FAMILY

I'm feeling a little emotional at the moment. Many things are going through my mind, and the most important factor is "Death".

"Death" is always a scary topic that I hate to touch on but has been going through my mind a million times. I remember when I was a teenager (though I am still in my 20, not yet 20s), I keep thinking what is "me"?

I always imagine as a person out of my "human shell" and visualising myself standing there, looking at "myself" doing what I am doing everyday.

What if one day, I die? What will happened to the people around me? What if one day, someone close to me die? What will happened to me?

I always never treat anyone good before, especially to my Family. I shout at my mum for getting on my nerves, asking me questions again and again and nagging me to do the housework for her. I tsk at my father for asking too many questions and asking me for a new handphone for him to use (as his was going to be spoil) and for sending me late to work and pretend to be asleep when he's asking me questions.

I bullied my sister to do all housework on my behalf and to take care of the dog. I even laughed at her and post her ugliest pictures in facebook.

I realized, I'm evil to my family.

Why can I be so nice and sweet to anyone else but not to my family? I am so wrong, extremely wrong in my own character.

What if one day, everyone disappear? There will be no one for me to ask "Meimei, is this outfit nice? Meimei, can you bring the dog down? Mummy, wash my clothes for me? Papa, bring me to work please?" and I'm all alone.

I can't imagine that, but I understand that one day, that situation will arise and be thrown directly to me.

How can I react? What can I do?

I don't want to live my life with regrets, I don't want to be grasping the empty air and cried myself to sleep.

And from today onwards, there must be a change in me. That's to treat my family like FAMILY, not like some unknown stranger I met on the road.

I LOVE YOU.

Bangs - Hair

I was looking through my old photographs when I found this!

LOLs, this is super classic and cutes lah, wondering should I cut back the same hairstyle?*Ponders*

Jessica's Birthday

I went to Jessica's 21st Birthday yesterday. It's kinda fun to meet up those secondary school mates again. We are still the same cracking the same old jokes.

I've asked Mr. Bambam to tag along in case I feel outcast by the clique but it seems that I can blend in extremely well though. - Sorry Mr. Bambam if you felt too bored >.<

I am so glad that I went to Jessica's birthday. I wonder how will it be like for my birthday.

As I could observe, Jess was totally out of breath during her birthday, handling all the operations like food, serving people, entertaining.

In the end, we self entertained ourselves by "MAHJONG".

It was really hilarious playing Mahjong, because most of us don't know much about it. Thanks to Lingy and another 高手 who keeps guide us how to play.

I already know these fews:-

1) Flower, if number is yours, got 1 tai

2) Animal (any), got 1 is 1 tai, 2 is 2 tai

3) Got 1 tai can hu already

4) Zhuang and opposite zhuang is 19 tiles, the other 2 is 18 tiles (double layers)

Then, I learnt:-

1) Pong pong hu got 3 tai

2) Hong zong, fa cai, bai ban if got 1 is 1 tai, got 2 is 2 tai

3) Usually play maximum can win is 5 tai

4) Kang, everyone must pay the person who kang

5) Person who give the winner hu must pay double the amount

So fun mans! LOLs, it is really entertaining sia. Den we crack so many stupid jokes about each other, and knowing we didn't mean much, it was really siao eh.

Anyways, my birthday party is like 42 days later, I wonder will I be so busy anots. I hope to find a few coordinators like my friends to help me out (Jessica has a few friends to help her, especially Gabriel sia!)

I guess I need more people to help me; rallying help now!

Hehes, Mr. Bambam is out of the question cus he will be in Camp on FRIDAYs.

So, please help me out~!

Forseen Sabrina dying on the grounds at Aloha Loyang Garden Bungalow 3 on 20th November 2009.

=X CHEERS~

Ageing process

Today is mid-autumn festival. This used to be a look forward event for our family when I was still a kid.

Usually, our family will meet up at our grandparents' place and have a BBQ for all sorts of events. The kids (which refer to me+cousins) will always end the night with a tour around the neighbourhood with our brightly lighted lanterns.

I still remember we almost burned down the playground literally. And how once I met my schoolmates when we were having a brisk walk in the park.

Those were the days but it seems that when we grow up, everything changes.

