My precious bambam got out of camp only last night 10.30pm.
He was outfield for 5 days last week. DIdn't spoke to him for 5 days. OMG, seriousness~ Missing him. Last night went out with his bunk mates and had supper at RK house.
Hmm, been there with relatives before already.
He had maggie goreng. I had only one cup of tea. Don't feel like having supper so late (1.30am). OMG.
Reach home about 3.15am, slept like a pig till 9am-10am.
Went his house at about 12pm, watch tv and see him play mahjong via viwawa. Abit dumb =X Hahaha.
Den ate dinner at his house (Maggie Mee).
AND only these 2 days, I gained back the weight that I intially lost. WTH! I swear man, I'm not going to skip my exercise routine and will eat less.
Tomorrow Lynn is on leave, only Fiona and me around.
I think I better do the payroll consol for Junior and concentrate on creating the EHF + bank a/c for the newbies.
I hope I can get my pay this week! ^_^
Anyways, he's going POP soon. I'm taking leave for those dates + my birthday! Happy~~
I pray hard nothing's bad gonna happen.
Anyways, Guanyin really very zhun. The other day, I couldn't find an important document and was on the verge of crying already (cause it will be a very very big mistake if I misplace the documents). So I keep praying hard in my mind to Guanyin that I have to find the documents out.
About a few hours later, I did a search again and really found it. (Kinda weird cause I search almost everywhere for it already).
Anyways, I thank with all my heart to the religion I believe in. Although I know Buddhism isn't about getting wishes fulfilled but I'm just glad :)
As I penned down these words, I'm also missing somebody. (Mr. Bambam)
I don't know why but it is going to be a long week for me this week. Mr. Bambam, you have to be strong. So do I.
好想你喔～ 真想时间过的快一点。。
明白你也和我一样，也想时间过的快一点。
我们要坚强，一定可以过这一端日子的。
我爱你！
Missing someone is extremely tough. It's like knowing he is so near but when you're unable to see him, you feel that the distance is so far apart.
It's like knowing he is thinking of you the same way you think of him, but you can feel tears uncontrollably drop down.
However, when you see him, there's no words to put it through.
It's the hug, the touch and the kiss that will tell those untold miseries that you had faced.
I love you.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
It's the weekend!
我好开心！
Because it’s Friday! I’m so glad and excited! No work for weekend, only relax and relax.
But too much relaxation can just be so bored too =X
I think I will get Bambam to bring me for kite-flying this Sunday before his book-in.
Goodness, 6 days without talking to him at all! OMG! I wonder what exciting events had happened to him in the outfield at Tekong.
These few days at work is kinda busy, busy with interview scheduling, Shenton invoices checking, payroll, e-HR thingy, clean up of referral tracking, interview tracking, assessment taken tracking, p-file scanning and reference checks.
Whoa! So many many things to do, but luckily, it’s slowed down already. Leave updating is taken out of my job scope. Soon, I will have to push everything back to the managers and slowly by slowly, my contract end date is nearing! Whoo Hoo~
12th January 2010, I’m so looking forward to you. It’s time for me to check for any university openings and study my degree. I want to work and study part time. Hopefully, I can get a job in the sales line (where your hard work is paid off via commission!).
Hehe, excited just thinking about it.
Btw, I’ve my own savings now. Not that much but I hope to get more money so that I can concentrate on my studies and maybe get my own house earlier :)
Happy happy.
Anyways, my birthday is nearing! It’s 23rd Nov wors. I will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang, the Garden Bungalow. Still unsure of what theme to do up for my birthday lehs.
OMG, sure going to spend at least 1k on this birthday! Gah! I hate spending money.
Tata, gonna go le. Byes~
Information about Aloha Garden Bungalow
GARDEN BGL 3, 4, 5, 7, 11 & 13
There are six Garden Bungalows.
These single-storey bungalows, surrounded by open field, are fully furnished with a living room set with TV and games table; dining room; air-conditioned bedrooms furnished with beds , wardrobes, dressers, bedside tables and wall fans; toilets/bathrooms with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen.
