i have a fren named huilee.. she says something that always make me wonder abt myself and her world.. are we dat different?? she always tell me i m innocent n pure that she dun understand me.. haha.. realli?? but at least she is happie abt dat!! haha..she say i never fail to put a smile on her face and say she wonder wad's my world likke.. even my colleague.. oso fren of huilee told huilee dat i quite naive.. am i?? haha.. dnno.. dey make me sound like a child being in a grown up world.. (^.^) hehe..
i guess dere's always a child in me!!! haha.. my fren always call me childish.. okiess.. dis make me tink of my secondary sk0ol day.. i never fail to jump around.. blahs.. haha.. de day b4 econs.. huilee ask me one thing.. she ask me wad's my rule in life.. as in some rule i set for myself.. haha.. i told her the 1st one she already -_-'
cus i say.. ish to never throw rubbish on the ground!! cant litter!! haha.. n never to waste food.. whahahhaa.. jessica noe dis.. she always ssay me everytime pick up de food i drop on the floor n eat.. hahahaha.. aiyaa.. wastage is not good lorr.. nt i glutton.. but tink of those that cnt eat.. u should count ur blessings.. hahah.. i make sure when i row up.. i will provide food to may ppl as possible!!! my dream : to go around the world and help the needy.. be with the poor.. teach the uneducated.. strave wib the stravings ppl.. i wan dat.. i truly do.. but......... i m a useless fo0l.. dat has f0olish dreams..
den she say.. notthese lahs... ish wad u tink ish impt to u towards ppl.. den i say ish to keep quiet..
i say silence is g0lden.. this meanss.. when u har ppl tok bad abt ppl.. u should not add on too much.. keep quiet.. (unless is gossipiin wib my best fren, gladi!!!!!!! abt u noe hu n hu.. whahahahahaha.. or to yolanda n jjessica!!) hahaha.. not to say bad things laa.. dat's it.. but i lways tok to gladi de ish not gossip.. ish concern for her.. i realli dun wan her to go the wrong way.. she must study laaaa.. sighsss.. y cant humans be more simple..
mayb becus i had seen more in life?? but impossible.. i m still a child.. a 16 year old underage ger..
curious abt everthin in the world.. sighsss..
but i jus noe.. i m beinging to love huilee.. although ppl dun like her.. buti do.. she ish not dat bad.. u just nit to accept a person lorrr.. hahaha.. but i tell u.. in my heart.. i will never forget the 6 people in my life.. gladi, yolanda, jessica, ling, ting, jia.. whahahahahahahaha.. but i guess.. they already forgot the past.. n will never go n touch that memory ever again.. :'(

it is now 4.50am in the morning..
i M feeling very terrible..
i just took the bitter medicine and..
i feel like pujing everything out..
omg..
i realli hate being sick..
i need sleep..
my eyes are swollen and i couldn't realli open them..
i am drinking lots of water now..
amd i c things with double image..
oh, god.. help me..
i need my sleep as i am working tonite from 5 - 10..
i need my sleep...

gl0ves t0 ali..
whew.. i lurve dis song.. any1 g0t any m0re s0ngs..? haha.. btw.. jus wanna add.. t0dae.. i almost cry after walkin out of the exam hall.. actualli.. did wanna cry.. sighss.. n i realised.. all my frens are so busy.. that they ignore me calls.. haiss........... do i or do i not have true frens??

i gonnaa kiill myself..

siighss.. ii just fiinish my examss.. got siick todae.. den do econs.. farrrrkkkkkkksssss laaaa!! i nv bring my calculator into the exam hall.. den i couldnt do.. i do metal calculation.. den do until pek chek.. so i left the examination hall damn early.. btw.. i nv do stats.. got mc.. todae sick oso got mc.. but den.. haiyo.. y i go?? stupid me.. sighss.. go home lorr.. sighsss... i could do all the questions de lorr.. it was damn easy lorr.. all i noe de answer de.. but i jus forgot to bring calculator n waste alot of time.. sighss.. retakin econs liaoss laa.. farkers... omg.. i realli hate myself.. n hate skool.. i aint goin to the bbq too.. i rather slack.. i aint close wib dem.. if i can trust ppl in class.. i guess there's onlii weiihong n huiilee.. no1 else..
____**trust n0 one..]]
btw.. junwei reads my blog.. i kinda surprised!! haha.. he ar.. havin exams soon.. good luck.. oso good luck to loiii.. haha.. oso at tp.. dia0ss..
GOOD LUCK TO JENHAN FOR HIS EXAMS TOO!!
N JESSICA, YOLANDA, HUEVER TAKIN N LEVEL EXCEPT IDIOT matt..
sighsss... i guess.. i miisss 4e n 3f.. do u? do u realli do??
haha.. n i miss the 7/8 gers.. if u wan to include ruhui.. whahahahhaa.. sighss..
g0tta go.. buaisss!!