The grass-patched park was torn down and replaced by concrete grounds. My grandparents moved and stay in with my uncle as the unbearable neighbour keeps disturbing them.

Now, the mid-autumn event seems like a chore to some of my cousins, finding it unnecessary to turn up even though grandmother has called several times. As I'm silently reprimanding them for their crimes, I myself am also guilty of being unfilial. I cringed too sometimes at the sound of the phone ringing, it's definitely my grandmother who is asking what time will we arrived at her place.

Today, I had the dinner as usual. But I found out something unusual this night. Grandfather's legs were as big as an elephant's. It seems that he has gotten some type of illness and it caused his leg to swell.

I'm still feeling kind of sad that I have neglected my grandparents so much and that the kids grew up too fast.

Mummy decided to take leave on Tuesday to accompany Grandfather to the polyclinic. I was reluctant to take leave as 1) I don't know if my leave can be approved 2) I'm afraid of not having enough leave anymore 3) Too many things piled up for me to clear at work

So I told mummy straight that I am not able to accompany her on Tuesday.

However, she struck me back with a question that I felt ashamed of myself, "Do you still remember that they (referring to grandparents) took the effort to come over and fetch you to the clinic the day when you were extremely sick?" [Refer to this post "Sick"]

Argh, shiat! Gotten me with that. Yeah, if my grandparents can take care of me when I felt extremely unwell, why can't I do the same to them?

So I made up my mind to take that day off on Tuesday.

I love you, my family.

When you feel sad, my heart breaks

I was having my facial today when I heard a tick.

It's his sms. Followed by the ringing of my phone. I couldn't pick up the call as I was still having my mask on and I felt helpless.

I knew something bad must have happened, but I keep wishing that he had only good news for me.

"Life sux" - I totally agreed. But I don't want you to feel sad.

Life is always unfair, there's no justice in it. But what we can do is to make life feel happier for us.

People failed 100 times in life before they become successful. And my bambam, I know you are the successful person in future. It's just that you are going through the failing chapter of your life.

Envy is evil, it kills your heart. What we can do is to congratulate them and share their happiness. Transform our saddness into someone else happiness.

Bambam, as long as we know we are the best, it's already a prize for ourselves. People may not recognised it, people may often forget it. But the memory will stay on because it's your memory.

I love you no matter what happens, where you are. My heart will always be with you. When you are joyful, I feel glad. When you are sad, my heart fills with sorrow. It's a mysterious bond that tie your feelings to my.

And when the world turns its back on you, you still have me around.

Rain: My feeling

I love Singapore because it's rainy over here.

I like the rain, but I hate the feeling of enjoying the rain alone. I'm getting a little miss-ing you type of feeling again.

It's 11 days gone for your holidays and now you're back in the camp again.

My dear, I know it's going to be hard on you for you are all alone in the vocation. But promise me you will be strong and hang on.

I know it's tiring to think of the future for both of us, to save up for our wedding and to make me a happy bride.

But for me, nothing matters except your own health. Promise me you will stay healthy for me. I don't want to see you down, or gone.

I want to enjoy the rain with you, to walk in the weather, just holding your warm hands so tightly that I can feel extremely secure. I can just sit on the bench near the beach and watch the waves coming in and forth and lie on your shoulder and just rest my eyes in peace.

I know you are disappointed at yourself for not making it but my dear, you've lost 10kgs in the whole BMT and you're excelling in all the stations except standing board jump and I can say, I'm proud of you no matter what.

And like how you once said before, the enjoyment of the rain is not just looking out of the window directly but to face the sky and look at the rain dropping down. To let the raindrops fall on your face, that's the enjoyment of looking at the rain.

We belong together.

"I only think of you on two occasions. That's day and night."

One fine day, I suddenly heard this song on my MP3 "We belong together - remix" by Mariah Carey and heard this particular part that I feel was really sweet.

So happily, I went to tell Mr. Bambam. Conversation was roughly as follows:

Me: "I only think of you on two occasions lehs."

Him: "o.O when?"

Me: "That's day and night. So this means I am thinking of you always."

Him: "Oh.. Really? Hmm..."

Me: "Hehe" *So happy that I am so sweet to him*

Suddenly,

Him: "I also think of you on two occasions only."

