Like, I can say overconfidence kill me! Haha, I thought my accounts was good enough, but, it wasn't! It's because I didn't practise enough. Oh my, what is done is done. I just pray for a pass will do :)

Btw, I did my passport yesterday, I hope it would be approved asap! Bambam and his friends are going Malaysia and I so wanna tag along! ICA, please make it approved by Wednesday, okok? :)

Gah, it's time for me to study hrm for tomorrow's last paper. After tomorrow, I will be a free girl! And not to mention, my family is celebrating my birthday tomorrow. Bambam celebrating it with me on Sunday @ Kushinbo! So sweet :) I love all my family and friends around me. I'm blessed :)

EXAMs OVER

Phews, I'm so glad that my exams are over. I'm awaiting now for my results to be out on 28 June 2010.

Let's all pray for good news >.< Yikes.

Anyways, with a change of job, I became much poorer, I just realized that I've been financially controlling my finances since Jan 2010 and up till May 2010, I lost count and overspend.

So much for getting a cashbook and controlling finances. Haha, it backfired. Actually, it did not, it's just that I became lazy to write every single detail of what I spend so I overspend in the end.

I'll begin recording my finances again, I must keep to it. :)

Days have been kinda messy. Realized Jessica was lying to us alot of times. And that's so dumb of her to say different things to different people but these different people know each other.

Because, eventually, the different people will talk and realized you said different things to them and your lies will be exposed. So, don't lie, isn't that simple?

Maybe she hasn't grown up that's why.

Anyways, I'm thinking of how to grow my investment portfolio and earn more money, begin to look at stocks again. Haha, better stop better stop. Sighs.

Mr. Bambam is going to Brunei, I feel kinda sad and sians. And my weight is still the same.
I'm going off for some simple exercises. BYEs~

I'm glad I left

There's so much happenings these few months.

I left that idiotic place already, was intially kind of dejected because I love the people there. But then, I found out it's not the same kind of feelings people have for me.

They like me, but they will move on. So why can't I?

Psst, do you know. That actually, I know how much they're offering the next person who is going to take over my place, and it's $2k+.

The moment I knew of these news, I was really disappointed in myself. Like why can't I make it? Why am I being offered lower for the same position? *Btw, I knew this before leavig the company but I still held my head high and do all the jobs right (I think I did all right)*

Then, I knew of that they're hiring 2 HR asst instead of 1. :)

I guess I can only self-praise myself. Because there's 2 to replace 1. Haha :)
Maybe I'm really a pro, lol *Pardon me, I'm trying to find all sorts of excuses to make myself seems more worthy :)*

Anyways, my new job, same pay, same job but different working hours. I get to leave office earlier by 1 hour. And 1 hour means alot. It meant that I can reached home before the sky falls dark, and it's a lovely feeling, I get to laze around in my sofa and watching the TV programmes.

Lovely, isn't it?

Better still, I can get to catch up with my friends.

Anyways, these few months, keep having outings with Lingy they all. I <3 them lots man! It's like long-lost friends found.

I mean, yeah, since secondary school, after the clique disperse, this is like heaven again.

I wish things will stay the same, ok?

Anyways, I realized people aged fast. It's like yesterdays since we were young and keep going out and now, we're talking about properties and weddings. Haha, like how time flies.

Really, we should cherish each and every second we have so that we can make the most out of it. If there're any anger or disputes, let bygones be bygones. It's harder to find good friends that stay for long.

So what if someone had backstabbed or badmouthed you once?
So what if they jepordize your life?
So what if they make you sad / angry at yourself or them?

It's up to us to stay happy, and we can, we shall, without worrying about them.

I finally learn, the power of happiness.

My degree is a worthless piece of paper

I'm feeling so fucked up now. Mood super bad and feeling is damn down.

Just 1 day ago, someone ask me why study in UniSIM, it's not even recognised and etc. Useless university, prospect good mehs?

I find lots of excuses to tell them that it's not the degree that matter the most, work experience and relationship with people also matters etc etc.

It made me so fed up.

Then today, my dearest bambam told me that his army mate say my degree is worth only a diploma, how should my feeling be?

WTH, I am putting in so much effort into this degree and everyone telling me this is worth nothing, what for should I put my heart into it?

Aiya, is all my fault, I choose the cheap university because I want to save money on education mah. So if I take a worthless piece of shit, is because I want save money.

For fuck la. Nabei. Chao chee bye.

admin vs manager

As an admin (junior) position in a company, a person will always be looked down upon; no one will bother about her. Who cares about an admin anyways? She can be replaced anytime after all.

When I chased documents from them, they feel damn frustrated and give the “WHY THE HECK ARE U COMING AFTER ME AGAIN AND AGAIN?” kind of look. Gah, like I’m so interested in you and your forgetfulness. It’s not by my rules that I need those documents; it’s by the company’s policies. I’m not so damn free to go after you. Who wants to see you anyways? Don’t be too full of yourself.