wad can i write?
about my life?
sighss.. took my powerpoint test with huilee.. kinda interesting.. den both of us keep talking abt the things we saw online.. cant wait for holidays so i can go shopping!! i nit clothess.. lots and lots of dem.. whahaha..
i miis gladi..
she received my item!! i am so glad.. phew!! tot it got lost or wad.. haha.. but i bought another thingy for her and jessica.. hahaha.. hengs ar!!! she liike it.. alot.. i supposed.. whahaha..
gladi got A for book keeping!! yayss!! so kool!! hehes..
matty..
fark u!! smoke wad smoke.. smoke till the heck of u.. smoke till u die.. smoke till no one will ever care.. wad the heck.. dun smoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna kill u dis saturday.. u are a dying man!! but i support u in ur dj academy.. it is a good head start for uu.. i will b ur no 1 fan forever... provided that DIS DJ DUN SMOKE!! okies? haha..
loi.. haha.. dun like sandra liaos ar?? whaaa... weeee!!
jenjen.. hmm.. taking grade 6 the wad ar.. theory!!!!!!!!!!!! jia you worss.. mus do damn well in guitar cus i realli like to c u play.. sturm.. n especially marriage d'amour.. that's the best of all.. i lurve it!!! hehes.. n jia you in upcoming exams.. dun let me down!! yayss!! hehes.. jenjen jai you!!! go!!
ME.. wha liew.. met the director of our company while workin.. me so heng siaa.. kaoss.. i so scared for 3 hrs sia... haha.. getting pay soon.. about 150 bahss.. whaa.. so little!! but nvm!! next month workin many many liaoss.. hehes.. i lurve money!! haha..
hey.. i bought the earring, i tink it came liaosss.. gotta check mailbox!! whaa!! can wear niice niice thingy liaoss.. hehes.. so happy!!! n buy bracelet oso!! yeahss!!! happy happy!! can shop is my liife!!

sighss.. i guess some1 do cares for me after all.. geez.. i am really kinda touched by wad hs told me abt u.. thx.. i supposed.. i guess i will try my best and work damn hard.. i will.. and i certainly will..

The Moon

The Moon

I reminisce upon the moon

The times that were unforgettable

And I still reminisce upon the moon..

Vivid as always

The memories that stayed..

Like an old film,

The images started to play..

Silent laughter was heard

As the moon shares my recollections..

The thought of the bygones

Brings comfort to my sorrow heart..

And I reminisce upon the moon..

Telling all my miseries..

The moon gently listens

And the stars eavesdrop

At the nearby lake..

*lake = milky way

*reminsce = tell about the past

okiess.. i m being stupid and lame.. jus tot of my past.. suddenly.. haisss.. believe me.. u can read dis in 3 different ways.. i bet gladi will noe how.. haha.. pm me if u noe how to read it!! or leave a stupid tag.. hehe..

well..
2dae we went MRS LEE hse for 4E gatherin!!!! wh0aa hoo0!!! hehehess..
damn exciteed and elated to tell every1 wad happen.. okiess.. somethin happen at my hse... i cook the food.. was like.. nuggets still okiess.. french fries were dead meat.. hahaha.. ask jen to pretend he cook everything!! hahahahha.. wad a bad child i am.. makin ppl admit things he nv did.. hahaha..
den go mrs lee hse lorr.. whaa.. i wear skirt n the tee.. i bought a few daes ago.. haha..
den go lorr.. mit gladi.. hehes..
we go lee hse.. eat pizza and alot laa..
den we watch AP.. hahahha.. niice show!!! CLIMAX de best siaa... whahahahahaa.. stupid idiots are we..
den took picss and so on.. haha.. posted a few on top.. yeahs!! sianss.. den went home lorr..
i goin AUSSINO to buy a set of cute towels!! hehes.. whaa.. btw, gotta noe tingting got stead and lydia too!! whew!!! so k0olss..!! my gladi oso got.. whaaa!!! hahaha.. niice gathering!! wanna have more!! yeahs!!! i lurveee 4E and de baby inside MRS LEE and MRS LEE!!!! hehes..

