i failed

OMG! i failed my napfa..

haha, as expected.. i know i cant run that stupid 2.4km..
6 rounds the track..
and having non-running shoes, i ended up with BLISTERS..
disgusting things that hurt..
yikes..


anyways, congratz to andy and janis..
^_^
and.. hmm, oh ya.. i scored C or better for all my napfa except the 2.4km..
actually i aimed 15.30min for it, so that it can be a C and a gold medal for me..
but for the last round, it was already 15.20+.. and i knew i cannot make it..
so i walked the last round.. kinda stupid la..
if i continue running, i can get maybe a silver or bronze..
nvm..

i always get cheated my stupidity..

that day i got back my QM results..
i almost can get an A..
but the teacher deprived me of my 1 mark..
when my friends all get the mark, and mine's totally correct la..

i give my book let her see the answers and mine..
she say aiya, cus u write wrong company name..
and i was like HUH? other people never write company name lehs and they get full mark.. i write company name, write wrong no marks?
den i was like, ehh, i cannot be write wrong company name.. CUS IS ONLY TO COPY THE NAME FROM THE PAPER..
so i told her to double check..


she check her own answer sheet..
and say, 'see, it's far east shipyard, not jurong..'
i still very bu fu qi.. i say, 'cher, u take my question paper and see.. it's really jurong lor..'

den she take the test paper..
and her eyes grew wide..
because it was really JURONG SHIPYARD..
den she say, 'nevermind lor, i give u 1/2 mark..'
wth, is 1 mark.. my answers are correct, company name is correct.. and u deprived me of that mark?

*#*&^$284@&^#@&#@
haiss.. always like that..

i am always so sway la..
never mind lor.. get a B nia.. NVM! sabrina, jiayou!

and i got B+ for my HRM resume too!
cool..
i wish i can scored for all my exams..
i'm cutting down on working..
really need to concentrate on my studies..
pray hard..

oh ya, i came across this quote from men's health (dear's mag)
and it's darn meaningful..
it was this quote that makes me wanna run the 2.4km ^_^

it is :

The rain can't stop me
The hills can't stop me
The heat can't stop me
The pain can't stop me
The other athletes can't stop me
Only one thing can

Me.
Who says I can't?

This for the ironman trialthlon Singapore by aviva..
it's very encouraging! i like it alot..

and it's my drive for me to do my best ^_^
Who says I can't?
The more people don't believe in me, i must believe in myself..
JIAYOU to sabrina, coreen too, beeting, huirong, gladi, lingy, yh, js, jan etc!
jiayou bah!

photographs

this is taken using my camera.. haha, no scanner ma.. during mrs lee wedding.. wear alikes with kj ^^, erm, dun tink she remember me now?

just missing those days with her, and the rest... :) memories rox sometimes :)

whoa! me, liyi, gladi! gladi came to my workplace and work lehs.. like so cool la! 3 siao cha bors.. me, hr and her.. haha.. i miss her like duno wad la.. glad to noe she's doing well.. and liyi, always see her in school.. this is taken during sec 4, our final yr in school..
*i look so darn childish, or i still look the same? wonders......*

introducing! me, me, me! whahahaha.. this is during my k2, i graduated lehs! cool ^_^
look at how yellow the picture is.. gosh.. it's been yrs.. i aged.. and i love my parents alot.. my dad told me alot today, about him aching when he works.. i'm sad, i cannot do much for them.. good thing i never take allowance.. or i will feel guilty forever.. i want to earn money to support them fast.. i love my family..

just a random picture of how many neoprints i taken.. this is only 1 page.. i have like 5-6 pages?

was quite shock to see buffet wakame udon inside a rice bowl.. kinda weird.. LOLx..

gin. kami. in changi.. not that nice.. not much ingredients.. like tou gong jian liao like that de food.. yikes..

if u have noticed.. there's a company named handsome entreprise.. LOLx.. my company will be pretty entreprise in future, and only pretty babes can apply for positions.. except the boss who is me, will be ugly.. hahahahaha..

2nd yr anniversay pressie for him.. guess what? those who noe.. shhhhh.. ^_^

*HIM* studying while i take pictures.. LOLx..