Me: "Ehh, you cannot copy me one. Blehs."

Him: "Noo, my is not the same. I think of you when I breathe in and breathe out. That is much more than you think of me. :)"

Me: "...... power..."

In fact, it's kinda sweet though :) I love you, Mr. Bambam

I LOVE YOU

This is too cute to be missed :)

Mr. Bambam's POP Day

My Bambam has POP-ed! Haha, it's actually last week thingy but I have not blogged about it.

I took leave for the 2 days to accompany him. His POP was very nice, except the fact that the whole family + me mistook another person as him and took pictures for the wrong guy. *Pengz* Really fainting sia.

So, I promised Mr. Bambam that if he buy a DSR camera

for me, I will zooooooom in and take pictures of him for the passing out vocational thingy. I swear I won't see wrong since I can zoom x alot alre

ady.

Anyways, let photographs do the speaking instead of me typing :)

SICK!

Never felt so sick before. Was in bed for 2 whole days. Can you imagine that??

Thursday not feeling well already, went home and slept exactly at 10pm, didn't even bother to bathe. At about 2am, I woke up feeling very hot. Went into mummy room and ask her did I have a fever, she say no have la, anyhow say.

I went back to sleep. About 30 minutes later, stomach felt abit discomfort, rushed into the toilet and puke. Saw some black coloured item coming out, unsure what it is. Went back to sleep, not long later, same thing happen. Went to the toilet to puke, same black coloured thingy.

Mum ask me did I eat the food on the table last night, I say yes, the mushroom, she scold me. She say that is leftover food, cannot eat one. Now I know what is that black coloured thingy already, it's mushroom.

Mum scold dad also cause dad never throw away the food and left it on the table. Feel very very uncomfortable. Puke the 3rd time. Morning came, everyone went to work. I'm alone at home.

I felt very very very sick, I can't even pull myself out of bed and go see doctor. Called mummy and cried. She ask Ah ma and Ah gong to bring me go see doc.

Have a fever, food poisoning, thoart infection, cold. Argh, feel so cold.

Went back ah ma house and sleep. Whole day never eat anything, no appetite. Ah ma help me put cold water on my body to make my temperature go down.

Went home, mummy cover me with 4 blankets, I keep sweat and sweat, about midnight like that felt a bit better, next morning went out to see chinese doc.

Came home, vomitted again. :'(

Fever came back, no mood but keep sleep again, this time is my Mr. Bambam with me cus my whole family went out.

Mr. Bambam spend the entire night last night to sponge me with cold water, in hope of my fever go away. Every 5 seconds help me change water, help me use the towel and wipe my hands + legs.

My fever still no go, but he still keep help me sponge my body. Every half an hour ask me wake up drink more water and eat medicine when the time reached. At about 11pm, my body temperature dropped finally. Mr. Bambam too tired, slept on the floor. I went to toilet saw him sleep there, so I went to take pillow and bloster and blanket for him.

I must say I have the best boyfriend in the world because when I am sick, he take care of me like a precious baby.

Under his care, I felt better faster! I love you Mr. Bambam!!

I hope to feel better sooner. Doc advice me not to go out, so I will just stay in. I think office environment also quite dirty, need to sterilise there already.

Missing someone is tough

My precious bambam got out of camp only last night 10.30pm.
He was outfield for 5 days last week. DIdn't spoke to him for 5 days. OMG, seriousness~ Missing him. Last night went out with his bunk mates and had supper at RK house.
Hmm, been there with relatives before already.

He had maggie goreng. I had only one cup of tea. Don't feel like having supper so late (1.30am). OMG.
Reach home about 3.15am, slept like a pig till 9am-10am.

Went his house at about 12pm, watch tv and see him play mahjong via viwawa. Abit dumb =X Hahaha.
Den ate dinner at his house (Maggie Mee).

AND only these 2 days, I gained back the weight that I intially lost. WTH! I swear man, I'm not going to skip my exercise routine and will eat less.
Tomorrow Lynn is on leave, only Fiona and me around.

I think I better do the payroll consol for Junior and concentrate on creating the EHF + bank a/c for the newbies.
I hope I can get my pay this week! ^_^

Anyways, he's going POP soon. I'm taking leave for those dates + my birthday! Happy~~

I pray hard nothing's bad gonna happen.