4 bedrooms, 2 queen size beds, 4 single beds, 4 bedrooms with attached toilet cum bathroom, 1 common toilet cum bathroom.
The suitable group size for day use is 40 persons only. 8 persons only for night use.
Because it’s Friday! I’m so glad and excited! No work for weekend, only relax and relax.
But too much relaxation can just be so bored too =X
I think I will get Bambam to bring me for kite-flying this Sunday before his book-in.
Goodness, 6 days without talking to him at all! OMG! I wonder what exciting events had happened to him in the outfield at Tekong.
These few days at work is kinda busy, busy with interview scheduling, Shenton invoices checking, payroll, e-HR thingy, clean up of referral tracking, interview tracking, assessment taken tracking, p-file scanning and reference checks.
Whoa! So many many things to do, but luckily, it’s slowed down already. Leave updating is taken out of my job scope. Soon, I will have to push everything back to the managers and slowly by slowly, my contract end date is nearing! Whoo Hoo~
12th January 2010, I’m so looking forward to you. It’s time for me to check for any university openings and study my degree. I want to work and study part time. Hopefully, I can get a job in the sales line (where your hard work is paid off via commission!).
Hehe, excited just thinking about it.
Btw, I’ve my own savings now. Not that much but I hope to get more money so that I can concentrate on my studies and maybe get my own house earlier :)
Happy happy.
Anyways, my birthday is nearing! It’s 23rd Nov wors. I will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang, the Garden Bungalow. Still unsure of what theme to do up for my birthday lehs.
OMG, sure going to spend at least 1k on this birthday! Gah! I hate spending money.
Tata, gonna go le. Byes~
Information about Aloha Garden Bungalow
GARDEN BGL 3, 4, 5, 7, 11 & 13
There are six Garden Bungalows.
These single-storey bungalows, surrounded by open field, are fully furnished with a living room set with TV and games table; dining room; air-conditioned bedrooms furnished with beds , wardrobes, dressers, bedside tables and wall fans; toilets/bathrooms with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen.
4 bedrooms, 2 queen size beds, 4 single beds, 4 bedrooms with attached toilet cum bathroom, 1 common toilet cum bathroom.
The suitable group size for day use is 40 persons only. 8 persons only for night use.
Friday, August 07, 2009
Sparky has been very naughty today
Today, Sparky has been very very naughty. I will spank him tonight so that he can never bark at anyone else again.
Sparky today in lift, one old man inside ask me he how old. He’s 4 years old. He never barks at old man. The old man is good person. The old man is a friendly person, Sparky knows.
The 3rd floor, the auntie came in. The auntie is my neighbour but I never greet her. I don’t like to greet anyone because I think call people Auntie sounds too old and I don’t even know them well.
Not sure why though but Sparky suddenly bark and want to pounce on the Auntie. It was a good thing that I was grabbing the leash very tightly. I squat down, cornered Sparky and pat Sparky to make him calm down so that he will not bark.
I’ve reached the floor, the Auntie is my neighbour, she goes out of the lift same time as me.
The Auntie began screaming at the top of her lungs. The Auntie began shouting. I stayed at my house, I feed Sparky. I am extremely angry. I am not a rude girl, I want to say sorry, I don’t want them to take Sparky away.
The Auntie tell the other neighbours that Sparky will bite, Sparky is a bad dog, I am a bad girl, I have no manners, my name is Sabrina, I am a bad girl, I am extremely rude, I don’t have any manners, I don’t know how to say sorry, she is scared of dogs, Sparky bark her, I have no manners, nobody teach me.
I hear these words clearly. My anger turns to fear. I ran out without my shoes, I say, Auntie, I am sorry. I cannot say sorry just now because I need to pat Sparky so that he will not bark again. I am sorry sorry sorry.
