admin vs manager

As an admin (junior) position in a company, a person will always be looked down upon; no one will bother about her. Who cares about an admin anyways? She can be replaced anytime after all.

When I chased documents from them, they feel damn frustrated and give the “WHY THE HECK ARE U COMING AFTER ME AGAIN AND AGAIN?” kind of look. Gah, like I’m so interested in you and your forgetfulness. It’s not by my rules that I need those documents; it’s by the company’s policies. I’m not so damn free to go after you. Who wants to see you anyways? Don’t be too full of yourself.

When I scheduled for interviews, someone don’t even bother to do the interview because they are too busy, not free, and such miscellaneous events doesn’t even count into their daily lives. So, why am I working my butt off to get people in?

Then, when suddenly, their team member give a referral, it is a must for the candidate to come down. Don’t even need to bother me about this cause they can just come and go as they want. Yeah, I’ve rejected so many employees’ referrals that come down because we always need to schedule for a better time (when there’s available slots). How can I be so unfair and accept that particular referral just because it’s YOUR team member?

Yeah yeah yeah, and when I said that it’s not the first time you do such thing, you argue back. Come on, please do your math about what you did. You never take my interviews at least 3 times before, you randomly just asked a person down for interviews without any scheduling for the 1st time and then lastly, you threatened me to tell my supervisor about this (never schedule interviews before asking the person come down) and ask her to come and talk to you. You should have the decency to educate your own people about what is the correct way to give a referral, I’m not your maid to help you educate, go figure?

“Go and tell *her* lah, get her to talk to me lor!”

BIG FUCK?

Go hell lah, chao ke lan jiao kia! Speaking to you is so degrading on my part already. Just because you are holding a managerial role, you are big shot, right? I can’t help but feeling so dejected and hate this working environment. Why did I even decide to stay? Sighs, let go let go. Sabrina, it’s time to let go. 1 year is enough already.

BYE!