Anyways, Guanyin really very zhun. The other day, I couldn't find an important document and was on the verge of crying already (cause it will be a very very big mistake if I misplace the documents). So I keep praying hard in my mind to Guanyin that I have to find the documents out.

About a few hours later, I did a search again and really found it. (Kinda weird cause I search almost everywhere for it already).

Anyways, I thank with all my heart to the religion I believe in. Although I know Buddhism isn't about getting wishes fulfilled but I'm just glad :)

As I penned down these words, I'm also missing somebody. (Mr. Bambam)

I don't know why but it is going to be a long week for me this week. Mr. Bambam, you have to be strong. So do I.
好想你喔～ 真想时间过的快一点。。

明白你也和我一样，也想时间过的快一点。
我们要坚强，一定可以过这一端日子的。

我爱你！

Missing someone is extremely tough. It's like knowing he is so near but when you're unable to see him, you feel that the distance is so far apart.
It's like knowing he is thinking of you the same way you think of him, but you can feel tears uncontrollably drop down.
However, when you see him, there's no words to put it through.

It's the hug, the touch and the kiss that will tell those untold miseries that you had faced.
I love you.

It's the weekend!

我好开心！

Because it’s Friday! I’m so glad and excited! No work for weekend, only relax and relax.

But too much relaxation can just be so bored too =X
I think I will get Bambam to bring me for kite-flying this Sunday before his book-in.

Goodness, 6 days without talking to him at all! OMG! I wonder what exciting events had happened to him in the outfield at Tekong.

These few days at work is kinda busy, busy with interview scheduling, Shenton invoices checking, payroll, e-HR thingy, clean up of referral tracking, interview tracking, assessment taken tracking, p-file scanning and reference checks.

Whoa! So many many things to do, but luckily, it’s slowed down already. Leave updating is taken out of my job scope. Soon, I will have to push everything back to the managers and slowly by slowly, my contract end date is nearing! Whoo Hoo~

12th January 2010, I’m so looking forward to you. It’s time for me to check for any university openings and study my degree. I want to work and study part time. Hopefully, I can get a job in the sales line (where your hard work is paid off via commission!).

Hehe, excited just thinking about it.

Btw, I’ve my own savings now. Not that much but I hope to get more money so that I can concentrate on my studies and maybe get my own house earlier :)

Happy happy.

Anyways, my birthday is nearing! It’s 23rd Nov wors. I will be having a chalet at Aloha Loyang, the Garden Bungalow. Still unsure of what theme to do up for my birthday lehs.

OMG, sure going to spend at least 1k on this birthday! Gah! I hate spending money.

Tata, gonna go le. Byes~

Information about Aloha Garden Bungalow

GARDEN BGL 3, 4, 5, 7, 11 & 13

There are six Garden Bungalows.
These single-storey bungalows, surrounded by open field, are fully furnished with a living room set with TV and games table; dining room; air-conditioned bedrooms furnished with beds , wardrobes, dressers, bedside tables and wall fans; toilets/bathrooms with shower heater; BBQ pit and a fully equipped kitchen.

4 bedrooms, 2 queen size beds, 4 single beds, 4 bedrooms with attached toilet cum bathroom, 1 common toilet cum bathroom.

The suitable group size for day use is 40 persons only. 8 persons only for night use.

Sparky has been very naughty today

Today, Sparky has been very very naughty. I will spank him tonight so that he can never bark at anyone else again.

Sparky today in lift, one old man inside ask me he how old. He’s 4 years old. He never barks at old man. The old man is good person. The old man is a friendly person, Sparky knows.

The 3rd floor, the auntie came in. The auntie is my neighbour but I never greet her. I don’t like to greet anyone because I think call people Auntie sounds too old and I don’t even know them well.
Not sure why though but Sparky suddenly bark and want to pounce on the Auntie. It was a good thing that I was grabbing the leash very tightly. I squat down, cornered Sparky and pat Sparky to make him calm down so that he will not bark.

I’ve reached the floor, the Auntie is my neighbour, she goes out of the lift same time as me.

The Auntie began screaming at the top of her lungs. The Auntie began shouting. I stayed at my house, I feed Sparky. I am extremely angry. I am not a rude girl, I want to say sorry, I don’t want them to take Sparky away.

