Two sides of story, two sides of a coin

I finally woke up from my deep slumber.

After my fun dinner and dance last night, I fell asleep at 1am and finally woke up completely at 2pm today (13 hours of sleep, I must be burned out completely).

As with extended sleep, you will sometimes go into REM sleep whereby your brain actively works and make you dream. I have dreams every now and then. Surprisingly, people say they don't remember dreams. Out of 100 dreams, I remember 75% of them.

And as usual, today, I had one of those weird dreams again. The first dream was pretty normal - I can't remember much details but I just remembered mr. Bambam's family strike 4D and the amount was huge :) Happy dream.

Subsequently, there were some episodes of dreams but they were those forgettable ones.

The last dream I had and the last dream that woke me up completely with tears flowing was about mr. Bambam and me.

In this dream, I remember the song playing "你怎么舍得我难过" at the background. I was asleep in the dream and was supposed to meet mr. Bambam at 9pm. However, I was very tired and woke up at 7.30pm. Flustered and afraid of being late, I rushed to the meeting point. But somehow, I think something happened somewhere.

The next scene, I was looking at mr. Bambam from a third party angle. He looked depressed and he was tearing while walking home. The whole scene breaks my heart - I've never seen him cry before and he looks tragic, like something big happened. I followed him closely and noted that everyone he knows was giving him a pat and saying things to him. He briefly smiled and said "I'm okay."

Then he walked past a television (those big box kind like 90s TVs) and stopped to hear this song again "你怎么舍得我难过". That's when he completely break down and hold on to a matchbox containing 3 matches.

Okay, so sad right? But maybe my brain is thinking what the heck happened, this story has no clear starting and ending. Where's the climax?! What happened exactly?

So, I was transported to another scene whereby I saw these two guys talking. The first smaller size guy was telling the other guy, "His (mr. Bambam) life is so like yours. You two do the same job and your dad left you (died) while his wife left him (died). And both of your loved ones left behind a matchbox containing 3 matches. He (mr. Bambam) has not light the matches yet but you....."

The bigger guy was gritting his teeth and said, "He's more fortunate! He still has something to look at for reminiscing...I finished my."

It was then I understand that I / someone important to mr. Bambam had died. Eventually, mr. Bambam placed the matchbox in a beautifully crafted wooden box and placed it on his table.

As for the other bigger guy who lost his dad, he had immediately lighted the matches while grieving for his dad's death.

I guess missing someone is extremely painful. The bigger guy must have tried to sought some comfort in lighting the matches. But instead, a match will finish burning when it reaches the end. Once it finished its burning, it is resulted to null eventually.

Maybe mr. Bambam understood that logic and refused to light any match because it is the last thing that he can look at and remember the person he lost.

End of dream. So, I woke up crying for both. I think losing someone is an extremely painful thing to go through in life. I've not yet gone through this stage but it will definitely be something that I will go through while I'm still alive.

Especially with grandparents and parents. So what are the things I can remember if they're gone? I seriously have no idea.. Photographs? Gifts they gave?

Okay, and with regards to the song I heard in my dream, I thought very long what it is. After spending 1 hour searching, I finally found it. It's "你怎么舍得我难过" by 黄品源.

When I heard this song, I used to think that it was sung by the singer and the expression of the song is about a girl leaving the guy for someone else. And the singer has loved the girl deeply but the girl didn't appreciate everything he did.

With this dream, it completely changes what I thought the song was about. The song could well have been a song that was for dedicated to a lost loved one who might have unfortunately passed away. And the singer has been missing her, asking her why did she even leave him and if she could appear again for him to look at.. The pain of losing her was unbearable for the singer and he still remains single.

Freaking sad. If the song is put into the context of losing someone you loved :'(

So I guess for every different one, when being presented the same thing, it might have a different meaning.

Give a optimistic person a pile of cow dung as a birthday present and he might think of ways to use it for e.g. fertislisation.
Give a pessimistic person a pile of cow dung as a birthday present and he might think no one cares about him and everyone think he's a shit.

So, two sides of a story, two sides of a coin. Something similar might have different meaning for different people.

Anyway, here's an embedded video of the song that I mentioned:-

EXAMs OVER

Phews, I'm so glad that my exams are over. I'm awaiting now for my results to be out on 28 June 2010.

Let's all pray for good news >.< Yikes.

Anyways, with a change of job, I became much poorer, I just realized that I've been financially controlling my finances since Jan 2010 and up till May 2010, I lost count and overspend.