LAST PICTURE I TAKEN ON 2006.. was on a bus home at around 11+.. very random..

she must be 2nd month now.. this loveable girl of my best bud.. i wish i can do something for both her and her mum.. i love lingy lots.. and not forgetting the rests..
*i still love my other frens (hr, bt, wee etc).. ^_^*

entrep. project presentation.. sorry my group, i kept working that i let u guys down..
sincerely apologised
i hope to do more project work in future, sorry..

very very random.. only me in the world..

photographs of me and me and me.
sometimes, i feel that i'm a illusion in this world that people can see, hear, feel, touch, but in fact, my heart's not here.
i must be in the heavens above heavens.
just like what my name means.

i wish, that i will reach that heaven soon..

a place where joy exists, and sorrow is extinct
a place where work is done fast and correct, and no one belittles u
a place where everyone is equal, no war, no starvings
a place where kids can roam freely, not afraid of bombs
a place where u and i yearns to be in, but this fantasy seems too far for us to achieve

randomly

well, last nite tell coreen how much i miss her..
and i feel kinda sad..

and she said, 'u are so random..'
-.- coreeeeeeeeeeeen, how can u said that to me?
heart aches. :(


so i decided to post a random post with random pictures and random thoughts of mine..
^_^
this is sucha random blog..
maybe some random people will see it, in a random times of the world..
LOLx :)

anyways, i'm gaining alot of exp in my games, both rpg and dota ^_^

love it..
and i koup jerome's cd to rip, the songs are very nice..
more songs pls? :)

anyways, gonna randomly find some songs for our workplace..
the songs there are like so REPEATED la..
darn.

later will post some random pictures bah.. randomly choosen by me..
random feelings >.< size="1">p.s i dont think anyone comes here anymore..

i miss my ah ma..

sighs.. these few days i totally have no time at all..
i swear, i didnt even have time to breathe..

keep working my life away..
i paid 1k to teacher le.. still owe him another 1.5k.. :(

working my life out man..

i went sakae buffet the other day with x, x, x, x :)
damn fun, love these guy and gals..

^_^
bonding..
den the rest of the days are working.. especially father's day..
full, 10.5hrs, tiring >.<

sad to say, i nv celeb father's day..
in fact, i nv celeb my dad's bday b4..

i'm a bad daughter to him..
i grew up in a family where we dont express our love..
i dont know how to at all

i cant blurt out the words to them or shown concern..
all i ever did was to rebuke them.. and make them worried..

sighs..

and i really miss my grands..

i used to think that my cousins are ridiculous for not visiting my grands during the weekend.. or coming to our bbq-time on special occasions
*i see them during CNY and ah gong's bday only*

but now, i know why..
we are just too busy..
it's really an excuse..

but it's sadly, the truth..
i yearn so much to go and visit them, but even when i could, i just tell myself i'm too tired.. i can go next week..

but i never did..
i'm becoming a bitch that i once hated and thought i wouldnt be..

i wish i have more time.. or i wish i dont even need to study or work..

growing up is part of life's misery..

i hate the thing that i'm grown up now..
i want the child in me back..
*thou my colleagues still say i'm one -.-*

but we will nv be that little cute brat that everyone loves anymore..

Jay Chou - 菊花台 (Ju Hua Tai) MV

Mr. guitar teacher gave me a score! Ju Hua Tai..
I'm so into this song!
BUT, i must learn all my grade songs 1st before proceeding to this.. I DONT WANNA FAIL MA!
HAHA.. enjoy this song, it's graded AAAAAAA by my dear and me ^_^

drawings ^_^

recently, i went to changi to study ma!

den i draw a very cute 'me'

YEAH!

i draw me, with my hair tied and wearing the clothes i always wear..

and it is this!!