The Auntie tell the other neighbours that Sparky will bite, Sparky is a bad dog, I am a bad girl, I have no manners, my name is Sabrina, I am a bad girl, I am extremely rude, I don’t have any manners, I don’t know how to say sorry, she is scared of dogs, Sparky bark her, I have no manners, nobody teach me.

I hear these words clearly. My anger turns to fear. I ran out without my shoes, I say, Auntie, I am sorry. I cannot say sorry just now because I need to pat Sparky so that he will not bark again. I am sorry sorry sorry.

The Auntie still continue to scream, I ran back to my house. Daddy went out. I don’t know what did Daddy say. I saw Sparky. I hate him. I beat his buttocks, I hit very very hard, I spank and spank. I vent my anger and fear on him. I kick him. I hate him.

Sparky ran all the way to his kennel. Daddy came back and want to pull him out. Sparky growled.

I sat at a corner and I cried. I feel very fearful. I don’t dare to see the Auntie. I hate her, I don’t want to live with neighbours. They are all very very scary people, they want to take my Sparky away.

I feel very very fearful, I am very very scared. I cried all the way to work, I cried when I was working, I cried when I think about going home. I hate to go back to my house. I don’t know what will happen next. I don’t want to see that Auntie. I am scared of her.

I'm tired

I’m so freaking sians. At here, everyday must ensure everyone gets paid duly and on time. However, when it comes to my freaking fucking pay, it always late and never on time. I can never know when can I really get paid which freaking day.
At here, people gets paid additional days cause they are being paid on the 20th of the month. Me? I slog out whole month, want to get that tiny winy pay but I don’t even know when I can get that fucking pay.

At here, there are so many things to do, I start work early, go home late. People come late, go home same time as me. What that heck?
Work also cannot relax.

Super sians, I hate this feeling. Being buried under a lot of workload. Or maybe it’s really my incompetence that I cannot cope. Seriously, I am f useless. Useless thing in this world.

Go and die lah!

11th July 2009

想念你 又好担心你
这些日子 我一直在想如果没认识你，我到底会是一个怎么样的人？

一定是一个不会 为别人照想的一个人。

因为认识了你，我 变得比较 懂事了。。。

有些是我还是不懂，但我相信 有你在的日子，我会成长，和你一起活到老。

我们长大了。好不容易 也在一起四年了。
时间 真的不知不觉的过了。

我 非常非常的爱你喔！
请你 不要泄气，请你 坚持下去！

加油了，我的bambam!

誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友

Got this from email send by yuye. I find it quite true because it is all done by Mr. Bambam :)

I guess he's really the most wonderful boyfriend that anyone would like :) Anyways, yesterday was our 4th year anniversary! I love him more than ever. And so by luck, he passed his IPPT and he came out on Thursday night and I'm on leave on Friday! So lucky :)

Anyways, I went to pray last night at Loyang Tua Pek Gong again. This time, I am praying for something else. I hope it will come true :)

Just to share the email send by yuye (I simply love it):

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

Pretty Girls don't like Sabrina

ARGH! I hate pretty girls because pretty girls don't like Sabrina.

Pretty girls are evil to Sabrina and call Sabrina name wrongly. Pretty girls don't like Sabrina.

Boo hoo hoo! :'(

Stupid Driver

Kan*** la! C******!

Wha lao eh, eye pa jiao isit!
Idiot lor, this type of people. Rainy day already cham enough, still need extra one BMW black car to drive through and splash the puddle of water on me!

Na***!

Somemore, I wear the dress is my first time wear one! ARGH! I hate these type of driver. Just like that time, I cross halfway honk me that driver. I zi tao point lors!!! ARGH! KNS.

My colleagues all say I overreact =( If overreact ar, I sure throw stones and scratch that car liaos. Super tulan!Today is a tulan day! TULAN AR!! Stupid drivers. I hate stupid people driving nice cars. IDIOTs!

No bambam = useless me

I feel so disgusted at some people. I hate these type lor. Super *&^%$#$%^*(, guys are jerks sometimes.

Lucky my bambam is the best guy and a godsend to me :)

I LOVE YOU BAMBAM!