When I scheduled for interviews, someone don’t even bother to do the interview because they are too busy, not free, and such miscellaneous events doesn’t even count into their daily lives. So, why am I working my butt off to get people in?

Then, when suddenly, their team member give a referral, it is a must for the candidate to come down. Don’t even need to bother me about this cause they can just come and go as they want. Yeah, I’ve rejected so many employees’ referrals that come down because we always need to schedule for a better time (when there’s available slots). How can I be so unfair and accept that particular referral just because it’s YOUR team member?

Yeah yeah yeah, and when I said that it’s not the first time you do such thing, you argue back. Come on, please do your math about what you did. You never take my interviews at least 3 times before, you randomly just asked a person down for interviews without any scheduling for the 1st time and then lastly, you threatened me to tell my supervisor about this (never schedule interviews before asking the person come down) and ask her to come and talk to you. You should have the decency to educate your own people about what is the correct way to give a referral, I’m not your maid to help you educate, go figure?

“Go and tell *her* lah, get her to talk to me lor!”

BIG FUCK?

Go hell lah, chao ke lan jiao kia! Speaking to you is so degrading on my part already. Just because you are holding a managerial role, you are big shot, right? I can’t help but feeling so dejected and hate this working environment. Why did I even decide to stay? Sighs, let go let go. Sabrina, it’s time to let go. 1 year is enough already.

BYE!

I'm Sorry

I really don’t get it, what I said is wrong? I hate being straight-forward, but why can’t you think of your own first. I'm sorry for all that I have said but if what I have said really hurts you and you have decided that you don’t want me as a friend anymore, I’ll accept it.

Thanks for all these years of friendships (8 years) and I hope you will be happy living life as you would like to now.

Byebye~

Not very happy

Argh, so angry mans! Not really angry la but is just the not very HAPPY type of mood. *BU SHUANG*

Just now, pretty girl come and ask “where’s Fiona?” So I tell her “Fiona’s not around, you looking for her for?”

She give me a *aiya, tell you also no use* type of look and say “It’s regarding my account; I have not received anything yet.”

Me gives a *oh, easy case lah, I know what to do* type of look and say “What’s your name? I help you check.”

She say “Oh, just now Lee Eng help me check Horgan already liao, don’t have at all.”

Me *scolding TMDCCB, of cus I know don’t have la, if not I check what sai for you* says “I’m checking with account services, the people who are suppose your account, not Horgan.”

She “Oh, my name is *spell out in full for me*” Me, “Okays.”

- goes on and call Ms. XXX from A/C opening to check what the hell happened –



This makes me feel so useless sia, I’m also in the same department but everytime, everyone assumes that I know nothing and don’t know what to do. Haiss, no one takes note of my existence de sia. I’m a useless fuck, don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do.

Just went out yesterday

I went to my university orientation, was extremely excited about starting school again! Haha. There's like so many things to take note, and I'm tempted to buy a desktop ($999) for myself, should I?

After that, went to AMK and wait for Bambam. At night, went to his brother house to cut cake for Weifeng's bday. He keeps talking about my size, sighs, I'm really lazy, I suppose. After that, went out with Bambam and his army mates for a dinner @ Hougang.

The fish is like not-so-nice at all, but the lamb chop was lovely, nice nice! Then, after that, we fetch his army mate (Thomas) and his wife home and follow Ferguson (the other army mate) to Lakeside. *Wooo, like Seng Kang to Lakeside, is like almost 40min ride sia!*

We also asked Wilson along for supper dessert. Haha.

The chomp chomp beancurd like not so nice, more like jelly flavored. =X Hahas. Anyways, after that, went home and sleep. Oh! I bought a basic handphone for him as his current one is extremely old and spoilt already. I hope he loves it <3

Anyways, I saw this Jill Stuart mix blush compact, it's something I looking for quite some time, don't know should I buy anots! Argh, it costs like $80 lor, wah kaos! And I don't put make up often, I just like it cause is pretty.

Sighs, agony of a girl.

From Oct - Nov

I'm back! Yeah, never blogged quite long.

Alot things happened during this time:-

Oct

- cook a fabulous meal for my dear~

- went for jessica bday and somehow, got closer to Lingy + Qiuting (it's like back in school days again)

- manicure + pedicure addict

Nov

- rebonded my hair, after so much hesitation and searching online for good home based saloon. I finally did it! HAHAs :)

- did my first waxing @ a home based saloon in punggol, damn clean! I'm addicted to waxing!

- steamboat with my friends @ yuki yaki

- celebrated my 21st Birthday! not very enjoyable throughout but it's nice with the mahjongs + phototaking sessions with my friends

- steamboat again with my friends + dear @ sukiyaki

- got my first branded watch from my godfather / godmother (my aunt) and my first branded pouch from my colleagues and all the very lovely presents from my colleagues and friends! :)