So much for getting a cashbook and controlling finances. Haha, it backfired. Actually, it did not, it's just that I became lazy to write every single detail of what I spend so I overspend in the end.

I'll begin recording my finances again, I must keep to it. :)

Days have been kinda messy. Realized Jessica was lying to us alot of times. And that's so dumb of her to say different things to different people but these different people know each other.

Because, eventually, the different people will talk and realized you said different things to them and your lies will be exposed. So, don't lie, isn't that simple?

Maybe she hasn't grown up that's why.

Anyways, I'm thinking of how to grow my investment portfolio and earn more money, begin to look at stocks again. Haha, better stop better stop. Sighs.

Mr. Bambam is going to Brunei, I feel kinda sad and sians. And my weight is still the same.
I'm going off for some simple exercises. BYEs~

I'm glad I left

There's so much happenings these few months.

I left that idiotic place already, was intially kind of dejected because I love the people there. But then, I found out it's not the same kind of feelings people have for me.

They like me, but they will move on. So why can't I?

Psst, do you know. That actually, I know how much they're offering the next person who is going to take over my place, and it's $2k+.

The moment I knew of these news, I was really disappointed in myself. Like why can't I make it? Why am I being offered lower for the same position? *Btw, I knew this before leavig the company but I still held my head high and do all the jobs right (I think I did all right)*

Then, I knew of that they're hiring 2 HR asst instead of 1. :)

I guess I can only self-praise myself. Because there's 2 to replace 1. Haha :)
Maybe I'm really a pro, lol *Pardon me, I'm trying to find all sorts of excuses to make myself seems more worthy :)*

Anyways, my new job, same pay, same job but different working hours. I get to leave office earlier by 1 hour. And 1 hour means alot. It meant that I can reached home before the sky falls dark, and it's a lovely feeling, I get to laze around in my sofa and watching the TV programmes.

Lovely, isn't it?

Better still, I can get to catch up with my friends.

Anyways, these few months, keep having outings with Lingy they all. I <3 them lots man! It's like long-lost friends found.

I mean, yeah, since secondary school, after the clique disperse, this is like heaven again.

I wish things will stay the same, ok?

Anyways, I realized people aged fast. It's like yesterdays since we were young and keep going out and now, we're talking about properties and weddings. Haha, like how time flies.

Really, we should cherish each and every second we have so that we can make the most out of it. If there're any anger or disputes, let bygones be bygones. It's harder to find good friends that stay for long.

So what if someone had backstabbed or badmouthed you once?
So what if they jepordize your life?
So what if they make you sad / angry at yourself or them?

It's up to us to stay happy, and we can, we shall, without worrying about them.

I finally learn, the power of happiness.

When you feel sad, my heart breaks

I was having my facial today when I heard a tick.

It's his sms. Followed by the ringing of my phone. I couldn't pick up the call as I was still having my mask on and I felt helpless.

I knew something bad must have happened, but I keep wishing that he had only good news for me.

"Life sux" - I totally agreed. But I don't want you to feel sad.

Life is always unfair, there's no justice in it. But what we can do is to make life feel happier for us.

People failed 100 times in life before they become successful. And my bambam, I know you are the successful person in future. It's just that you are going through the failing chapter of your life.

Envy is evil, it kills your heart. What we can do is to congratulate them and share their happiness. Transform our saddness into someone else happiness.

Bambam, as long as we know we are the best, it's already a prize for ourselves. People may not recognised it, people may often forget it. But the memory will stay on because it's your memory.

I love you no matter what happens, where you are. My heart will always be with you. When you are joyful, I feel glad. When you are sad, my heart fills with sorrow. It's a mysterious bond that tie your feelings to my.

And when the world turns its back on you, you still have me around.

the many things that happen

hmm, my life is always this boring till recently..

got my PDL, started my driving..
i met 2 flashers in like within 3 days -.-
my specs broke
the door FELL when i opened it

rushed my projects through the whole night after working..

i see alot of life in my life~ woo~

and my 2nd attempt at driving was sucky..
^_^
let's begin the entry..


on last friday, was rushing to school for GSC presentation..
and i saw an uncle walking cross the road towards the bus stop i'm at..

den the uncle was scratching his crotch.. yikes..
i ignored that fact la..
cause all guys will do that unconciously.. yikes..~

den hor!!
de uncle suddenly siao siao..
he approached everyone at the bus stop..
he approached me too, but was listening to my *dear dear give me de mp3*
so i literally ignored him..~

den, i faced the opposite side of the bus stop..
face where the traffic is moving towards..

den i saw a motorist drive but he was not looking front, instead staring at something --> at the end of the bus stop..
and he "OIE" very loud..
yikes..~
i make a decision that alot of the aunties at the bus stop make that will make us regret..
puiiiiiiiiiiiii
the uncle took down his pants and show his -.- in public..!!

however, due to my observation, i think he's abit mentally unstable or senile..
cause he is very old la..
55-60s like that..
so, nvm..