Anyways, I feel so useless without bambam around. Yesterday went swimming with Gladi, after that, went compass point to buy my weighing machine. After buying the weighing machine, Gladi and I went to Subway to grab a dinner, so we decided on the tuna meal.

Buy finish le, I carry the big big weighing machine and a tray of food and walk to find seats. Den suddenly, the drink toppled and spilled on me. No one to help me :( I just walked all the way to a seat

Sadden, no bambam = I very helpless. :(

Face Threading

Wee, today is Monday. Supposingly to be a sad Monday but it ended up quite okay for me lehs :) Finished the leave consolidation and tomorrow will focus totally on payroll.

:) After work, I left on the dot at 6.30pm cause I'm meeting Gladi to do facial threading! Make my way down to Tampines and Gladi is already shopping for clothes. Wah, she bought $60+ of clothes. Cool sia! I wish I have some clothes that suit me but now is the time to lose weight before I can fit into nice clothes :(

So, we went to the place. I did my usual package. The girl keep promoting other things to me. If I have money, I will take but I don't have money ma and I need to save :( But my face is really rotting. Sighs :(

Anyways, Gladi signed the package for face threading which means that I have partner next time for threading! LOLs :)

Gladi also promised to go out with me more often. I'm extremely touched, serious! I thought she will forget me when she got boyfriend but it seems not. I LOVE YOU GLADI!

Next, we went watson to look for digital weighing machine. I found none at wastons so I made my way to guardian! And I really saw the weighing machine costing $25.95 for normal digital weighing machine and $35.95 for the analysis weighing machine. OMG! I really don't know buy which. So I didn't.

We went to sushi deli and we saw Auntie Ah Xiu! ARGH! So long time no see, chatted for like 5 minutes. Auntie very good to us. We bought sushi from her and will buy more next time so that she can get good sales! :)

Den we went face shop. Face shop having discounts now!! So I bought a tea tree pimple gel for only $11.50. It should be $14.90 I think. 25% discounts lehs, that time Gladi should have waited for the GSS :( But we too bought the same color nail polish! I'm so gonna paint my nails this Saturday! YAYS!

After that, we went to the back to eat sushi. I'm so full after a few sushi. I told Gladi that I cannot finish and she help me finish the handroll. PRO! Jenhan called, but I missed the call! I'm so utterly sad. He called at 9.46pm but I returned the call only at 9.55pm which means he only has 5minutes to talk! ARGH!!!! I shouldn't have missed his call! :(

So, we chatted for only 5minutes 25seconds :( But mr. Jenhan says if I got the budget, then I can buy the weighing machine but if not, I should not buy. But I really die die want to lose weight, I need to see grams by grams to motivate myself, so I decided to go compass point and check if they sell the similar weighing machine there. I'm gonna get one for myself no matter what.

Just reached home. It's 11.11pm, I need to sleep soon. Good night :)

Missing Bambam

Argh, finally finished 2 days of full shift at sakae.

Super dragged and tired sia! I'm gonna sleep at 10.30pm sharp! NO MORE PET SOCIETY for me.

Tomorrow have to clear payroll issues. I'm feeling a little missing-someone these days. It's always 9.30pm that I looked forward to so that I can at least spend 15-30 minutes talking to mr. Jenhan.

I'm just lol-ing the status update of bambam. Wilson must have gone into his account and say "first 2 weeks of enlistment is so torturous, lucky i have a laptop with me~" LOL. If only they knew that it wasn't mr. Jenhan that posted that.

Right now, I can only curb my missing for him by looking through his pictures at facebook. I wonder how he will look like when he's out! >.<

Bambam says that army food is very filling and alot. He says if never exercise, sure fatter than eddie. OMG! *Part of me hopes he is still as fat so that I don't have to slim down, another part of me wish he will slim down and become fit! I must slim down toooooo~*

Anyways, so coincidentally, mr. Jenhan bunk mate no. 8 is Thomas. He's my primary school mate who always bully me! Heard that he's married and with a kid soon. Wooooo, time flies ar. About 9 years before, he is still a kiddo in primary school. LOLs.

Anyways, I met alot of people these days that marry early. Wha >.< I wonder when will be my turn. LOLs, I'll settled down when I have enough cash so... GLADI, stop probing! LOLs.