well.. 2dae work.. eat mint chocolate cake n carrot cake n scoon.. hmm.. carrot cake not bad.. me sis like.. haha..
den nehss.. 2dae go home at 9.45 lorr.. late le worss.. haha.. my contact lens spoilt.. de left one.. den i cant c whr i m goin.. sighss.. diaoss.. so sway of me..
tml mitin 4e liaoss.. kinda happie lehss.. hehes.. den stanley ask me go watch the maid.. diaoss... i dis month already broke.. de pink ba.. hmm.. okies liaoss la.. not dat angry over it liaoss.. den i received my blue bracelet..
damn chiio lorr.. chiio chiio de!! kaoss.. n onli 1dollar.. cheaper den that bag lorr.. haha.. take it as i spend more for ugly.. spend less for pretty.. haha..
sianss.. todae took alot pic of myself.. show u one.. dun laugh at me horss!! i noe i too bo liaoss.. should study instead.. tata!! above is my piic!! hahaha..

skipping sk0ol

been skipping skool this week.. onlii diss week.. i monday had sore thoart n flu n blah.. den de doc give me so many medicine make me more sick..
tues ish national day..
wed, went to skool. onlii attend mk lect.. diaoss.. den huilee n me skip mk tut and poa n i skiip english enrichment.. diaoss.. cus.. i mus do my report asap mahss..
thurss.. late for skool.. den ask huilee tell ms gael that i will be late.. she say i got stomach ache.. den abt to go skooll de time.. i realli stomach ache.. den i 11 den go.. but gael say dun nit cum liaoss.. diaoss..
fridae.. okiess.. having this diarrhoea for days.. help me stop it!! (attention : i onli ate a few leftover nite food.. why got diss!!!) wonder how am i goin to go to work later..... sighss.. shouldn't eat dat much.. or skip too many meals.. hahahaha..

farks.. i bought this bag online.. it was supposed to be.. PINK but it turn out BLACK-PINK.. OMG.. it is sooooooooooooo terribly ugly.. gonna cry at the sight of it.. but then again, i tot.. the owner didn't want it.. thus selling it at 10buckss.. which is quite expensive for an UGLY bag.. den.. i bought it.. must be fate.. to punish me.. hahhaa.. for always buyin things..
this bag belongs to me..
and i dun wan ppl to call it ugly.. so i decided to make the bag i had bought into something beautiful again!! gonna buy some fabric colouring to colour it back to PINK.. yeahs!! gonna lurve it forever.. no matter how ugly/nice it is.. never judge a book by its cover..

dancing to your tune of guitar..

picking up that instrument,
you laid your delicate hands on it.
you bagan to play,
the dearest song i had ever heard.
unfamiliar as it is,
the song began to make me wonder.
wonder about you and me.
as it gradually came to the climax,
i danced to the tune.
the tune of your music.

dia0ss.. so long no post liaos.. now tinkin abt marriage d'amour.. hmm.. wonder when can i learn to play that particular song.. initially.. i told him it totally sux.. now i dunno y but everydae i hear him play.. i began to like the song as it is.. damnss him laa.. haha.. make me fall in lurve wib another classical song.. haha.. better start playin pop songs or i will go crazy.. hehes.. lalalalalalalalalalala.. oopss.. hummin to marriage d'amour again!! arghss!! off the music 1st.. haha.. but realli damn niice lehss.. ask teacher teach me one dae.. hehe.. btw, found marriage d'amour tabs online.. haha.. can learn le.. but he will nv allow me to learn.. cus ish tab.. i cnt kip relyin on tabs.. mus learn to read notes.. he will say.. aiya.. cher wun scold me de lorr.. onli scold him if he read tabs.. hahahaha.. yayss!! now go n learn.. tata..

y0u're the perfect reas0n..
f0r a imperfect pers0n liike me..
t0 change f0r uu..
i never meant t0 say w0rds t0 hurt uu..
i onlii want uu t0 n0e..
i've yet n0e an0ther hu will
give me a chance like
u always did..