THE 2ND PREVERT I MET cannot be forgiven..

this one is on sunday.. (after my 1st driving lesson)
wha piangs, was talking on phone with dear, and i saw it..
the same bus stop..
i was crossing the road to the bus stop and i saw this tall, big sized guy..
his left hand was bandaged la..
and his left hand was placed directly at his ......
okays~! the 1st thing i tell dear, "wha lao, not again, i very sway lehs!"

bth, den the bus stop only got me and him..
alot bus passed by ar.. and stopped but none of the bus uncles saw it??!!

so, maybe i was wrong..
BUT BUT BUT!
another guy la.. approached the bus stop..
and and and..
the prevert no. 2 walk away.. and walk towards my direction..
den he stopped for a while in front of me..
like wan to haolian his thing.. -.-

!!!!!
den he walked not far away.. and his bloody hand still there la..
and his hand is shaking very hard..
gosh..
it makes me puke la..!!

i got sooooooooooo much urge ar.. to tell the guy that came to the bus stop that there is a prevert at a few metres away..
and i saw police car, feel like screaming for help la!

haiss.. -.- why i always met with this type..
not 1st or 2nd or 3rd time le lehs..
look at this post PREVERTS, and you will understand alot.. :'(




NVM, den i go work hor..
something really very bad happen to me..

when going home, i pushed open the door slightly..
and the WHOLE BLOODY HEAVY DOOR SLAM DOWN TO THE FLOOR WITH A LOUD "BANG!"
imagine..

all my area manager and asst. area manager came down..
and my manger oso can't go home..
a thousand apologies..
cause my hand was the sway hand..
and thx to jerome and my daddy and my dear for pei me!!
:)
you guys rocksx!

den i went home with a very heavy heart cus next day need to hand in project.. and i havent do.. as there are many changes here and there..

den i wanna wear my specs de time..
i realized my specs the one to hang at ur ear there the thingy dropped off..

spoil le lor~~

bo bian, the screw lose..
den i go cut abit of the straw and use it to replace the screw..
haha, so my specs is now dying la..
no money to make oso..

so i finally can end my bad day and chiong finish my project at 4am..
damn shagged..

p.s i think only hr, coreen and dear know what i did that night..
too stressed i supposed.. :'(
sorry to make you guys worried..

ok la... den for my recent driving lesson ar..
you know what happened??

i stalled at the traffic light when it was green light..
den the car behind was going, "horn horn"..
and i was so afraid la..
i keep sweating cold sweat..
HAHA..
and i did U-turn 4 times.. wha piangs..
i really cant acquire the skills man..

after my 1.5hr of driving, my legs were SORE..
i understand why my MUM and DAD always dont wanna drive..
and "clever me" still go and volunteer say i learn drive le, i drive u all lor..

gah, never promise things that you are not sure of..

k la.. pictures of the fallen door up next..

exams

argh, gah pui!
haha..
exams round the corner sia..

sians..
i have been skipping lectures for 70% of the time..
and i wonder how do i even pass..

maybe i will failed and stay for one more sem?
LOLx

jiayou bah sabrina!

anyways, i'm extremely jealous + jealous of COREEN and BEETING!
why??

because they have only 3 exam modules..
and i have 5!!
5 lehs! 5 exam modules!

like wha piangs..
somemore, mine is like
friday
moday
tuesday
wednesday
friday

one whole week la!
and i'm gonna freak out!
cause i usually have in between time to study for all the modules..
tuesday and wednesday paper dun have la!
i'm gonna mug darn hard for that le..
sians :(

I HOPE AND WISH I DUN FAIL OR GET C AND BELOW!
prays >.<

random thoughts

this is really random..

just something in my mind that i wanna blog about..

title:friends.
how many great friends do you have?
1, 2?
i have many once..
and i lost all..
you can say i cherish them more now..
those that are true friends..
but what is a true friend?

someone who will think of you always?
or someone who is always there for you?
i don't know..
i was never a good friend to anyone..
i wish i can find the answer one day..

sometimes, i wish i was prettier..
i wish i was popular..
i wish that all my friends will be with me forever..

