I'm glad I left

There's so much happenings these few months.

I left that idiotic place already, was intially kind of dejected because I love the people there. But then, I found out it's not the same kind of feelings people have for me.

They like me, but they will move on. So why can't I?

Psst, do you know. That actually, I know how much they're offering the next person who is going to take over my place, and it's $2k+.

The moment I knew of these news, I was really disappointed in myself. Like why can't I make it? Why am I being offered lower for the same position? *Btw, I knew this before leavig the company but I still held my head high and do all the jobs right (I think I did all right)*

Then, I knew of that they're hiring 2 HR asst instead of 1. :)

I guess I can only self-praise myself. Because there's 2 to replace 1. Haha :)
Maybe I'm really a pro, lol *Pardon me, I'm trying to find all sorts of excuses to make myself seems more worthy :)*

Anyways, my new job, same pay, same job but different working hours. I get to leave office earlier by 1 hour. And 1 hour means alot. It meant that I can reached home before the sky falls dark, and it's a lovely feeling, I get to laze around in my sofa and watching the TV programmes.

Lovely, isn't it?

Better still, I can get to catch up with my friends.

Anyways, these few months, keep having outings with Lingy they all. I <3 them lots man! It's like long-lost friends found.

I mean, yeah, since secondary school, after the clique disperse, this is like heaven again.

I wish things will stay the same, ok?

Anyways, I realized people aged fast. It's like yesterdays since we were young and keep going out and now, we're talking about properties and weddings. Haha, like how time flies.

Really, we should cherish each and every second we have so that we can make the most out of it. If there're any anger or disputes, let bygones be bygones. It's harder to find good friends that stay for long.

So what if someone had backstabbed or badmouthed you once?
So what if they jepordize your life?
So what if they make you sad / angry at yourself or them?

It's up to us to stay happy, and we can, we shall, without worrying about them.

I finally learn, the power of happiness.

When you feel sad, my heart breaks

I was having my facial today when I heard a tick.

It's his sms. Followed by the ringing of my phone. I couldn't pick up the call as I was still having my mask on and I felt helpless.

I knew something bad must have happened, but I keep wishing that he had only good news for me.

"Life sux" - I totally agreed. But I don't want you to feel sad.

Life is always unfair, there's no justice in it. But what we can do is to make life feel happier for us.

People failed 100 times in life before they become successful. And my bambam, I know you are the successful person in future. It's just that you are going through the failing chapter of your life.

Envy is evil, it kills your heart. What we can do is to congratulate them and share their happiness. Transform our saddness into someone else happiness.

Bambam, as long as we know we are the best, it's already a prize for ourselves. People may not recognised it, people may often forget it. But the memory will stay on because it's your memory.

I love you no matter what happens, where you are. My heart will always be with you. When you are joyful, I feel glad. When you are sad, my heart fills with sorrow. It's a mysterious bond that tie your feelings to my.

And when the world turns its back on you, you still have me around.

We belong together.

"I only think of you on two occasions. That's day and night."

One fine day, I suddenly heard this song on my MP3 "We belong together - remix" by Mariah Carey and heard this particular part that I feel was really sweet.

So happily, I went to tell Mr. Bambam. Conversation was roughly as follows:

Me: "I only think of you on two occasions lehs."

Him: "o.O when?"

Me: "That's day and night. So this means I am thinking of you always."

Him: "Oh.. Really? Hmm..."

Me: "Hehe" *So happy that I am so sweet to him*

Suddenly,

Him: "I also think of you on two occasions only."

Me: "Ehh, you cannot copy me one. Blehs."

Him: "Noo, my is not the same. I think of you when I breathe in and breathe out. That is much more than you think of me. :)"

Me: "...... power..."

In fact, it's kinda sweet though :) I love you, Mr. Bambam