The Auntie still continue to scream, I ran back to my house. Daddy went out. I don’t know what did Daddy say. I saw Sparky. I hate him. I beat his buttocks, I hit very very hard, I spank and spank. I vent my anger and fear on him. I kick him. I hate him.
Sparky ran all the way to his kennel. Daddy came back and want to pull him out. Sparky growled.
I sat at a corner and I cried. I feel very fearful. I don’t dare to see the Auntie. I hate her, I don’t want to live with neighbours. They are all very very scary people, they want to take my Sparky away.
I feel very very fearful, I am very very scared. I cried all the way to work, I cried when I was working, I cried when I think about going home. I hate to go back to my house. I don’t know what will happen next. I don’t want to see that Auntie. I am scared of her.
Sparky today in lift, one old man inside ask me he how old. He’s 4 years old. He never barks at old man. The old man is good person. The old man is a friendly person, Sparky knows.
The 3rd floor, the auntie came in. The auntie is my neighbour but I never greet her. I don’t like to greet anyone because I think call people Auntie sounds too old and I don’t even know them well.
Not sure why though but Sparky suddenly bark and want to pounce on the Auntie. It was a good thing that I was grabbing the leash very tightly. I squat down, cornered Sparky and pat Sparky to make him calm down so that he will not bark.
I’ve reached the floor, the Auntie is my neighbour, she goes out of the lift same time as me.
The Auntie began screaming at the top of her lungs. The Auntie began shouting. I stayed at my house, I feed Sparky. I am extremely angry. I am not a rude girl, I want to say sorry, I don’t want them to take Sparky away.
The Auntie tell the other neighbours that Sparky will bite, Sparky is a bad dog, I am a bad girl, I have no manners, my name is Sabrina, I am a bad girl, I am extremely rude, I don’t have any manners, I don’t know how to say sorry, she is scared of dogs, Sparky bark her, I have no manners, nobody teach me.
I hear these words clearly. My anger turns to fear. I ran out without my shoes, I say, Auntie, I am sorry. I cannot say sorry just now because I need to pat Sparky so that he will not bark again. I am sorry sorry sorry.
The Auntie still continue to scream, I ran back to my house. Daddy went out. I don’t know what did Daddy say. I saw Sparky. I hate him. I beat his buttocks, I hit very very hard, I spank and spank. I vent my anger and fear on him. I kick him. I hate him.
Sparky ran all the way to his kennel. Daddy came back and want to pull him out. Sparky growled.
I sat at a corner and I cried. I feel very fearful. I don’t dare to see the Auntie. I hate her, I don’t want to live with neighbours. They are all very very scary people, they want to take my Sparky away.
I feel very very fearful, I am very very scared. I cried all the way to work, I cried when I was working, I cried when I think about going home. I hate to go back to my house. I don’t know what will happen next. I don’t want to see that Auntie. I am scared of her.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
I'm tired
I’m so freaking sians. At here, everyday must ensure everyone gets paid duly and on time. However, when it comes to my freaking fucking pay, it always late and never on time. I can never know when can I really get paid which freaking day.
At here, people gets paid additional days cause they are being paid on the 20th of the month. Me? I slog out whole month, want to get that tiny winy pay but I don’t even know when I can get that fucking pay.
At here, there are so many things to do, I start work early, go home late. People come late, go home same time as me. What that heck?
Work also cannot relax.
Super sians, I hate this feeling. Being buried under a lot of workload. Or maybe it’s really my incompetence that I cannot cope. Seriously, I am f useless. Useless thing in this world.
Go and die lah!
At here, people gets paid additional days cause they are being paid on the 20th of the month. Me? I slog out whole month, want to get that tiny winy pay but I don’t even know when I can get that fucking pay.
At here, there are so many things to do, I start work early, go home late. People come late, go home same time as me. What that heck?
Work also cannot relax.
Super sians, I hate this feeling. Being buried under a lot of workload. Or maybe it’s really my incompetence that I cannot cope. Seriously, I am f useless. Useless thing in this world.
Go and die lah!
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