HAHAHA! cute ma? i draw a devil and angel too..
BUT this is the sweetest and nicest of all ^_^

more photos to come in future

p.s : people who have my photos, pls send it to me? THX! love u guys

UPDATEs

last monday >.<>.<
nv update cus keep working and tests till now ma..
HAHAHAHA

monday 4/june/07
OMG! got my quality management test..
KINDA ok for me.. can pass, i think ^_^hope for the best sia!!!
LOLxx

tuesday 5/june/07
supposed to study de.. but i end up watching television!
LOLx..
cooked spag and soup for dear..
and he went to slp after that!!
PIGgy~

den i outside study lor..
but the television is too tempting!!!
i on the telly and watch!!
wha, watch que shen!
the ah wang one..
i think i watch b4..
but i like to watch ^_^

wednesday 6/june/07
shun shun li li de take my test..
i came for morning lecture.. oso duno why
HAHA, but met up with hr n joc in morning to go sch was FUN!
love it..
LOLx :)
hope for the best for my MR test too!!
JIAYOU!

thursday 7/june/07
nothing much.. i wanted to go school!! BUT my ez link no concession so i wanted to go buy!!
BUT the machine spoil!!
in the end, i nv go sch cus i was late le..
at evening, i walked from punggol MRT to rivervale plaza..
cool, right?
jiafei-ing ma.. HAHA..

^_^ but after walking, i ate KFC..
LOLx..
jialat sia.. >.<

friday 8/june/07
not much, i think i work that day?
yeah, i work.. with huirong? jerome? was it ar? i forgotten.. or was that last week? >.<
think most prob..
anyways alot of new faces behind..
i couldnt find my shoes i think.. >.<

and lots.. >.<
i hate the new face behind..
man..
>.<

saturday 9/june/07
not much happen

sunday 11/june/07
yays! full shift with juliana, yuye, jerome, huirong, terry, choonyen..
LOLx.. and 2 MODs! singpei and james!~
haha, cus i'm full shift so i saw so many people!!
LOLx..
i do stock counting at night.. >.<
like so difficult lor! eeks!

sorry to juliana, huirong and terry for needing to do my side duties :(
lena came today, and test yuye..
i think she tested me too.. because of a call from someone..
eeks, i'm scared..
what if i am not a good customer service provider?
gah!

:(

:)

actually, this is a angry post..
or simply put it, it's an unlucky day for me..

last friday..
*i always post so slow.. when it has already passed by so long*
i went to school..
the bus was crowded..
but i found a seat at the front..
after many stops, the bus was FULL with people..
like very FULL lor..

den an kinda old auntie boarded..
the bus was full of teenagers -.-
so, i gave up my seat for her la..

and i regretted..
not as in regretted why i gave her..
but as in, wha piangs, the bus very full for me to stand in la..
haiss..
at this point, i really think i'm damn fat and taking up alot of space.. :(

and how i wish someone will drive me to school :(

so a few stops, the auntie wan to go down, and beside her got one ah pek oso wan to go down..
den the ah pek wan to cross over..
i have no choice..
cannot hold on anything..
den let him cross..
and he accidentally STEP on my feet :(
*OUCH*

nvm..
den go school, get my GSC grades..
i'm so disappointed with myself for scoring so lousy..
HAISS..
at that point i almost wanna cry..
:(


then it's time for going to work
well, then i go take bus, i missed the double deck bus, and i got this huge intuition that the single deck will come..
and it did!!
:(

the lucky part is..
hey, i met huirong on bus..
phews..
at least a companion on bus :)


so we went to change into working clothes..
and whaaaaa..
chao sway!

i was wearing long sleeves..
and my sleeves dropped into the toilet bowl.. EWWWWWWWWWWWW..

when i was changing..!!!!
the toilet at my workplace is VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY dirty that it can make u puke..
:(

sad..
:( den while working, i undercharge the customer, so i must pay..
double sad.. :(
but at least during work is ok..

(psst, huirong gave discount for 2 occasions when she is not supposed to give, and she ended up paying around 15$ for the discount she gave)
it's sad being in the cashier..
:( we are poor people, have to pay for our mistakes :(

anyways, after work, go home..

and i guess my unluckiness pass to another >.<
because!!

HUIRONG accidentally took the plastic bag filled with my smelly clothes and socks HOME!
thus, she had to wash it for me..
EWWWWWWWWWW..
man, i own her a treat..

sorry :(

and this is a post about how unlucky i can get at times ;)