i read a story once..
it says that there are 3 types of friends..
one is here for a season, they come and go and leave an impact/memory in your life..
one is here for a reason, they are like angels send from above, these friends come here to help you in your difficulties.. but sadly, they left too..
and the 3rd friend is here for a lifetime, whatever you have been through and teach you about lifetime relationship..

so, which am i to you?
and which friends do i have?


i wish you are a true friend to me..

i failed

OMG! i failed my napfa..

haha, as expected.. i know i cant run that stupid 2.4km..
6 rounds the track..
and having non-running shoes, i ended up with BLISTERS..
disgusting things that hurt..
yikes..


anyways, congratz to andy and janis..
^_^
and.. hmm, oh ya.. i scored C or better for all my napfa except the 2.4km..
actually i aimed 15.30min for it, so that it can be a C and a gold medal for me..
but for the last round, it was already 15.20+.. and i knew i cannot make it..
so i walked the last round.. kinda stupid la..
if i continue running, i can get maybe a silver or bronze..
nvm..

i always get cheated my stupidity..

that day i got back my QM results..
i almost can get an A..
but the teacher deprived me of my 1 mark..
when my friends all get the mark, and mine's totally correct la..

i give my book let her see the answers and mine..
she say aiya, cus u write wrong company name..
and i was like HUH? other people never write company name lehs and they get full mark.. i write company name, write wrong no marks?
den i was like, ehh, i cannot be write wrong company name.. CUS IS ONLY TO COPY THE NAME FROM THE PAPER..
so i told her to double check..


she check her own answer sheet..
and say, 'see, it's far east shipyard, not jurong..'
i still very bu fu qi.. i say, 'cher, u take my question paper and see.. it's really jurong lor..'

den she take the test paper..
and her eyes grew wide..
because it was really JURONG SHIPYARD..
den she say, 'nevermind lor, i give u 1/2 mark..'
wth, is 1 mark.. my answers are correct, company name is correct.. and u deprived me of that mark?

*#*&^$284@&^#@&#@
haiss.. always like that..

i am always so sway la..
never mind lor.. get a B nia.. NVM! sabrina, jiayou!

and i got B+ for my HRM resume too!
cool..
i wish i can scored for all my exams..
i'm cutting down on working..
really need to concentrate on my studies..
pray hard..

oh ya, i came across this quote from men's health (dear's mag)
and it's darn meaningful..
it was this quote that makes me wanna run the 2.4km ^_^

it is :

The rain can't stop me
The hills can't stop me
The heat can't stop me
The pain can't stop me
The other athletes can't stop me
Only one thing can

Me.
Who says I can't?

This for the ironman trialthlon Singapore by aviva..
it's very encouraging! i like it alot..

and it's my drive for me to do my best ^_^
Who says I can't?
The more people don't believe in me, i must believe in myself..
JIAYOU to sabrina, coreen too, beeting, huirong, gladi, lingy, yh, js, jan etc!
jiayou bah!

randomly

well, last nite tell coreen how much i miss her..
and i feel kinda sad..

and she said, 'u are so random..'
-.- coreeeeeeeeeeeen, how can u said that to me?
heart aches. :(


so i decided to post a random post with random pictures and random thoughts of mine..
^_^
this is sucha random blog..
maybe some random people will see it, in a random times of the world..
LOLx :)

anyways, i'm gaining alot of exp in my games, both rpg and dota ^_^

love it..
and i koup jerome's cd to rip, the songs are very nice..
more songs pls? :)

anyways, gonna randomly find some songs for our workplace..
the songs there are like so REPEATED la..
darn.

later will post some random pictures bah.. randomly choosen by me..
random feelings >.< size="1">p.s i dont think anyone comes here anymore..

i miss my ah ma..

sighs.. these few days i totally have no time at all..
i swear, i didnt even have time to breathe..

keep working my life away..
i paid 1k to teacher le.. still owe him another 1.5k.. :(

working my life out man..

i went sakae buffet the other day with x, x, x, x :)
damn fun, love these guy and gals..

