My degree is a worthless piece of paper

I'm feeling so fucked up now. Mood super bad and feeling is damn down.

Just 1 day ago, someone ask me why study in UniSIM, it's not even recognised and etc. Useless university, prospect good mehs?

I find lots of excuses to tell them that it's not the degree that matter the most, work experience and relationship with people also matters etc etc.

It made me so fed up.

Then today, my dearest bambam told me that his army mate say my degree is worth only a diploma, how should my feeling be?

WTH, I am putting in so much effort into this degree and everyone telling me this is worth nothing, what for should I put my heart into it?

Aiya, is all my fault, I choose the cheap university because I want to save money on education mah. So if I take a worthless piece of shit, is because I want save money.

For fuck la. Nabei. Chao chee bye.

Not very happy

Argh, so angry mans! Not really angry la but is just the not very HAPPY type of mood. *BU SHUANG*

Just now, pretty girl come and ask “where’s Fiona?” So I tell her “Fiona’s not around, you looking for her for?”

She give me a *aiya, tell you also no use* type of look and say “It’s regarding my account; I have not received anything yet.”

Me gives a *oh, easy case lah, I know what to do* type of look and say “What’s your name? I help you check.”

She say “Oh, just now Lee Eng help me check Horgan already liao, don’t have at all.”

Me *scolding TMDCCB, of cus I know don’t have la, if not I check what sai for you* says “I’m checking with account services, the people who are suppose your account, not Horgan.”

She “Oh, my name is *spell out in full for me*” Me, “Okays.”

- goes on and call Ms. XXX from A/C opening to check what the hell happened –



This makes me feel so useless sia, I’m also in the same department but everytime, everyone assumes that I know nothing and don’t know what to do. Haiss, no one takes note of my existence de sia. I’m a useless fuck, don’t know what to do, don’t know what to do.

:)

actually, this is a angry post..
or simply put it, it's an unlucky day for me..

last friday..
*i always post so slow.. when it has already passed by so long*
i went to school..
the bus was crowded..
but i found a seat at the front..
after many stops, the bus was FULL with people..
like very FULL lor..

den an kinda old auntie boarded..
the bus was full of teenagers -.-
so, i gave up my seat for her la..

and i regretted..
not as in regretted why i gave her..
but as in, wha piangs, the bus very full for me to stand in la..
haiss..
at this point, i really think i'm damn fat and taking up alot of space.. :(

and how i wish someone will drive me to school :(

so a few stops, the auntie wan to go down, and beside her got one ah pek oso wan to go down..
den the ah pek wan to cross over..
i have no choice..
cannot hold on anything..
den let him cross..
and he accidentally STEP on my feet :(
*OUCH*

nvm..
den go school, get my GSC grades..
i'm so disappointed with myself for scoring so lousy..
HAISS..
at that point i almost wanna cry..
:(


then it's time for going to work
well, then i go take bus, i missed the double deck bus, and i got this huge intuition that the single deck will come..
and it did!!
:(

the lucky part is..
hey, i met huirong on bus..
phews..
at least a companion on bus :)


so we went to change into working clothes..
and whaaaaa..
chao sway!

i was wearing long sleeves..
and my sleeves dropped into the toilet bowl.. EWWWWWWWWWWWW..

when i was changing..!!!!
the toilet at my workplace is VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY dirty that it can make u puke..
:(

sad..
:( den while working, i undercharge the customer, so i must pay..
double sad.. :(
but at least during work is ok..

(psst, huirong gave discount for 2 occasions when she is not supposed to give, and she ended up paying around 15$ for the discount she gave)
it's sad being in the cashier..
:( we are poor people, have to pay for our mistakes :(

anyways, after work, go home..

and i guess my unluckiness pass to another >.<
because!!

HUIRONG accidentally took the plastic bag filled with my smelly clothes and socks HOME!
thus, she had to wash it for me..
EWWWWWWWWWW..
man, i own her a treat..

sorry :(

and this is a post about how unlucky i can get at times ;)

!!!

MY COMP WENT BONKERS TODAY..
EVERYTHING SPOIL..
DEN I DUNO CLICK WHAT **** DEN I RE-FORMAT MY COMP..
KNS.. I'VE LOST ALL MUSIC FILES, ALL PHOTOS, ALL MEMORIES..
EVEN MY MSN :(







FEEL LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD AND FEEL LIKE CRYING..
I WAN MY PHOTOS!!!