frustrated >.<

ok.. anything here is just venting out my stupid anger..

dont comment anything bad or blah..
haisssssssssssss

why must have tep >.<
even if have tep, cant they assign me to some place where i can excel?
designing is not a strength of mine..
u can say, i SUCK at designing..
be it HTML, BLOG, PHOTOSHOP (i duno even noe how to use)
and FLASH!!

ask me to make a nice nice thingy outta these is impossible..
even if u teach me, i can learn.
but i dont learn fast.. and i dont create wonders in just a few days..

but, if i dont create wonders, the credits given to me will be
LOW!
24 credits..
do u noe i need these badly?
if i want to go to a U.
BUT u stupid (%^($&*@!($@$@@ put me in this dpt.

how do i excel in something which i am not good at?
while others have already done things like that before..
and are very good at it?

like if a child is good at art, but u place her/him in a math class..
she/he will obviously do very badly..
and u will labelled her/him as STUPID.
that's totally UNFAIR..
pretty much, that's how to education system works..
>.< unfair..

if i dont score well, u will get cursed by me..
IDIIOT!