Saturday, November 26, 2005

sianss..
i hate kaypo kia(s)..
i hate them alot..
they are intruding into people's life.
they are making people crazy.
they like to take pleasure in your situation,
and laugh at you like
you were the unluckiest thing on earth.
they suck.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Birthday Girl!!!!




hEllO!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is MINE!!
MY BIRTHDAY!
whOOoo-hO0oOoo0..
yeahss..
i m finally old..
by a year!!
17 years old..
dear myzticalz.
hahaha..
received alot birthday wishes n preessiiieess!
whaaa..
got linghui's pressie!!!!
got jenhan's pressie!!!!
got jueshuang's pressie!!!!
got janis, yuhui, eve pressie!!!!
got weihong's pressie!!!!
hmmm.. did i miss our any1?
nopess..
hehe..
but i got alot ppl birthday wishes.
my classmates..
kianhao, qiuting, gladi, jessica, huirong, liyi, loi, neville, richie, polar..
MENGRONG!! (kewl, i love this girl..)
n i didnt miss out anyone bahs..
:)
den nehs.. went to swensens n eat.. kekes.. nice nice..
try catchin hp but cant.. sighss..
den got wad ar..
erms..
went tamp lorr..
buy chocolate..
kekes.
den.
hmm...
buy jenhan's dota..
whaa.. he accompany me whole day worss..
so sweet.
thxx u!!!
*mUackss*
*mUackss eVeryOnE!!*

Saturday, November 19, 2005

The Birthday.

hahaha..
i celebrated my birthday with my relatives..
so happie..
bought a strawberry cake.
:)
although usually my birthday (in the past) was the big event.
but now, everyone has grown up.
differ holidays.
therefore, not like the past, where all cousins will come..
only 4 stayed for my birthday. :))
but that's alright.
at least we had fun, playin with cameras.
and di siao the stupid neighbour hu put camera facing our house. :))
it was such a distraction, but we made use of the camera.
we tookk our cakes n eat in front of it, den waved to it. say hi n bye n everything else.. kinda fun to be on tv, i supposed.
hahaha
:))
den, we had this bbq.. whaa.. te stingray was stinky.
it had turned bad.
sighss..

hahaha..
but nvm, i ate french fries, chicken wings n sweet potato.
my aunt say the sweet potato very sweet.
n ate alot.
den, she says
we are gonna fart alot too..
n sure did, my cousin fart 2wice..
omg!!!

well, sing bday song, cut cake, eat cake..
when i blew away the candles, i tink i spatted all my saliva on it.
hahaa..
cus i kept laughing while blowing it.
:))))
everyone had my saliva?
hahaha..

well, recieved a toy puppy from my little cousin.
cutes~
n i realized my cousin ( a sec3 nt guy)
received a mp3 (256mb, creative) from a girl.
not his birthday.
is the girl's birthday, so she give him!!
omgggg!!!!!
nvm..
hahaha..
den up till 12 oclock den reach hm..
tired..
tml need to work again.. sianss..
:)))








Friday, November 18, 2005

We cannot change our past.
We can not change the fact that people act in a certain way.
We can not change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have,
and that is our attitude.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Myzticalz

"Myzticalz," Wilfred pondered. Tapping the wooden desk with him pen, he brainstorm of the strategies to battle those creatures.

“How in the world did she has those superior powers to control these monsters?”
Sighing, Wilfred rested his head on the table.
It has been a month since the ship had departed from Mild Islands. Just 20 more miles. 20 more to reach their destinations.

“We can pull through.. Certainly..” Wilfred assured himself.

“General!” a soldier shouted. “Arthritis is attacking again!!!”
Not again.
The ship was badly damaged by the first attack. The second. And now, the third.



(*Arthritis : The largest sea monster. It has about 200 gigantic teeth and it is shaped like a crocodile. It is about 5 buses long and a 16-floor building tall. Its body is covered with air traps. Thus, it can go deep into the sea or float on water.
Its weaknesses are **Myzticalz, Fire, Has bad eye sight, A Pierce through its heart can kill.
Its strengths are Good hearing, Teeth strong enough to bite through even the hardest object in the world, Water.)



“Men! Prepare the canons. Fire upon command!” Wilfred commanded. “Jayvee, report to me where is the creature’s status. Look out for the upcoming storm.”

Soon after he spoke, the storm began to crawl in. Lightning dances across the southern horizon and thunder roar like never before. Dark clouds tumbled in and soon, daylights were out of sight.

“Bad weather, General. It will do us no good.” Jayvee reported.
Retreat? Wilfred wasn’t going to. Almost immediately, his mind is already working on another plan. A streak of lightning flashed past.


“Yes! Use lightning! Mother of Nature. Thank you.” Wilfred muttered under his breath.

“Men! Gather all metals we have. Find anything. Position them together and direct it to Arthritis. Let’s just pray that lightning will hit onto it.” Wilfred instructed all his soldiers.

Arthritis circled the ship in the waters. The thunder interfered with its hearing. It strained to hear what Wilfred was going to do.
“Arthritis, be careful… If there is any danger, leave immediately.” Myzticalz’s soothing voice advised Arthritis.

The ocean had turned fierce. Waves crashed onto the ship, causing it to wobble in the sea. Soldiers lost their balance. Crates onboard fell into the waters. Arthritis crumbled them off with jus one bite. Jayvee lost his balance too! He held onto the railing. Hanging from the ship, he gasped for his life. Arthritis, seeing the chance, jumps out of the water and tried to bit Jayvee.

“Arthritis, No! Don’t hurt anyone. Scaring them is enough. We do not want anyone to get hurt, don't we?” Arthritis was puzzled. But he followed what Myzticalz told him.

