okayss.. this is it.. bored at home.. hates myself, hates everyone.. getting to realized that nice bubbly friendly side of me has hidden away in some corner.. out facing the crude world is the wild bad crude unfriendly me.. arghss.. whatever..



must be the influence of a person..


f off if u dont like me.. i mean it.. i cant believe i will ever thought of suh thing to say... omg.. i have changed..

lalalala..
searching myself in the smoke of illusions.. but i seems to be lost in the fog, i cant even find myself..



Searching For Oneself