^_^
bonding..
den the rest of the days are working.. especially father's day..
full, 10.5hrs, tiring >.<

sad to say, i nv celeb father's day..
in fact, i nv celeb my dad's bday b4..

i'm a bad daughter to him..
i grew up in a family where we dont express our love..
i dont know how to at all

i cant blurt out the words to them or shown concern..
all i ever did was to rebuke them.. and make them worried..

sighs..

and i really miss my grands..

i used to think that my cousins are ridiculous for not visiting my grands during the weekend.. or coming to our bbq-time on special occasions
*i see them during CNY and ah gong's bday only*

but now, i know why..
we are just too busy..
it's really an excuse..

but it's sadly, the truth..
i yearn so much to go and visit them, but even when i could, i just tell myself i'm too tired.. i can go next week..

but i never did..
i'm becoming a bitch that i once hated and thought i wouldnt be..

i wish i have more time.. or i wish i dont even need to study or work..

growing up is part of life's misery..

i hate the thing that i'm grown up now..
i want the child in me back..
*thou my colleagues still say i'm one -.-*

but we will nv be that little cute brat that everyone loves anymore..

drawings ^_^

recently, i went to changi to study ma!

den i draw a very cute 'me'

YEAH!

i draw me, with my hair tied and wearing the clothes i always wear..

and it is this!!

HAHAHA! cute ma? i draw a devil and angel too..
BUT this is the sweetest and nicest of all ^_^

more photos to come in future

p.s : people who have my photos, pls send it to me? THX! love u guys

movie's' just one..oops!

hey!
the other day, yes yes.. the duno which day of spiderman official opening..
i went to watch it..
hey, not bad..
and my dear is pretty good a director..
O.o


we were in the movie..
and HE always know what's goin up next..
so i was like, 'hey, since u so clever ar..'
'can tell me this guy (spidey's bestie) isit his enemy??'

HE said, 'ehh.. no, he will help spiderman at the back..'
ME said, 'sure ma..? dont believe u lehs..'

(at a part when his bestie fight spidey)
ME said, 'HAHAHAHA! u are so wrong! see.. he fighting spiderman lehs.. he and the other 2 are bad ppl, u duno, anyhow say..'
HE said, '.......'
but just smile..

den after that, at the back back back, almost ending of the movie liaos..
his bestie came!!!
and help spidey lehs!!
OMG! i was like.. '...... how can this beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'
den HE, 'ooooooo.. :)'
and show me the very smug face..
EEKS!

that time watch harry porter oso, he tell me every parts..
:( if only u can read my mind like this.. HAHA..
den give me all i want in the world..
:) HAHA.. want u the most sia..

so i went to watch this movie with JK.. that JK ar..
make us sit front rows..
WHY?
because he so late to reply if he want watch anot..
den they book slow..
den become left 1st few rows only lor..
den take those..
sighs..
neck pain..
GRRRR.. somemore at the side.. yikes..

hahaha..
we this 2 siaoMUkias chiong home after movie for our MU..
leaving the WOW-ers to go dotA at lan..
and the poor JK alone to eat his banmian.. :(
sorry JK, i promise my dear and I will go kbox with u during june holidays, ok?
HAHAHA..
u and my dear so gay.. sure wont mind one hor..
:))

P.S just watch 50 1st dates.. wha piangs.. romantic la.. but i feel that if i am the guy ar, i very pek chek.. everyday must hong her, even after married.. haiss.. :(
just my 1cent thoughts

3rd language

i feel like taking up a 3rd language to boarden my sights..
and understand the biz world..

the 3rd language suprisingly i feel like learning is actually : chinese/biz mandarin.
WHY?
because my chinese sux.. so is my eng..
OMG! i'm so bad at words i hate myself all the time.. gah!

everytime i speak chinese or hear my dear speaking..
he will need to explain zillion times what it meant, and why i shouldnt use it..
*idioms.. reallyidiotic.. eeks*

so, maybe french or chinese.. haha.. just see how..
when i'm rich!! i will learn everything..
:)

emotional me

these days ar, so many idiotic happened to me..
in like just 2 days..
so hard to accept the facts..

so sad..
but i've gotten over it la..

nvm everything..
i still have my dearest bf, bpig, wee, lingy, her daughter, and ppl who loves me (as a friend) yet i duno one..
haha..

anyways, i need some mircosoft programmes like word, ppt, excel..
anyone know where can purchase cheap one anot?
or lend me something like that de?
or else, my project buang liaos la..

haha..
as for all the memories (photographs)
i need help from all of my friends..
plis send me all photographs that have U, Me, U, Me or ME only..
haha..
^^, thx..

if no have, i think i hav to go thru all my blog entries to take back my pictures..
haha..
lucky i sometimes got post pictures..

if not, last resort..
i need to act like i was young again and take the pictures (like -.-' lame lor)
haha.. kk..

for bpig and wee's sake, i posted a long post!
sorry if no nice pictures.. cause my comp bonkers..
:(