In another part of the world, Myzticalz is observing what’s happening. She chuckled as she sees the anxiousness in Wilfred’s face. “Do you feel threatened? That’s what you did to all animals.”

The thunder roared once again, booming the skies and shaking the earth below. Then, 3 stripes of lightning flashed across and one of it hit the metal the soldiers had planted. The light bounces off and hit the waters near Arthritis.

Electricity gushed into Arthritis’ body. The pain felt like thousands of needles piercing through him. Arthritis let out a high pitched shriek.

“What in the world was that sound?” Wilfred asked.

sighss.. i jus dun understand..

i wish to get respect.

decent respect.

jus a little respect.

pls.. i beg u.. respect me..

i cried. again.

i have been crying everytime.

everytime i thought of school.

i jus cried.

well.. mock at me..

laugh with them.

insulted, hurt, wounded.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Friday, November 11, 2005

The Blue Rose.

The Blue Rose.
Represents?
Eternity. True Love.
You are My Only One.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Cry

damns..
find myself crying for no reason.
stupid.
i cant even c the screen properly now.
y?

i dunoo..
stress?
impossible.
hatred?
maybe.
but the hatred is for oneself. not others.
lonely?
certainly. y do i feel that?
scared?
yes. definately. i m afraid to go to school.
pretend to b happy?
got that right. i seems to be pretending. i can be a good actress.
suicidal?
on the verge to.

sabrina is a idiot.
she sux.
she is the biggest fool.
she is the ugliest creature.
she is the fattest pig.
she is the anti social freak.
she is nothing.
nothing worth to b in this beautiful world.

WAD A GREAT DAY..

HAHA *sacarstically* oh gosh.. i actually believed in the good begets the good?
dear me..
i am just so dumb n stupid..
bloody idiot..
i hates every night..
i dont want to sleep..
farks..
i wish nite dont come..


yeahs!! guess wad.. i picked up a hp..
nokia 6260!! whoaaa!! cost about 300 i tink..
aiyaa.. tok long no use...

handphone not with me now..

return to owner..
haha.. n i believe in good begets good..

what the farkk..

cause some1 jus stole away my bid.
and i lost that bag..

*stabs oneself*

i dun believe in good anymore..

i rather b evil and get all the money in the world..
i rather say ur bad words out loud and get beaten..
den to b like ppl who tok bad abt me behind..
i rather to say truthly, i hate u..
den to pretend to be nice to u..
sighss!!

i really hate all the good..

i am beginning to love evil.
yeahs, i m matured..

i look old..
i aint no child anymore..
stop critising abt me..
i may b fat
ugly
stupid
and lots more..

but i m me..
and i love me..
i will never changed..
i certainly will not..
leave me alone...

Monday, November 07, 2005

The Girl

the girl..
well.. half way thru my story and i went away to watch show..
kakaka..

she as a girl.. cares alot u noe..
i also dunno y she does dat..
everytime she sees someone.. no matter who..
selling tissue or needing some money..
she will donate..
she will give..
but she is always broke..
lamer lahs she..

then.. just yesterday, she gave 50dollars to her grandparents..

then, her mother commented to her aunt..

she is not like this now only..
she had been like this since young..

drifting back to Kindergarten 2.
her grandmother was broke.
no money..
her grandmother just simply tell her all her troubles..
thinking she is jus a simple child who will not understands..
but..
she went home,
broke her piggy bank..
collect all the money and set it aside..

her mother came..
ask her,
y are u taking away all the money?
the little girl, innocently replied.
ah ma need money.
i m givin her all of my money.

simple act yet touched the hearts of many.
kind n generous..
how many people in this world will have this heart?

not many..
but not little too..
i sincerely wish that this spirit of helping will forever stayed..
stayed in the heart of that little girl.

this story might be very simple yet it really touched me alot.
i dunno y..
mayb because..

that little girl or should be that teenager now
is a very close friend of mine..
someone i know very well..
someone i treasure alot..
someone who is so kind n nice..
that i wish to be like her once again..
the little girl..
the one who will gives up anything for anyone..

even a stranger..

but will she come back?

will she ever?

The Girl.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

well.. anyone can hear the song in my blog? if can.. pls tag me or inform me..
cause i cant hear.. kinda sad.. need to wait for it to load.. n kinda slow..
:"(

well..

today, i will talk about this girl..

she is just another teenager..
a girl who cares alot about others..

*gosh!! my show starting!! gotta go watch n do homework!!*
continues tomorrow..
This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 8.9
Mind: 7.9
Body: 8.4
Spirit: 8.8
Friends/Family: 7.3
Love: 7.7
Finance: 7.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz


hehe.. got this from fang yean's blog..
have a good life i tink! :))

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

went out together..


been a long time.. haha..
i went out with him on tuesday.. (1/11)
we went to simei, sakae sushui.. n ate alot alot of sushi.. YummY!
it costs abt 60dollars for both of us..
den we went to the arcade!! heys!!
we caught a winnie the pooh bear!! (well, spent 10dollars dere)
he was very clever to tot of the way to catch the pooh.. :)) the pooh is very cute..
i love u pooh! super duper cutes..
kekes..
den we went to c puppies..
kawaii nehs!! :))
den nehss, go bugis buy his graphic card.. kekes.. n went to pasir ris n ate swensens..
we ate a hawaiiann pizza (shared) and a apple crumble (shared).
yummy! the apple crumble was jus too sweet.. kekes..
well, he spend about 500 today (including the graphic card n all our meals.. n alot else..)
anyways, was a very enjoyable day..
i simply love the pooh!! :))