Quite alot of things to do next week! Wed = threading, Fri = I have a AGM dinner at Hilton hotel, Sat = Volunteering work (Company), Sun = Full shift at sakae.

I aim to save at least 5k by January 2010! Hope I can fulfil my aim!

GO GIRL SABRINA! It's 10.34pm, I'm popping to sleep now! Ciao~

1 day leave (b4 Bambam enlistment)

Today is 11th June 2009. It's also 1 month before our 4th year anniversary!

Wha, time flies very fast. We used to be 2 kiddos being in love, and now, it's like 4 years down the road, and we are already grown up adults ^_^

And today, I finally got my wish! To take neoprints with him before enlistment! ^_^ Neoprint-ing seems to be more expensive now, used to be like 7-8 dollars for that few shots, now, it became 11 dollars for that few shots.

But, nonetheless, it was enjoyable. We went bugis to take the neoprints! :) Like 2 adults in the misdst of little secondary school kids. Haha.

After the neoprint taking, we went to have lunch. I initially wanted to treat him MOF because it is really nice but he declined as the prices are high. Like 25+ for a meal. So we ended up in SAKAE to have our lunch. It was nice! But, we are not like the past already. In the past, we can eat like 10 plates each and a donburi each. But today, only one donburi each person and 1 color plate + 1 red plate shared ^_^

Really grow old liao. Hahaha. Anyways, we went down bugis and I wanted to get myself a wallet.
So we pop by wallet shop and I bought a pink long wallet! ARHHHHH, my long time favourite! Long wallet! Hahaha. But I will change only when I feel like it. :P

After that, we went illuma. The long escalator is quite scary =X

Walk around and got a jelly lens. But it is not really working as I thought :( Sadden. After that, we went compass point and got his shower gel and sparky's food! Lastly, home sweet home.

He's having dinner with him family now, I think :) So, tomorrow will be his enlistment date. I wish my BAMBAM all the best and with honour and glory! :) I LOVE YOU!

2009 1st Post :)

Whoa, it's been like 1 year + that I've stop posting!OMG! :) Why the sudden comeback? Because bambam is going in army and so I will write down my daily feelings / weekly (don't think can be frequent) so that he can read it one day ^_^

And I got a sudden feeling that I will be very very lonely now since all my friends are very busy with their own life. Sighs~ I guess I have to learn to be alone! GAMBATTE KUDASAI!

Jiayou jiayou.

Anyways, friday, we went night safari and went east coast eat. The gong gong is NOT ENOUGH! ARGH! Next time, we should order 3 big plates each for ME, BAMBAM and WILSON (Big Wife).

LOLs! After makan, we cab-ed to my house and took the car out for a drive. We went to Loyang Tau Pek Gong and pray. It's at so much ease to pray as there are very very few believers at that point of time (1am?). I don't know why but I feel very peaceful at the temple :)I will keep believing in what I am born to believe in ^_^

After prayers, we just sat around and I played with the Ice-Cream Machine!!! It was a surprise because I never buy ice cream from that type of machine before!! So we sat around the temple for a couple of minutes and then we left.

Next stop! CHANGI~ I keep say I want to see "ah gua", so bambam no choice, have to drive to Changi and let me "droooool" over the "ah gua". We went 3 rounds! The "ah gua" are like super figure-licous lah! I saw one, "her" figure is damn good and "she" just wear a bikini top and a mini skirt, it was soooooooooo sweet! "Her" build is very very small and has big boobs! OMG, I can't stop envying! (Damn it! How can a girl lose to a GUY??!)

LOLs, after that, we went to seletar reservior! There got alot people and some race their cars, not bad sia, never seen such places before.

And I fell asleep in the car, so bambam decided it was time for us to go home (3am+).

Home sweet home!


Saturday

Went to Sakae for a very very EXCELLENT lunch! I miss SAKAE peeps! Gave Singpei a cards I made, it was a bit ugly but I really think she is the best manager around ^_^ Thanks for showing us how the world is from Nov 2006 - 2008. Been working Sakae for like 3 years already. Really very long :)

Jog alone at night as I really want to train up for 42k if possible for Standard Chartered Marathon this year.

JYJY Sabrina!