P.S: all my mei, ma, pa documents have!! except for mine..

darn, dear say because my com dulan me, wan to go on strike.. so the pervious comp. spirit ask a new spirit come.. the pervious comp. spirit tell the new spirit that i like to play games, so they never del my games programmes, but del away my important programmes like ppt so as not to overwork me..

den, why take away my music and photographs?
dear say, because the pervious comp. spirit say she/he will miss me, so take my photographs away as a memory to remember me.. -.-"""

:)

1st day of sch - ok ok la.. kinda sad and upset but not serious enough for me to brood over..
working, ok ok la.. jerome was kinda pissed off that day, so was i.. i because of school.. argh! >.>
anyways, dotA that night..
darn happy!
always win sia.. with jk, wil and dear..
COOL!
finally got the gaming spirit..
and my MU oso level high.. not bad.. like like..
LOLx

hmm, nothing much..
Happy birthday to Beepig!
Ur pressie still with me..
Happy birthday to Eeboon, coming.
Happy birthday to Meimei.. pressie, of cus have :)

so many people birthday, so broke.. :(
school open, need lecture notes, broke.. :(
sad sia.. haha.. i wish i can go out more and rich :)

anyways.. i'm bored.. look up for me if you want games :)
ciao`!

pretty? HAHA.

someone commented on the picture i took with my tingJIE and he say hey, u look nice in that picture..
O.O
for once, HAHAHA.
ever since i've bcome fat.. no one commented that liaos..
LOLx.
thx anyways, though it's a white LIE..



haha,
anyways, wee, ting..
we meet 11am bugis mrt, ok?_?
i confirm take mrt go cus got mrt pass.. if any one of u want to take with me, tell me hor..
so that i wont be lonely during the ride..
KEKE.
and i will charge my handphone for PHOTOs!



P.S i finally grip it! i noe how to play that song :)

mixed breed

seeing coreen's blog and the puppy reminds me of my secondary school days with gladi! i always go her house and play with her puppies.. :) and that dog looks like the one coreen likes ;)

>.<

yays!
next week is last week of holidays!

gonna spend my time very carefully sia..
i'm goin to give just 1 day of schedule!
muhahahahahahaha~
the rest will be shopping, catching up with lingy and her baby, cooking :)

haha! i guess by then, sure alot of photos! yes!!
so my schedule is like that
Monday - not free :P
Tuesday - i put working here
Wednesday - i want go out with beepig and wee.
Thursday - i think i going suntec see lingy
Friday - i still feel that one outing with beepig and wee is not enough :P
Saturday - enjoying my freedom
Sunday - preparing for TML opening of school!!

whahahahahahahaha.. lookin forward to it :)

new skin :)

ok.. this guitar skin is created by me..
the picture nia..
layout i duno get from where..
edit it to suit my picture and tadah!
a simple piece of blogskin..


^^, simple and nice..
at least it's white now..
i think black very hard to read sia..
^^,

1st to view is beeting!! cause she keep ask me 'faster'..
haha.. how is it? comments comments :) -tagg-

anyways, today is the start of school for my frens.. ^^,
JIAYOU wor..

and bf too :)

Sincerely Sorry

:( Lacking of ideas to talk about in blogs.
haha, ihavealife

I dun just BLOG everyday ma..
Sorry coreeeeeeeeeeeeeen~

:)
miss u sia.
been working working these days that i've neglected you guys :(
anyways, my last week of holidays is really SHOPPING
i'm not gonna spend alot.
but maybe just 20$ to buy a bag for myself
due to the fact
1) bag spoil
2) i love beepig's bag she gave me, but not my style.
3) sch's opening, i carry ALOT of books, like a nerd. :P

anyways, gonna jio my 2 crazyfrens out..
:) especially since i missed the movie-outing which i truly am upset about!
grrrrrr.. i want to go! nvm.. [...........]

anyways, i finished chionging some idol dramas on crunchyroll and i love it :)
gave up some games..
cooked for bf..
:)

anyways, i spend most of the time working [repeating again, emphasising! haha]

i wan to change blogskin.. maybe create one for myself?
not creative enuff but just wan something bright..
like white, pink, baby blue, baby pink, orange? yellow?
anything except black though it's my fav.

how?
try my best bah :)

anyways, i went to ah gong celebration and i took pictures with my cousins!
intially wanted the 12-cousins-photo but couple of them went over to another relative's hse to play.. grrrr..
love tokin to my cousins..
i'm most talkative.. :P

pictures later.. :)
i'll upload them 1st :)